dont know if ill ever see you again
but if i do i hope we'll be friends
its not that hard to be upset
cuz i walked away from the friendship we had
is losing u usually this hard?
i cant get this pain out of my heart
cuz all that i want is to confess
but i run out of breath
before i start
and usually im crying
not smiling
or laughing
but u used to be right there
with your arms crossed
i was happy 
and its been like a year since i last tried
to whisper any word more than a hi
or bye, sometimes i lie awake at night
and cry and contemplate our time
i dont know how to say goodbye
i ignored you when i should have tried
the first time to the last one
i just wish i could have said
every word inside my head
every thought that sprouted up
and i knew that this shit was tough
should have seen that u meant that stuff
but regret wont be enough
im so sorry for messing up
i spent 4 whole years just growing up
i still dont know if that was love

the clouds are

vent @mental

i did not play any of the guitars

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the clouds are

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