produced by: @kingtheta
vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork : me

Lyrics:

(verse 1)

i think i'm lost in purgatory
i know you saw my story
you swipe up just to chat
but then you fucking ignore me

i cannot lie
it hurt like every time
i go to just reply
and i see that i'm blocked

(and now you're dancing on my grave
you're dancing on my grave
you put me in my place
and now yopu're dancing on my grave)

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now
*clears throat*

(verse 2)

yesterday you told me the thing i was scared of
locked up in a tank of sharks
you told me i wouldn't get very far
but i got myself a brand new car
audi, it ain't push to start
full of lead but full of heart
now i will not get too far

(i will not get too far x3
  now bring in that fucking guitar)

(hook) 

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now

(dancing on my own x3)

dancing on my own
 i cannot control
in purgatory with no way out

dancing on my own [king theta]

track 8
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/synesthesia-3

shallow (p slicky)

produced by IOF
vocals,mixing and mastering: me 

Lyrics:

I used to like the sunshine 
Now I hope that it rains
I guess I'm better off
I'm better off baby
I used to drink to unwind
Now that's all up in flames
No need to tell me off
To tell me off baby
On the shoulders of the giants that
Paved the way for me
I lie I lie I lie
Awake
It's the only time that I get time to breath 
I hide I hide I hide
Away

One shot and I'm on the otherside
Im just here with a bottle full of pesticide
Now Please don't come too close tonight 
I've been down I've been low now I'm tryna fly 


What do you hate me for
What I do?
Since you lie too much
Theres no truth
Why you sliding notes
There's no rules 
And I may be broke
I pay dues
Yeah I may be broke but I still pay homage
You're too fake for woke you ain't on it 
Looking for the sauce well I got it
I swear You do this all for the profit 
Ill take a blade or knife in the forest
Yeah I may be broke I pay homage
You're too fake for woke you ain't on it 
Lookng for the sauce well I got it
You do this all for the profit 
Ill take a blade and note to the forest


PESTICIDE [IOF]

produced by - heydium
vocals by birdbay & whywewish
mixed by birdbay and whywewish
mastered by birdbay 

Lyrics:

[birdbay]

My truth stay glued to my lips imma end this truce 
right now when I get in

Queludes take roots takes aim it shoots where your head is

My troops stayed couped Imma be babe Ruth right now where the bread is 

My shoes stay proofed I'm in DM boots stomped out in my feathers

(HOOK)

So let me show you how life can treat you when you're wrong 
This is my go to are you the truth I couldn't find 
Cause I feel depleted 
I can't believe this 
You're wanting treason
I got it
I use my feelings
To hide the bleeding
Dad you see this
You're gone again

[whywewish]

lately i’ve learned that life just fucks you up 
lately i’ve learned that i’m never enough 
spent a lot of time at the bottom of the bottle and i think that that’s a place that i’ll never get up from 
i wish i knew how i could fix it 
another new day with the same old shit in 
i won’t press cause you insisted 
old pics, real smiles.. i miss it
and you’re wrong,
i swear to god you’re wrong 
i’ll scream it all night long 
sick of everyone tellin me to stay strong
and you’re wrong 
i swear to god you’re wrong this time 
sick of everyone telling lies 
i just wanna be able to sleep at night

(HOOK)

So let me show you how life can treat you when you're wrong 
This is my go to are you the truth I couldn't find 
Cause I feel depleted 
I can't believe this 
You're wanting treason
I got it
I use my feelings
To hide the bleeding
Dad you see this
You're gone again (x3)


GONE AGAIN w/whywewish (heydium)

Drums written by Jordan Davis

LYRICS:
Sit down on the curb, wait for me outside
Out here it gets cold like a bucket of ice
How's it feel to be found on the other side
Of this outplayed game that you keep me tied down to?
The money that I've got keeps me high and fine
But this world that we live in's got me dead inside
I never asked for a lot, except your heart and mind
But I don't want that anymore
So I'll say it one last time

Forget forever
I don't wanna remember
I can barely get by
Just gotta get through December

I'm always reachin for the sky
I'll lose my grip and fall behind
You think you see me but you must be blind
Hindsight's 20/20, just give it some time
Just keep moving along
You'll forget all that was wrong
Just nod your head to the beat of this song
And know that I'm the one you needed all along
BUT I'M DONE

I'm sick of waitin for a chance, so Imma take what's mine
Another failure, chalk it up to a waste of time
I'm sure you're sorry, but I'm makin every choice for me
Yeah, you can miss me when I'm layin in the soil beneath your feet

Follow me <3

Forget Forever

written, recorded, engineered and produced by me

lyrics:

yeah
mars 
its my world
*coughs*

jus let me be
ima lock myself in the studio where i feel free
i can drop when i want
jus got a team 
me and my boys finally getting somewhere
im blowing up in these scene
but why do I wanna leave
i got some fake friends I want to leave
i got some friends I wanna keep
i aint gonna quit until i got quests ima complete
im lying i been playing runescape since i was 9
i guess im way to deep
sad as fuck blasting neck deep
trying to get inspo
never produced b4 but i threw together this beat

 


i like my weed green with a purple hue
smoking on gorilla glue
smoking on runts to the face
scrap papers on the ground
trying to figure out what to write
i have no clue what ima do now
whys it taking so long

walked into the function
i show no emotions
my old songs blowing up
she was looking for a healer
but i drank the last potion sorry
 
shit gave me the ability to sing like im frank ocean

mars not making emo rap?
like bro ur new shit is wack
i dont care I make what i want
if u dont like the track
click off
if u dont like when i blow a rack
than back off
god cant go a day without having a panic attack
im cross faded 
so i lock myself in my room and blast nothing nowhere thru my speakers
im not cool im actually kinda lame
swear im jus a fucking loser
u think we are the same
mother fucker i didnt blow a couple bands on a chain
like bro u want a tat on ur face
u rap like u dont wanna leave this place
like i started this shit with my brother chase
now we getting plays
now u wanna snake me like i told everyone ur fake

emotions

do you not feel like something's missing?

follow me!
ig: instagram.com/whywewish
twt: twitter.com/whywewish

prod onidtnom / art by @z6ndra

not sure why it isnt live on spotify but its out everywhere else!

~lyrics~

and u said i seem different
and u said i seem distant
girl be honest, when your with him 
do u not feel like sumns missin?

i been fucked up, for the last few weeks 
cuz yea im love struck, thats what u do to me
i said i loved ya, but u wont receive 
the same good things that ur doin for me
huh, cuz i got a code i gotta stick too 
n i got a bottle n it can fix all of the issues 
but honestly, i dont feel it when im witchu 
n obviously when u aint there girl i miss u

i been fucked up for too long 
u dont care, u just do what u want 
i just wish that we would get along 
last dance, girl lets treat it like a wedding song 
n i know that i got issues 
toss me a blunt girl, not the tissues
i wont lie, i might cry when i aint witchu 
i might die on the inside, but i wont miss u 
relax, i understand that i relapsed tonight 
the old me's back so where tfs the party at tonight
she miss the strokes? well babygirl i can give u that alright
i can stay the night but tomorrow i gotta catch a flight 

i been fucked up, for the last few weeks 
cuz yea im love struck, thats what u do to me
i said i loved ya, but u wont receive 
the same good things that ur doin for me
huh, cuz i got a code i gotta stick too 
n i got a bottle n it can fix all of the issues 
but honestly, i dont feel it when im witchu 
n obviously when u aint there girl i miss u

i won't miss you

lowelevations (prod.noahw875 x retz)

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

lonewolf (prod.noahw875)

masehowl x noahw875 - night terrors (fall 2)

22 |

journey into the abyss ♡

@scarsonline

emotions

m4rsyy

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