just opened soundcloud and started crying

Digicore Vol. 2

dont know if ill ever see you again
but if i do i hope we'll be friends
its not that hard to be upset
cuz i walked away from the friendship we had
is losing u usually this hard?
i cant get this pain out of my heart
cuz all that i want is to confess
but i run out of breath
before i start
and usually im crying
not smiling
or laughing
but u used to be right there
with your arms crossed
i was happy 
and its been like a year since i last tried
to whisper any word more than a hi
or bye, sometimes i lie awake at night
and cry and contemplate our time
i dont know how to say goodbye
i ignored you when i should have tried
the first time to the last one
i just wish i could have said
every word inside my head
every thought that sprouted up
and i knew that this shit was tough
should have seen that u meant that stuff
but regret wont be enough
im so sorry for messing up
i spent 4 whole years just growing up
i still dont know if that was love

the clouds are

i feel like i could sprout a pair of wings 
and fly its so embarrassing 
i cry and laugh at everything
but im too scared to speak

so ill stay quiet wait for you to say
the things that ive been too afraid
to let out of my stupid brain
but u see right thru me

i missed you more words express
it punched a hole into my chest
i still remember when u left
i cried all night till i could sleep

so just imagine my surprise
when we took back all our goodbyes
i pinch my skin and rub my eyes
i cant believe its not dream

scaredy cat

kiryano - stress (taylor morgan)

@blushxoxo
@emotionals
@176s
@prodpitfall

blushxoxo + emotionals - trying (waifu pitfall)

wanted ft. diegointhedark [prod. kiryano + fozo]

--- 7s season 2 ---
new beginning <3

"OMG!" -
ft @blxty @mental @bliss05 @emotionals
prod @skoolio @uglyzucc
_ _ _ _ _ _

"OMG!", 7serene!

prod @guda feat @diegointhedark

yea u like me but i despise u
i still own u even if were done
im just tryna run but i cant go
trippin off an oxy i cant move
im sorry but i had 2 switch it up 
small waist t shirt 16 lines
girl yk i love that coke n that blo
ive been tryna get it but ive been so lo
whats right 4 me yk
im drownin in my lows
it seems u do not care
i kno wuts right 4 me
x2 

i dont rlly wanna stop for nun 
so just let me switxch it up now
i just wanna raise a kid
i just wanna get old
i think im built for ts n imma make it
i dont wanna lose i dont een wanna die yet
tell me does it get easier when i get older

new jeans 
2 beans make me happy 
all these pussys talking shit 
but never @ me
carve my face off my head 
imma sell it off 
popping laced clonazepam
i kno tht its wrong 

ur bitch bumps my songs 
how does tht feel 
i wear cleats 
n my shawty rocking high heels
steel bars for bones 
iron maiden 
trapping off my flip phone 
cuts on my arms fading

whts wrong idkk
i was stepping through the mud 
now i walk on marble floors
lil shawty wna fuck 
ima hit , bcome a ghost 
ima step in through the front 
brudda kick n the backdoor 

all they wna do is talk 
i jst wna b alone 
i could never punch a clock 
iv been juggin on my own
whn i looked into urr eyes 
it jst made me feel lifeless 
ive been down
hope u kno tht im trying

low @diegointhedark

[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

https://open.spotify.com/track/6duodRL3rKqw3SEgLXuEbb

@decago @wintress13
next drop @ 900 followers then pushing for an ep at 1k...
###
so ill be waiting right here,, right here
find my body leave my life here,, life here
when you leave me with nothing they,ll be dry tears
i came to u was struggling,, ur my one fear

leave me in the snow please
watch me fall apart
swear my bodys right here ,,,
but my mind is not
is this what u wanted cuz its all i got....
leave my body haunted,, let my body rot

when its all said,, and done 
will u take me along
i feel so ripped apart,,, but with  u i am one
try to trn the time back but my body so numb
i just miss you so bad girl 
ur all that i want  

(yeah im so afraid for this 2 end
watch me fall apart again..(

mybodyisrighthere (decago + wintress)

produced by @kiryanoo @pyu

(kiryano)
ima get money until the end
she want fuck on me
and she gon throw it w no hands
got balenci shades i dont wear no raybands
why u actin like u know me
no im not ur mans
im not talkin music but im holding 50 grand
yea i kno u a loser took my swag and then u ran
im rockin out my shows
put it on for my fans
u only got one life u dont get no second chance

its a winter life yea its a winter life 
silver chains on my neck im a freezing guy
walkin thru the snow
on my way to u tonight
yea u either get me or u dont its alright
its really what it is yea there is no disguise
yea im off that gas like let me rest my eyes
if i say i love u just know that im not lying
if i say i love u just know that im not lying

(jinn)
ima get this money til the end of me
til theres nothing left of me
i decayed, i gave up everything
ill make it eventually
yea promise u like every day
listen to me, dont care what they say
im with u til my final day
i pop pills for the pain
pour my drink down the drain
i wanna know if ur ok
know ur important to me
them boys gon keep talking til they dead
talk is cheap
i kno u dont fw me
body bag ur bro like grocery

(kiryano)
ima get money until the end
she want fuck on me
and she gon throw it w no hands
got balenci shades i dont wear no raybands
why u actin like u know me
no im not ur mans
im not talkin music but im holding 50 grand
yea i kno u a loser took my swag and then u ran
im rockin out my shows
put it on for my fans
u only got one life u dont get no second chance

until the end ft. kiryano Prod @kiryanoo @metapyu

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems

@ol3zha

turn the youtube views 
   into grape juice 
   ex bitch hit my phone 
   say i hate you 
   been on my toes 
   on my own since like grade 2 
   fuck all these clones 
   uno me ima stay true 

   syringe n my skin 
   sweating nd crying 
   running frm home 
   as my heads full of violence
   mom call my phone 
   jst tryna kno whre i am 
   whn im alone 
   i hold guns up to my head

   she want my swag 
   she wna b like me 
   i empty mags
   he pull up thts unlikely 
   chasing a fade  n get met w a ruger
   they fucking w me 
   btt im just a loser

   10 racks i stash 
   stuff it n a prada bag 
   no im not coming back 
   disappear into the black 
   20 hoes hit my phone 
   but imm never gonna answer 
   cut tht boy off 
   lik som mfkn cancer 

   please god let my bros shine 
   u ain been answering my prayers 
   i dnt kno whyy 
   time jst slips through my hands 
   watch it blow by 
   slip a pill in my drink 
   let the stress die 

   whn she said bye 
   i felt so lonely 
   kiss with closed eyes 
   bby just hold me 
   i jst wont die 
   tried too many times 
   she wna know why 
   all i do is lie

please god let my bros shine prod me n shigitori

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/47XIpjAowlSF71z53xzQFA?si=1aec32f90d8f4271

lyrics :

Pull me closer until you can’t 
Every moment is in my head
Stuck on replay
I forget what to say
When Ur right here
Right next to me
I just wna runaway 
Plastic surgery
I wish i could change my face 
And change my name
Just to disappear 
We can run together 
We don’t have to be right here

You could be my ms
i could be your mr
I’m alone in the club In the back 
& I miss her
Do you think about me when im not there 
Sparkles on her hair
I wanna kiss her until my lips hurt
I’m like omg wtf ! Let’s turn it up
Now we in the club 
& she dancing to my new song
I can’t believe it 
But i think that this is love
And i love the fact i miss you
But i hate it when you’re gone

You’re so far but so close

Spotify

so far but so close <3

U can't help me (feat. Dolly)

i kno ur looking 4 someone but i just bite my tongue
cuz idk where i belong wake up and face a blunt
im not stupid but an ivvy boy is goin dumb
picked her up up and cut it off cuz it was just 4 fun
i swear to god i feel so far in the distance
it feels like im missing wanted it to be different
only doing harm feels like im losing my vision
thrax w prescriptions turn my month inna minute
i dont wanna talk about cuz i know the truth
chasin after all of it when it was only u
if i could turn back time and change it that is what id do
but i guess that its different now cuz ppl change too
i guess i know i made a mistake 
and fell in bad ways
but i know its ok 
im ok
im not a monster im human
i can get thru this 
idek myself
i feel like im some1 else
all of this is fucking hell
can i just go home now

fuck it its a waste of time
whats the point if we just fight
im still on them pesticides
at the metro lets do lines
bag filled w uc and nine
wake up need to utilize

kiryano + emotionals3k - utilize (miso maknae)

12/18/24 I think i am going to start making beats;
maybe cover some songs

vent @mental

i did not play any of the guitars

the clouds are

m2ntal

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