SC Liftin

my engineering.

She Tell Me Im Dyin  (jabarionthebeat)

mixed/mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy x cgmbeats

lyrics:

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Woah woah I just couldn’t do it I baby I know I know im no fun
Once we said and done im only average but so what
Baby I got the code I swear know who I am
Sorry ive been so cold its cause I hate who I am
But you would hate hearing that so now I just keep it all in
With our head low They’re gonna cut it off baby
Oh were assholes Well we all know baby
All inside my head in my dreams it is nightmares
Spilling from brain thru my ears onto my shoulders
Welcome to the club for the people from nowhere
Maybe ill explain it again when ur older

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself

pit (kassgocrazy x cgm)

(prod.lowestye;)

mix.ztope

lyrics-

Aye Half past 5 Yeah I’m half baked
Aye wrist on the blade like runescape 
Yuh holes in my heart yeah they bullet shaped
Aye bad lil bih blonde hair yellow tape
Landscape fucked super saiyan (grate ape)
Aye Pussy boi pull out an Ak
Super smash bros you don’t want to fight melee (YEAH!)
Aye cracks in my rips , Knife in my back
Cuts on my face , Ice in my veins, 
going insane , Cold like Bain 
no escape Yeah no escape from the pain
gimme brain yuh
gimem top
gimme top

Melee

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm drunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

feat sewerperson
prod curtains
art by p dexty

lyrics:
(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One more time (all this time)
I know
You wanna go back 
To the good times (I'm alright)
When you knew
I was yours

Never forget
I know we said
Stuck in my head
I don't regret it yeah
No more incentive
We shoulda said it
Now it's a headache yeah
One more time
And we gon' fight
And we gon' call it off
One more time
And I'm gon' die
I swear its not your fault

(Sewerperson)
I just dropped this bitch 
Then booted me up 
And I blew a bag
Now I'm movin' around this bitch 
With fear of god 
Tags on me
I can't feel that bitch 
I tell her it's useless getting mad
All of my cookie strong
 I smelt this qp thru the bag
All my bottles gold
I'm deep in this booth 
I'm sipping cris
After I leave I pour up 
Now I see purple inside my piss
Just to put the jewelry on 
It’s bound to break a wrist
Bitch u gonna broke forever if u don’t take the risk
Ok I get it if u hate me 
You not special 
Get a grip
Molly inside my body 
Got me tryna eat my lip
Look at my necklace 
Baby I put it on and I take a dip
I'm inside of this foreign 
I floor the gas and u see a blip

(Sewerperson and Futhills)
All this time
All this time
I've been beaten up
But I'm alright
I've been quite alright 
Thank you very much

(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One More Time! ft. Sewerperson (curtains)

-- @lovecliqxe --
-- @ztope --

shout out to Indica and ztope<3

mix.ztope x cliqxe


lyrics-

swno:

Thinking to much
I’m not enough
Thoughts in my head tend to
Leave me with cuts rip out
Guts tell me it’s love I
Know it’s not cuz the way
That you bluff tell me your
Lies and fill me with hope
Rip out my heart yeah I’m
cold to the touch never enough
Coughing up blood hope That you
happy they way that Left me
yeah i hope that your happy
yeah i hope that your happy

cliqxe:

i hope that youre satisfied
feed me another lie
tell me all the reasons why with me you never could survive
tell me how you loved me but you left me for another guy
is this even pain or has my body just begun to die

thank you for the motivation
you used to be my inspiration
showed me how fucking hopeless
and broken of a human being, i, was

now i only have one goal in patience
i might make it through this cursed occasion
i wish that things were easier
do you wanna push through still?

if no ill get back up thats just what i do
fuck the chains around my brain theyre only there because of you
i hate the way that i explain so im silent just for you
no you wouldnt understand what ive been through

swno:

Thinking to much
I’m not enough
Thoughts in my head tend to
Leave me with cuts rip out
Guts tell me it’s love I
Know it’s not cuz the way
That you bluff tell me your
Lies and fill me with hope
Rip out my heart yeah I’m
cold to the touch never enough
Coughing up blood hope That you
happy they way that Left me

In hindsight w/ lovecliqxe (nevrfall)

heat
first song a banger
shoutout brody for a fire mix 
shoutout xel for for the cover
shoutout the dumpster in houston B)
cover art by @XELFIY

bars: 
Feelin eyes poke my skull they’re right behind me 
Lies keep me lost cuz the truth too blinding
Got a cup of sugar baby you so sweet 
Know I love the way you move yo feet 
I had to keep my cool for way too long 
Get under the covers and we gettin it on 
We kept on wrestling till the sun didn’t show 
Knock knock, he got home a little early oh no 

So I just keep on runnin all the way 
Mind keeps racing, no cocaine 
You pull em to the side 
But you never slide 
How the fuck can I call you my ride or die 

Dangerous, baby you so dangerous 
Got these enemies and they keep on tryna tamper us 
Yeah your Wanderlust
Hit me in the gut 
Always kept on sayin home is with the heart but you went and gave me up
now what? 


Im just a tool
You can just use me please abuse me 
We’ll break some rules
Fuck in the pool 
On your side of town please can I come thru
Just another oh so lonely night
If I spark another be gone like a kite 
All thru the night stare into your eyes 
Feel my soul detach a little more with each sight

I keep runnin all the way 
Mind keeps racing, no cocaine 
You pull em to the side 
But you never slide 
How the fuck can I call you my ride or die 

Dangerous, baby you so dangerous 
Got these enemies and they keep on tryna tamper us 
Yeah your Wanderlust
Hit me in the gut 
Always kept on sayin home is with the heart but you went and gave me up
now what? 

Idk what I’ve been told
They say the grass is greener without you by my side 
So I roll and smoke some dope
You got me overdosin like formaldehydes 

If I don’t leave today I will never escape her
Think you figured life out cuz you got a piece of paper? 
Please Tell me who the fuck you think you are
and what you keep on askin favors for


I can’t keep this up for long, the bars too high 
Do drugs by myself, no I won’t even lie
I give into that shit, I can’t even try 
I’m lost in the matrix at the blink of an eye

I keep runnin all the way 
Mind keeps racing, no cocaine 
You pull em to the side 
But you never slide 
How the fuck can I call you my ride or die 

Dangerous, baby you so dangerous 
Got these enemies and they keep on tryna tamper us 
Yeah your Wanderlust
Hit me in the gut 
Always kept on sayin home is with the heart but you went and gave me up
now what?

Wanderlust (prod. Dutchrevz) [mixed by brody]

-𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥-
     Freestyle 


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mix.ztope



Aye cuts on my wirst 
But I’m living today 
Fuck do you mean when
You Love me in vein
Gimme some time as I’m 
Numbing my pain facing
these Blunt as my body 
decay rolling away i 
Do not care what you 
Say my life is
Shit anyway days turned
To years but I’m
Living this way 
yeah I'm living this way

Yuh switching my flow As
 I sit in the snow 
Writing these raps and improve
Ment is show fuck do 
I know living but I’m 
At my low

Aye cuts on my wirst 
But I’m living today 
Fuck do you mean when
You Love me in vein
Gimme some time as I’m 
Numbing my pain facing
these Blunt as my body 
decay rolling away i 
Do not care what you 
Say my life is
Shit anyway days turned
To years but I’m
Living this way

Cuts (branwen)

produced by kassgocrazy
mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
vocals performed by sewerperson

COVERART BY @UNNANOUNCED ON INSTAGRAM

i want you to suffer (feat. sewerperson)

Super old song i recorded awhile back but whatever, gonna try to post more, only a few more weeks intill school is over then ima be back. Hope u have a good day <3
 
beat used completely for non profit 

mix.ztope

truth

mix & master @ztope

lyrics

woah, woah thought of u when i had sight of a ghost
im in a state swear im losing my host
cant tell if its me coz ur still holding my flesh baby 

oh, recalled the scene could we play it back
cant cut the wires im made to last 
and u wanna call it a favour

whos starting these flames
fucking shit up and just walking way
the consequence lies in ur brain
let that shit eat u ur ego will cave

ego will cave 

i dont know i cant lie 
i cant know how i survived
ignorance my only source of light
or else ill see my grave with fireflies

i feel like a passenger every night 
sit in th back knowing that i can drive
no, try to hav fun but i stay inside
just not for me, let me, let me (rot)

look ion wanna be here, like this ur fault
gave me some purpose just to let me rot 
gets worse everyday, it’s not just being bored
images burn my mind, feeling scorched

ooo
is it really me ur waiting for
give me a sign, like im being patient 
and i will take this life without a thought

caving ego_interlude (killedmyjuliet x killedmyself)

maesk