nosgov

nosgov 2

hiiiii

spazzteam

♣︎ Genre:「Emo Rap × Hyperpop」 - 4

nosgov - cyberangel anthem (slowed + reverb)

@rojuuofficial

does it really matter if i stick aroung here
i been going in circles it makes me violent
i been speaking to myself to make me silent
and u dont wanna get it so ill just go my way

are u trynna understand me?
everytime we speak u just end up blaming me
im here for no reason
came to the conclusion that u hold me for the treason

maybe i dont get it
maybe ill just shut my mouth
u told me to forget it
but i do not forget lies

going in circles ft rojuu (rezlaine)

ha! chodze smiesznie wypchane kieszenie
powiekszone usta wchodzimy na scene
perfum w moich gustach pokaz cos od siebie
probuja mi pomoc, oczy wpatrzone w ziemie

powiekszone usta (kojo)

ALL FOR U + nosgov + ryefu (harttsick)

3am ft nosgov prod internet joe x jolst

Lyrics: 
All I see is energy
please just let me be 
get away from me 
all I want is friends and money 
you don't see what I see 
you don't see what I see 
please get away from me 
it's funny actually
watching you get lost in eternity
now you're just a ghost a fatality
please get away from me
humanity insanity
conspiracy maybe
don't care about your theory
you're just like every body
you're just like every body
you're just like every body
just like every body

dont you look i blatantly gotta go
im telling you a secret
and you tell me that its wrong
and nobody really rocks with u u do not belong
it was supposed to be perfect
now that all of it went so wrong

get away from me
i don't like your theory
get away from me
get away from me

dead or alive 
back off bitch I can't breathe
tho now you run and hide 
I simply walk away and leave  
thank god you finally 
got away from me 


art @divinenewworldlife 
ShinSekai42
https://linktr.ee/Shinsekai42
nosgov
https://instagram.com/nosgov

Single

Away From Me ft. nosgov

https://www.instagram.com/imxofilo/
https://www.instagram.com/hoshiestar/
ft. @hoshiestar
prod. @imxofilo

[@imxofilo]
in the back of the club with my shawty by my side
we be gettin super drunk and we gettin super high
babe i love the way u dance underneath the moonlight
bby is it ok if i take u home with me 2nite

hold on
what if u try to control my brain
i gotta stop before i get carried away >_<
cuz ive been broken way too much
fuck it idc i need ur love

[@hoshiestar]
fuck it idc i need ur love
fuck it idc i need ur touch <3
fuck it idc i love these drugs :p
fuck it idc ive had enough

think of u like everyday
u fill the void inside my brain
freezed when i see u
i just dont know what to say >_<

love it when were face to face
smoking [?]

im tired
but i dont got a second to waste
im tired
but for you i dont wanna wait :(

carried away +hoshie star (xofilo)

'goodbye' produced by heylog

lyrics:
almost 5am, i find it harder to sleep
i crack the window and i hear every animal sing
with a wind blowing soft, rustling through the leaves
admire nature as it comes alive from winter to spring
the flowers grow so tall that they start to bloom
and i just took a couple out cus i picked them for u
hoping one day you'll travel here to see what's new
cus this bouquet is gonna die if u don't visit me soon
and i
have a difficult time
spending days
when ur on my mind
wish this
would just go away
cus i'm trying to push u away
why
do i feel lonely
knowing i
hurt to see
an outcast
no one wants to be
and giggled at
n always being teased

can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
in disbelief that i will never see a point in life
i'm on and off of feeling bad and for a second i'm fine
it's so messed up and i don't think that i will ever resign
i'm so bipolar and i don't want u to see me like this
cus i guarantee i'll scare u if i speak from my chest
i didn't mean for u to leave when u saw that on my wrist
and i'm so sorry for putting u through all of this 
so why
do u keep playing w me
is it cause
u get lonely
in the night
and think of us
well it's fine
cus i think of us too
why
do i feel like this
well nevermind
cus u don't care about this
and if i die
will u grieve
and will cry
and will u miss me

CAN SOMEONE GIVE A VALID REASON ON WHY I SHOULDN'T DIE
CAUSE YOU MAKE ME WANNA KILL MYSELF OR GO GRAB THE KNIFE
I'M AT THE AGE WHERE I CAN NEVER SEE A POINT IN LIFE
IN DISBELIEF OF EVERYTHING THAT I'M JUST WASTING MY TIME
I'M SO BIPOLAR AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS
CAUSE I GUARANTEE I'LL SCARE YOU IF I SPEAK FROM MY CHEST
I'M AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN WITH ALL OF MY REGRETS
THERE'S MANY THINGS I WISH WERE GONE OR WISH I COULD RESET
I STEP INTO THE LIGHT AND DID THIS WITHOUT A GROUP
AND SO YOU NOTICING ME NOW WHEN I'M STEADY ON THE MOVE
AND YOU JUST THINK IT'S ALL OKAY TO HIT ME UP OUT OF THE BLUE
I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND OR TYPE OF BENEFIT TO SATISFY YOU
SO PLEASE GIVE A VALID REASON THAT YOU WANT ME DEAD
IS IT SAFE TO EVEN KNOW THAT THIS JUST MIGHT BE A TEST
FOR YOU TO TRICK ME INTO THINKING I'M NOTHING BUT A MESS
DELETE YOUR IMAGE THAT I LONGED FOR AND NOT SEEN AGAIN

if i can't love
will i end up
alone and forgot
or spend it w someone
i can't fall in love
my hearts dead
probably numb
i miss u my dear
it feels like it's been years

no way home
i was never close
the path ends here
don't know where to go
stone cold lies
i knew i was right
so farewell
cus this is goodbye

spotify

goodbye

art by @bibi-chan on tumblr

1. heartcore
2. 𝓨２𝐊 4ever
3. .·:*¨ one last 2win ¨*:·.w/ @h1yori @namyucore
4. make your wish

s/o https://soundcloud.com/m6trai

Spotify

heartcore

feat. nosgov & kareshi
prod. kojo & deadat18
mix and mastered by syringe angel

[nosgov]
yeah, yeah, u dont seem to really get it
everytime i try its just something upsetting in the end
and theres so much that i destroyed
im reminiscent thru this distance getting heavy on my head

its getting heavy in my head
heavy in my heart, just wanted to stay
blood on my hand, oldschool affair
cause im used to the yearn

[kragz]
i feel the drugs in my spinal
poppin pills till the day is final
coz i know u wouldnt like that baby
if you come back you'll hate me baby

i been feeling empty out of place
how the fuck can i feel the pain
lived this shit tryna play pretend
know this shit will never end

[kareshi]
dont die on me,
pull up to the club wit that g19
gotta keep that knife on me
boxcutter blood, gotta keep lowk

gotta keep lowk, new pain but im the same old me
going insane, starting a killing spree
guts spilling out, cant u see

don't die on me + nosgov & kareshi (kojo x deadat18)

prod @winter

[mei]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

nosgov - 20 inna juice (userhd)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつもいつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれてありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6VVcDAg1gecLx4fnCXTQGD?si=baca4f70a6ef4bf5
https://x.com/Aayoii_00/status/1792591305920663776
i apologize

spill my guts

Nosgov - Detergent (slowed)

the day i die

nosgov - by my side (Slowed)

talk to my stupid fucking face
got it out the toxic waste

transplant

caught counting syllables
my mind so full of the trouble
you brought to my life cuz u liked my eyes
and i thought its all fine all the time
and your face is stuck in my mind
and the last call was just in time
shattered glass cuts up in straight line
i wont let you in, not this time
and id rather get back inside
cuz the voices just confuse me
diffuse me, im trying but im losing
next year i pull up cameras flashing
i know they want me down, give me a second

counting syllables

just put an amen break over some random vocals lol

hikikomori

why + ltdrew

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

TEAR ME LIMB FROM LIMB, ALL I WANT TO SEE IS HER SMILE ONE MORE TIME, WHERE EVER SHE IS...

Lyrics:

Tell me what you want me to be
I’m tearing down these walls you’ve built between us
And even if you wanted to see
What I’ve built for us on the other side, 
I’ve lost my mind

So What the fuck did you mean to me?
I can’t answer all of your mindless questions!
You knew it meant almost everything!
Everything I fucking would’ve given to save us!

You don’t know the real me do you?
You only know what I wanted you to think of me!
The problems floating inside of me are endless...
Like the shards of glass piercing beneath my feet!

So Am I not good enough am I not enough for you?
I’m slowly falling apart pieces are breaking!
It’s not enough to see me die in front of you
You need me gone,
And lying on my knees!

So listen here while I scream out for you!
I need the closure of something everlasting!
YOU KNEW YOU MEANT EVERYTHING DON'T YOU?!
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING

AND FOR WHAT THE FUCK THAT GUY DID TO YOU...
I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU’RE GONE AND SUFFERING!
BUT LET ME BE YOUR BANDAGE MY LOVE
Pour me down, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO FEEL

I don’t believe You need space 
You just wanted him 

I’m breaking out! no I can’t bare, YOU KNow!

BUT KNOWING YOU,
THERE'S NO GOING BACK
I'M ALL BUT FORGOTTEN,
I'M FADING It SEEMS!

So if you see me on TV, my love!
YOU KNOW I DID IT FOR YOU PROMISE ME YOU'LL SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME...

PLEASE PLEASE

SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME,
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME! 
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

Follow Alainite on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alainite/
Written and recorded by @alainite
Produced by @user-212595325 Paul Fix
Mixed and mastered by @HelloSloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

Yeah I cannot believe I get to look into your eyes when I awake
I stay up wondering how I could land somebody just as perfect as you

I cannot believe the way your body moves for me when we're alone
I can still remember when you asked to put your number in my phone

I saw you standing at the bar asked how you got to be so fine
"Have you got friends to take you home?"
You asked if I got any smoke an if I'd be your only guy
"cos I'm so scared of being alone"

And you said "I can't take another night like this, yeah I'm so tired of being alone"
You said "I like the time I spend with you, why don't you take your time with the long ride home"

Yeah I cannot believe I get to look into your eyes when I awake
Yeah I cannot believe I get to look into your eyes when I awake

don't die on me + nosgov & kareshi (kojo x deadat18)

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