all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

lily

under tail
acapella from kaibutsu by yoasobi
made in may 2024

monster

fun song for fun times
original https://soundcloud.com/lyn_u/deathwish
produced by me

lyrics:
im longing for the end, i dont wanna breathe ur air
and if i have to make a sacrifice dont sit & stare

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish /​fun mix​\

stuck in a trance..
produced by me & @kagimusic
art by cuttle_bone on twitter <3
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lyrics
let you treat me like a target
moving with caution
thought shit was special
now you’re doing me wrong
it’s my fault 
for being honest
too much assumptions 
said i was patient
but i waited too long
cmonnn

she ain’t got no money 
but she swaggin like dat
blowing up my phone
i think she getting too attached now
write me love letters
thinking i’m gon take her back
i ain’t got no time 
oh bby 
i can’t come in last now 

eyes lock in the back of the club
dj better turn me up
she want mouth2mouth
no CPR
girl i think you drank too much
she said “i want all of ya”
couldn’t be less obvious 
on the westside 
one more night
lmk if you tryna come roll wit us 

take up my advance 
she ditching her man 
my friends say you’re bad 
but girl i’m stuck in a trance 
go throw out your plans 
come hop in that benz 
these issey miyake 
no bby these not no vans

i know that it’s wrong 
i give it one more try
she know what she doing 
i can’t say goodbye
blowing up my number 
i cannot reply
but she still gon try 
yea she still gon tryyy

let you treat me like a target
moving with caution
thought shit was special
now you’re doing me wrong
it’s my fault 
for being honest
too much assumptions 
said i was patient
but i waited too long
cmonnn

she ain’t got no money 
but she swaggin like dat
blowing up my phone
i think she getting too attached now
write me love letters
thinking i’m gon take her back
i ain’t got no time 
oh bby 
i can’t come in last now

starStruck #dynastyXO .𖥔 ݁ ˖ ͙͘͡★⋆⭒˚.⋆

i love this beat but i cant finish this song

swagggat - 2025-Apr-06

cover of "fresh static snow" by porter robinson
made november 15 2024

lyrics:
you'd fit perfectly to me we'd end our loneliness, melt this curse away
though i'll never know your name, i'll cry for you the same

the frozen white noise static snow that is your memory
although i know we'll never meet, you're every part of me



freshStaticSnow 11/15/24

#SkellyWrld

prod. me

@bugs

i been getting money now im still by my lonely
maybe it wont be your hand that i end up holding
i just bought me the whole zip now i cant stop rolling
me and bugs yeah we went up cause we so devoted
you already went up once and nobody noticed
yeah lil boy stop with the bullshit stop the coping
one day they're all gonna pay all the shit they owe me
he thought that he knew me he knew the old me
you could only get so far with hoping
mom i put on this designer im not joking
label showed me this 360 they tryna hoe me
at the top im in alaska its cold and lonely
ya ya maybe it won't be your hand im holding
im tryna hop in that uber like where we going
yeah bitch my flight a delta not a boeing
he was talking way too crazy having a moment, okay ya ya

bitch we up in new york took a different route
and i move like 21 check my bank account
i dont even know why they trynna count me out
feel like izaya bitch im shootin at the crowd
i been tryna make a way but they always tryna doubt
i remember u from back then wyd now ?
we been movin different they running they mouth
pop a pill n i start trippin bitch i feel like house
im j tryna turn to somethin
they know how im comin
u address me like im nothin
pour it up my cup runnin
bug , im too busy stuntin
hella fkin hunnids
baby whats the point of runnin ?
please dont put no one above me
all i want is money
y she sayin that she love me ?
man that shit is funny
slum village - look of love is
in that whip we bumpin 
yea they like what im becomin
i been movin scummy

swagggat - 2025-Apr-06

lynnote