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My Life is Like an Undertale

(Neutral run best route btw!)

!TURN THIS SH!T DOWN

this one was fun

BONErr.flp

flp playthrough https://twitter.com/steejenstyle/status/1442628228284362753

BONErr

berdlycore chapter 1

gamers don't die

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

berdlycore chapter zero

it gets lonely

ill change the cover art back when i feel like it  ||  update, No i wont! I love chip n dale :)
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thank you everyone for listening to my music

and thank you for 2k <3

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FSJp5wkXIAMj6j9?format=jpg&name=large

all i wanna do is ditch them [2k followers extended mix]

master @infowler and @distayne
released as part of the @exobolt 009 compilation 
https://exobolt.co.uk/009

Exobolt 009

copyright free

Truth Hurts Prod. 1kkyoto

I CAN FIX HER (Produced by h4zrd)

me
I don't wanna go 
but im gonna fall down when I feel low 
and im gonna look around when I fe3l weird 
when im with u I don't wana stand near 
try to say words but im gonna sound dumb
ill nvr let u b alone when the night comes
put ur hand out I hope that u trust me 
in tha darkness losing all my feelings 

take a bullet to the skull
I don't wanna go 2 sleep when the night comes
mean things that you tell me on my iPhone
big words that you say that I don't know 
it always hurts that im not enough :/ 
but u fell away and r time was up 
you don't know what im gonna say now 
used 2 cry alone with my face down 
there was nothin rly I could ever do 
broke all the words there was nothing brand new 
and I don't wanna leave it 2 u 
it was rlly tuff but I never had a ____

missed out

all of this i built into the ground
she asked me is it too late to turn around
all of this i built, i'll burn it down
all of this i'll build and burn it down
this bitch thinking that she can take anything she wants from me
bitch this is not a fucking love story
she take anything she want and leave nothing
nothing at all

(this bitch thinking that she can take anything she want)
(take it all)
(everything i built i'll burn it to the ground)
(she asked me is it too late to turn around)

i asked her if it's ok if we grew apart
but she just wanna take it all
and i won't ever have to know
what you'll do to the next poor soul
and i don't even wanna know
where that might lead or where it goes
(i don't even wanna know)

all of this i built into the ground
she asked me is it too late to turn around
all of this i built, i'll burn it down
all of this i'll build and burn it down
this bitch thinking that she can take anything she wants from me
bitch this is not a fucking love story
she take anything she want and leave nothing
nothing at all

this is not a love story (prod.tukaru)

reshiram

final fantasy [https://trenchdog.bandcamp.com/track/final-fantasy]

Lyrics:
don't ask me how i feel
you know that you're the only one (you're the only one.. aah)

and don't ask me how i feel
about your brand new boy
when you made me cry for mine

and you say i act like someone else
when you don't even know yourself
what, do you think that i'm like this on purpose?

fuck me over, say it's best for us
and take control when you're the only one

i tell you i wanna stay, cause it's what you wanna hear
so what i don't wanna change? what's wrong with staying the same?
you miss when i still ten, way too young to understand
i know you wish you could start over again
so paint the walls get your cardboard boxes
guess i'll just know every part of "someone's" house
door that won't budge ever again
just toss away all your dirty carpets
say i remind you of him another time
and then you won't move ever again

i move boxes around!
i cry in the bus drive!
i cover my face!

(epic synth)

so what i don't wanna change
i like the way that i am
i'll stitch myself a new face
and leave the old one for them
one day i'm gonna be gone
and i'm not saying a word
the cardboard box will be mine
i'm throwing out all those rugs

for the rest of your life

cardboard boxes

produced by me & inci0
featuring inci0 @manmelter

lyrics:

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

@manmelter
lately ive been taking toxins
broke down with nothing but a 20 in my pocket
on the freeway dazed and nauseous
screaming cause i hate the way that everybody mocked him
oh when your soul is gone
i'll be the one to call on god
mary taught me how to deal with emotions
mama told me not to say im wrong
its a cycle in a cyclone
interventions never worked
im on a tightrope tryna find home
one wrong move and im lower than dirt
its a game i play with a smile on my face
in denial but i know its not easy
ive been searching through my files tryna gather all your pictures
its necessary but it aint pleasing

@lynyou
and all he had to do was change his name to get away
i would hurt myself to get rid of your pain
a mistake that was made to ruin my whole day
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace
and all he had to do was change his name and hide his face
to get away from them calling his name
and all he had to do was run far to a safer place
and now he's gone, vanished without a trace

trace

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

prod me 

[song about losing old friends]

[lyrics]

oh you took this shit to heart
it aint nothing to me
it aint nothing to me
shouldve left me from the start
i dont care if you hate me but whyd you tear me out


i know im a burden, but is it wrong to feel alive in this moment
theres no reason to find the meaning of tropes, imperfect little world where you’re fiending for hope
its fine, its fine
imperfect little world where you’re fiending for hope

take it to heart / alive

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

pond fisher, bug catcher

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

Guilty Remnant prod killmeautumn

prod me 

rabbit in the grass
I can see ur heart fly
I hear all the tapping and turbines
idk whats going on w these hurdles
they get in the way of a good time
my life Ouroboros, like a circle
betty 30 but she cute n she look like gloria burgle
she my twin we like tortoise n turtle
we gon win we gon get in the mode yuh
murky water where im dipping my toe yuh
seems like im always in the mix in this hoe yea
Plus Im so tired of these same 10 guys
blood eyes, pair of skulls in a red sky
see the waves of mistakes in the skyy
take a pic w me you'll see my red eyes
I want you to run from my life
I was tryna savor the racks
I was tryna build something great but i think that its wraps
I'm like hella sad, you have something I wish I had
And I wear hella hats
Im forming suicide pacts
me and bro fine but they scared how we react
we got bovine, we got beef, we got wee calf
did it hurt when you fell? you gon need an ice pack
and I feel like tabbes when I make a nice track
but they so trash, cant believe yall listen to that
Im just tryna relax Im just tryna relax 
in my inferno, I lie back
youre the worst yo, I like that
I might swerve yo, I feel like gelo
I said hell no, we dont gel yo
you looking for hope in this cavernous hole
running out, need to rope it home
(money talking) money fucking money soaking yo (money mormon)
pockets cemetery, counting bones n bones

candyy prod TR

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

@lovebitess
in the club i got my shades on
brand new lv lace yea
pour a shot for my ex once more
then i'm off on a high speed chase yea
pills fuck my brain up
blue camo like bape yea
ex girl tryna call my phone
no love bitch it's all hate yea

ksubi jeans
murakami tee
i'm a Zombieee
we have sex
i wake up & she nowhere around me
roll it up
we spark up like no one's ever watching
fill that hole up in my chest 
wit new clothes in my closet

retail therapy

Prod me
u know ... U repeat urself sometimes (￢_￢;)

lyrics:
rockstar life wont stop til im satisfied
u moving weird tell ur boys they gotta hide
i hate cutting ties that shit keep me up @ night

dj this my song turn it up
look me in my eyes ask me how i feel
catch me in the yard throwin up
i heard ur new song wtf
dj this my song turn it up
u tryna be like me but u never will
catch me in the yard throwin up
guess i ran out of people to trust

fuck how u feel man let me turn this around
fuck how i feel u can go ahead and let me down
is this gonna matter 5 years from now?
now i know the side effects of burning out
look me in my eyes
ill lose everyone again thats part of my life
well why try to make it right
ur boys gonna sell out for that chance and u cant change their mind

sideFX

myy nose stufee ##ladybuhg

[buhg] 

buhbae iv bn tryn mk it out4me buhbae nt u ;//
cuz everytime we go thru tht idk wht2do
u pt in my face,, i try2tell u its nt ##truu v_v
tha onlee persn u lissn2is2urself,, who knw 

iv bn tryn js2mk it outt
u bn tryna js2mk me shoutt ;OO
ima gt it done,, once lost is foundd
pt me ontha mapp js2pt me intha groundd ##seedling 
buh im starvn,, im hurtn ukno 
do nt wna tlk anymor ;XX
i do dis in search of my hom
i do dis sinc im onmy ownn

[onc u let tha smallest things mk u hpy,, it brings u mor than anythn intha world cn offer u,, let go <<##33]

i cnt gt2u,, so y dnt u js run along
nw i cnt do it2,, its bn goin on2longg 
whts wit tht attitud,, nt my fault its goin wrong
n yh its ovrdue,, barely goin goin strongg (⌒‿⌒)

pt it2my chestt,, buhbae i nd rest
go on b my guess,, pt me2tha test 
2my heart let it wrench,, im a ##buhg u a pest o(￣ε￣*)
cnt c thru tha lens,, whts nxt tht depndss

so stucc in ur ways,, i cnt repay u4tht dayy
is it al wastd,, cuz i cnt face it,, its goin2my hedd

;;* me onmy <<##33
dntkno y i let it restartt
let u out my arms
dnt wnt it anyothr wyy
evry singl nite
n evry singl day

cn come out n js say it4u
##40days40nites its ##truu
darkwatr bt i still c it thru 
thru thru thru2u #0.o#
im sry tht it cnt b
tha way tht we sought tht we c
nw its overdon were free ?
bt i cnt move frum undr dis tree ##stucc

sideFX

lynU