produced by dash
engineered by me

lyrics;
   
ion know if my heart still works
ik the drugs dont work
n ion got time for u like

shes always angry 
like why do u hate me
like always got be the center of attention
swear she took me for granted
rolling up cherry pie
and like tommy said im faded of the planet
dropping hits still waiting for spotify
to let me get playlisted
than i can call my grandma and tell her i made it
im getting tired of waiting
n my ex bitch still hating
like why do u hate me

swear u always got be the center of attention
swear she took me for granted
u listen to my tracks ur my biggest fan
ion fuck with u 
u a lame
and i jus spent 2racks on this chain

swear i said that shit n went manic
swear girl youll miss me when im in my mansion
u keep saying i wont make it
im getting tired of waiting
got a few plays 
did i finally make it
this is ur chance mf take it

lost in the pines
i can hear those words u said
in the back of my mind
and i do anything to catch a vibe
because most days i dont feel alive
i keep it all inside
i dont tell anyone
i constantly lie
i constantly cry
i jus give up 
i hate my life

attention pt.2 (dash)

Addiction (acoustic)

what the fuck is wrong with me
i woke up soaked in kerosene
im dizzy off [redacted]
but i dont want to start a scene

excuse me can i use your phone?
i really hate to be alone
i need some help but i dont know
thanks for your time ive got to go

nevermind ill figure it out myself
i can never trust no one if you couldnt tell
im fine all on my own i dont need no fucking help
you know that even if i did ill never say how i felt

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

i dont really care, but i lie, cause i did
guess im not okay, with the skin, that i slit
its one vice or another, no one telling me to quit
burn myself into the ground, i dont feel it, not a bit

i just want to see whats at the end, im in a hurry
im all by myself so i guess im not really worried
life dont seem as harsh now if my vision always blurry
i just want this all to end i know its way too early

you can have a drink of my sprite, just know its dirty

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

its not the same

prod. cxrter
(lyrics)
and she cared until she didnt oh
and i knew that i wouldnt be enough
and i knew that everything i loved
will end soon as i had enough
had enough with the pain you caused
i knew u cared until you didnt
say you love me
so i depend
oh no oh no
oh no
yeah you broke my heart
sign the form until you take my life
now i know why she broke apart
gave away all your time with me
now insane, its a different game
oh how id take u home with me
oh no, im striking gold
broke my heart
theres no way to lay
way to lay
way to lay
broke my heart until you gone away

knew she cared
no way she cared
no she cared?
bitch didnt care

and i just wish you cared
i just didnt know
in due time i knew u had enough
and when the sun arise
when the trees go quiet
just know im dying
ive had enough

enough (cxrter)

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

way back home

Yung Bans

Round (feat. Juice WRLD)

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

prod by my boi @majinaruu 💕💕

lyrics

buried alive, no-one can find me, 
I don't know why, you keep on hiding,
I got blood in my wine, live like a viking,
fucked up my life, just for one night
x2

im just smoking with my friends, like wheres the bag? lets smoke some more
I don't know if I will make it, push the clutch down to the floor,
in the snow just on my own, when ur asleep im at ur door,
nice to look at but ur sour, ur just rotten to the core,

and ur rotten,
im besotted,
I got a knife in my chest where my heart is,
line me up, id love to be your next target,
sign me up id love to be your next target

buried alive, no-one can find me, 
I don't know why, you keep on hiding,
I got blood in my wine, live like a viking,
fucked up my life, just for one night
x2

im buried alive.
im buried alive.
im buried alive.
im buried alive.

buried alive

produced by: malith
vocals, mixing and crying by: @sendflowrs
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ2TJ3aX_Rc

lyrics:

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
cus i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for?
x2

hit me on my cell,
it’s all you there’s no one else,
you’re the one i call yeah when i need help,
you’re the one i call yeah when i’m in hell
n you can kill me i won’t tell,
you hate me more than you hate yourself
i been sleepin all day, i’m not well,
but im pushin thru, all by myself 

yeah, and i’ve had enough 
of writing all these songs about you,
because you’re dead and gone,
to me you’re just a girl with some tattoos

but when it’s said and done;
i still can’t help myself when i’m around you,
and i won’t hold my tongue,
cus everyday i wake up in a bad mood

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for,
x2

covenant

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

produced by: malith 
everything else by: me 
this may be the most mid song of 2020

lyrics:

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

and you make me feel so alive
maybe one day ill get to call you mine
x2

(and I guess its just my turn,
like everybody else had one,
I guess ill never learn,
ill never learn to hold my tongue, 
im not what you deserve,
I won't put myself first,
ive gotta kick you to the curb,
then my heart it gets sewed back on

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

morning coffee (malith)

22 | my music isnt for everyone but I make what i feel like and express my emotions.

journey into the abyss

@scarsonline

attention pt.2 (dash)

m4rsyy

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