i feel like killing myself but i cant

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Established: April / 2021
Maintained by『 Q¹²'²⁵ 』
Playlist Collection 0965
Still private 0403
Open 0562

「 Dec / 2025 」

Don't know who started rumors
of me quitting on here but that's
sum condescending BULLSH*T!

I know I haven't been very active
over 2025 but that doesn't mean
that I abandoned my account and
it SURE doesn't mean that I have
moved over to Spotify! U kidding?

As a matter of fact, I'm still here
on a daily basis, listening music
(Duh!) sorting all kinds of tunes!
What technically means I am
stashing hundreds of tracks!
I USED to have ONE Playlist,
max. 500 songs and DONE!
NOW I am at over 5k, GEEZ!

Anyway, I just wanted to say
that I am NOT gone, neither
am I a BOT! I'm a humanoid!

[INTRODUCTION]
"We" are / I'm
Sora (&) Shiro
mrQlx [Q²⁴] Q.
¹⁹⁸⁴ CET/DE/m
Earth°¹ C-137
Immanity R16 

Lifetime Melomaniac
Complete Obsession
Absolute Dedication
NO MUSIC | NO LIFE 

[KORE-WHO?! RUNTA-WHAT?!]
私のルンタッタ
はかなり混沌としてい
るが私の心は音楽に属している 

My Runtatta's
quite chaotic,
but my heart
truly belongs
to MUSIC! ♡ 

[IN OTHER WORDS]
I'm a severe music addict
who collects, discovers &
archives new tunes since
almost 30 years! Also lost
a many of them, Cassette,
Minidisc, CD, mp3, etc. 💾 

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia 

Very well, "reasons," WAY
too complex as to explain
them shortly, brought me
to SoundCloud. I am quite
an excessive one as when
I dig something, I'm really
DIGGIN' it! Meaning, THIS
is my one and only MUSIC
playing device and/or App
and it's being used DAILY! 

sort me "later" 00 MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/143-q1-plus-my-mashup-1 

I'm adding dozens of NEW
songs each day, managing
almost 1.000 Playlists, half
of which are already open,
I am trying to get a hold of
the rest! One can be SURE
that there is always activity
on here, since I don't make
it long without ANY music! 

[REPOST SECTION] 

Singles:
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/321-q1-va-repost-queue-single
DJ-Mix:
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/316-q1-dj-repost-queue-mixes 

After Repost stuff gets
deleted and moved to: 

Archive 9 of 14 (Singles)
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/410-qr-va-x2k-22d-09 

Main Index (DJ-Mix only!)
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/427-qr-plus-dj-kopineko-2023 

[EDIT: 2025 & BEYOND]
Little did I know ca. 3 years ago
that 5-20 % of songs disappear,
by copyright strikes or deletion!
Nevermind the reasons but I am
NOT willing to let these slots just
be a waste of space! That's why I
randomly will fill these up again... 

[MY WEIRD COMMENTS]
Oh, and that thing with my
comments! They stem from
the first Volume of the "No
Game No Life" light novel
series by Yuu Kamiya. 📖 

q's comment section 01
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/197-q1-va-dj-ngnl-quotes1
On Hiatus 2025 

[SO, LIKES ARE BACK, EH?]
YES! After YEARS my boycot
finally ends! They banned me
SEVERAL times for too many
likes and sh*t until I was sick
of it! Now, I decided to ONLY
like the stuff that's playing... 

[ABOUT SOUNDCLOUD]
I'm good... with them!
As long shit WORKS!!
Otherwise I DO kinda
get PRETTY p*ssed...
Legitimately though!
I NEED my MUSIC &
CAN'T deal with the
forced interruptions
FIFTY to HUNDRED
times a day! Makes
me go NUTS folks!
Edit: It really DOES
work better today!
Let's see how long... 

[ABBREVIATIONS]
Type "mrqlx" (Without "") into
the search 4 FULL Collection! 

Q1 = Multi Genre
Misc. Styles, Mashup & Co
Q2 = Humanoid
Voice Related / H. Sapiens 
Q3 = Vocaloid
Japan's Android Takeover 
Q4 = Metaloid
"Rock" Related In General 
Q5 = Psytrance
Goa/Hitech/Mini/Prog/Etc. 
Q6 = Technoid
...AND The Drum Machine! 
Q7 = Electroid
Loli-, Break,- Mash,- C0R3! 
Q8 = "Favoid"
Comp. by+for Frenz'n Fam
Q9 = Diversoid
Miscellaneous Unsortable 

[X] - Delete Me Dummy
[A] - Solo Artist Playlist
[VA] - Various Artists
QV - V.arious/Misc
[DJ] - DJ-Mix Playlist
QM - DJ-Mixes/Live
[LP] - "1-Track-mp3"
[0Q] - Low Audio Q.
2B - Sorted L8R (50)
QR - R.epost Diary
QS - S.oundC.lou

i feel like killing myself but i cant

m1v