featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

this is just bonus/fun track off a new alb im workin on 
most likely will jus delete and reupload but its here fr now, enjoy :)

lyrics 

sewerperson
yeah
this is how you live when you don’t give a fuck
city of the stars, i gotta do it up
smoking on some sticky in a double dutch
got a game and cup of clutch
woah, woah, woah
had to tell that bitch i wasn't tryna fuck
lil shawty want 'em all, the pills, i cannot get it up
30 and this . molly, money, coffee cups, i gotta chill 
it's getting deadly, im the undertaker   
you wasn't ready
i'm 'bout to move in, i'm 'bout to set in
shit ain't no show, but i'm confetti
i guess she wasn't feeling me
she left right before the love, it's why we jealous
she like people thinking shit that they be tellin' me
she like coppin' in the penthouse like the wrist was heavy
yeah, but yesterday i was sleeping in, my mom was yelling
i cannot believe
bullshit they be selling me

yeah
this is how you live when you don’t give a fuck
city of the stars, i gotta do it up
smoking on some sticky in a double dutch
got a game and cup of clutch
woah, woah, woah
had to tell that bitch i wasn't tryna fuck
lil shawty want 'em all, the pills, i cannot get it up
30 and this . molly, money, coffee cups, i gotta chill 
it's getting deadly

mæsk
when u moving psycho i cant tell who’s right
push me on th pillows, its always on sight 
but im not sick and tired we just getting started
fuck im so high
got all this shit inside my system its not even night

woah now im feelin
heavy its bout set in 
its deadly
and we’re not ready
u wanna move on and not come save me
im going crazy
tell me stop but ion give a fuck
city in the stars i gotta do it up

yah woah
cant always have ur way baby this is my house 
staring at the sky but all u see is white clouds
baby learn to look thru all the bullshit rn

yeah aye

i might leave tonight but that’s ok
cant feel my face, im out of place
i got the city in th stars yeh they gon keep me safe

city of stars

city of stars (sewerperson cover/ remix) (jabarionthebeat)

thank you to @sewerperson

bates:
im alright
but id be better if i could just step inside
and i took the reigns
just tryna take control back of my life
but its too much to fight
i reach back and swing, i try
i gotta wet my knife
said it to my face and lied
im too mortified
entrances stay fortified
i dont want advice
trust ive heard it a million times
i cant take in sights
swear that my fuckin brain is fried
such a lonely night
i cant say it but i'll try

i kept the worst all around me
now you'll know better than to fuckin doubt me
its been way too long
i can hear the shadows call
more than writing on the wall
reaching forward and i fall

yeah its terrible
absence of words just happened to say it all
it got way too much i just couldn't go out and face it all
its all my fault
give into misery, lean in and i drop
couldn't find the words
looking back and i seem to know it all

sewerperson:
tell me twice
first time i was mummified
i'll abide with anything u say is right
in the dark we all turn to lesser life
candle light saves me in these lonely nights
war inside ur head is purely natural baby
once i say my grace i turn to animal baby
pray for me cause i been out my head as of lately
tables turn and friends turn into heathens that hate me
i feel i'm the perfect candidate in this purge
i got shackles on my ankles while i pick at this dirt
i guess i dont got my angel looking down on my state
cause if they were then i'd be subject to a numbing of fate
as time goes by i could feel me rot
the light cuts thru me and it tears me up
i apologize for the pain i had caused
i know it doesn't make it right but at least i fought

bates:
yeah its terrible
absence of words just happened to say it all
it got way too much i just couldn't go out and face it all
its all my fault
give into misery, lean in and i drop
couldn't find the words
looking back and i seem to know it all

hindsight bias ft. sewerperson

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
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long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

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nites

produced by caves 
completely non profit

lyrics

U say he loves u like I somehow don't 
these words still hurt from out her perfect mouth
oh trust I'm happy that it all worked out

she said ur broken promise I don't mind
these conversations happen late at night
these empty bottles stack a mile high
my dart went out I think I need a light

I think our vices help us sleep alright
wrap my wounds make sure u wrap em tight
so every night I get to flying kites
Canna banner I fly this shit so high
my dart when out I think a need a light 
so she's a whore? I guess ur prolly right
still I can't change the way I feel inside
I am these broken promises and we are just alike

does it hurt that we won't talk again
she screams u lied n I said now n then
but why u acting like u innocent
I'm still choking up on all the words I thought I could of said

she said ur broken and we r just alike
these conversations happen late at night
look how u've grown look how the time will fly
my dart went out I think I need a light

we're just alike
late at night
these coversations right
they happen all the time
and from a mile high
I throw these bottles I
but still the time just flies
we're forced to say goodbye 

just alike (caves)

not for profit

original:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lock-da-doors-samashi

love y'all, hope u enjoy
thanks for making this song king @sewerperson
shoutout samashi

lock da doors (cover) [samashi]

Full Quality

uploaded it 1st

https://www.youtube.com/@wtfimcrying/videos

residential. - remember me (unreleased)

piece of me w/ seejayxo (jolst)

produced by imalmostjoey
completely non profit

lyrics

u gotta listen
i got an ear for the music
i got some thoughts for u to listen to 
cus lately im winning
like half the lyrics are stupid
u aint got shit that u proving
least when i run my mouth 
i ditch the couch and get up n prove it

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn life

thats how i know u aint about it like i am
i know a lot of fuckin artists who are honestly just fans
it aint about what u accomplish but the texture of ur hands
cus if u had a spine at all u'd plant ur feet n take a damn stand

damn tramp
u aint ever caught a damn hand
trust a good knock to ur head will shake ur brain n all that damp sand 
wam bam
love to see ur back bend
how u getting pressed about a fight u fuckin started man
shady plans 
why u throwin shade out on ur twitter fam
make amends
never gonna happen if u play pretend
i just had to say my piece 
oh who knows if it was a waste of breath 
its sad i hit the scene nd had to ask 
like where the music at

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn lie

nevermind

sleep talking (imalmostjoey)

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

Lyrics:

Namo:

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo 

I felt all the pain 
Although I still stayed 
I knew how I’d feel but all I want to do is just fade 

But I ignored the calling 
My life seems like it’s all falling 
Got demons around me harping 
Yea 

Trynna escape this distance 
I know it’s a big commitment 
Grown apart from myself 
Had no one to listen 

Maybe need some uplifting 
Maybe I need your call 
Maybe I need your voice 
To make me feel calm 
 
Yea
Far away 
From you 
Look away 
It’s hard to 

Why do I feel so much pain 
Got a mental block in my brain 
Take me away 
But some things ain’t the same 

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo 

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo 

sewerperson:

when im throwing up
i see blood cells
since you left the city
its like a ghost town
tongues inside my head i think im burning up yuh
baby i need my courage let me work it up yuh
all these late december nights must have been someone else
im tryna place u friday night girl can u help me out
its better to have loved and have lost then never love at all
now i check my phone at 3am and i see 20 calls
every time i lay inside my bed i hear you in the walls
20 years shes lived inside my head and i cant turn it off
after the bulk of the storm i still love you
baby i need some time to figure out just how to trust you

Namo: 

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo

city of stars (sewerperson cover/ remix) (jabarionthebeat)

maesk

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