nosgov

nosgov 2

hiiiii

spazzteam

nosgov - cyberangel anthem (slowed + reverb)

featuring @820 

produced by @176s @kggn @f3arme (-‿◦☀)

[nurse]
u piss me off x4

what were u thinking
its all lost
the shots that im missing
all went wrong
i talk u wont listen
im not a ghost
i thought u were different
its all gone
i spread all my feelings
and now im cold
emotional damage
oh here we go
im starting to panic
where do i go?
erase all my feelings
dont want em to show
cuz its all gonn (ﾉД`)

u piss me off x4

[nosg]
i know what you were saying behind my back
i would love to feel poison inside my veins
u treat my like weirdo, why is that?
got me counting to 1000 in my head
i would wait
for you but it doesnt really seem like youre coming
but ill wait
im still choosing silence, unveil something

spotify

ghost w/ nosgov (sense kuru feardorian)

ha! chodze smiesznie wypchane kieszenie
powiekszone usta wchodzimy na scene
perfum w moich gustach pokaz cos od siebie
probuja mi pomoc, oczy wpatrzone w ziemie

powiekszone usta (kojo)

Lyrics: 
All I see is energy
please just let me be 
get away from me 
all I want is friends and money 
you don't see what I see 
you don't see what I see 
please get away from me 
it's funny actually
watching you get lost in eternity
now you're just a ghost a fatality
please get away from me
humanity insanity
conspiracy maybe
don't care about your theory
you're just like every body
you're just like every body
you're just like every body
just like every body

dont you look i blatantly gotta go
im telling you a secret
and you tell me that its wrong
and nobody really rocks with u u do not belong
it was supposed to be perfect
now that all of it went so wrong

get away from me
i don't like your theory
get away from me
get away from me

dead or alive 
back off bitch I can't breathe
tho now you run and hide 
I simply walk away and leave  
thank god you finally 
got away from me 


art @divinenewworldlife 
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https://instagram.com/nosgov

Single

Away From Me ft. nosgov

pandorah her with nosgov (pr. luvpurp & mxsui) @livinthrewme

feat. nosgov & kareshi
prod. kojo & deadat18
mix and mastered by syringe angel

[nosgov]
yeah, yeah, u dont seem to really get it
everytime i try its just something upsetting in the end
and theres so much that i destroyed
im reminiscent thru this distance getting heavy on my head

its getting heavy in my head
heavy in my heart, just wanted to stay
blood on my hand, oldschool affair
cause im used to the yearn

[kragz]
i feel the drugs in my spinal
poppin pills till the day is final
coz i know u wouldnt like that baby
if you come back you'll hate me baby

i been feeling empty out of place
how the fuck can i feel the pain
lived this shit tryna play pretend
know this shit will never end

[kareshi]
dont die on me,
pull up to the club wit that g19
gotta keep that knife on me
boxcutter blood, gotta keep lowk

gotta keep lowk, new pain but im the same old me
going insane, starting a killing spree
guts spilling out, cant u see

don't die on me + nosgov & kareshi (kojo x deadat18)

prod @winter

[mei]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

nosgov - 20 inna juice (userhd)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつもいつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれてありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6VVcDAg1gecLx4fnCXTQGD?si=baca4f70a6ef4bf5
https://x.com/Aayoii_00/status/1792591305920663776
i apologize

spill my guts

Nosgov - Detergent (slowed)

slidetomycrib + Nosgov - missU (meta)

the day i die

nosgov - by my side (Slowed)

talk to my stupid fucking face
got it out the toxic waste

transplant

caught counting syllables
my mind so full of the trouble
you brought to my life cuz u liked my eyes
and i thought its all fine all the time
and your face is stuck in my mind
and the last call was just in time
shattered glass cuts up in straight line
i wont let you in, not this time
and id rather get back inside
cuz the voices just confuse me
diffuse me, im trying but im losing
next year i pull up cameras flashing
i know they want me down, give me a second

don't die on me + nosgov & kareshi (kojo x deadat18)

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