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Maesk

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i dont check the price bitch 
buy what you like uh
that pussy so tight
girl you stay on my mind

girl you see it in my eyes
you know what i like
fuck them other guys
you know ill take their life

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking-

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

w- w- w- white tee
tight jeans on (i got it on)
think im not a threat?
then youre wrong (then youre wrong)
your bitch is prolly
listening to my song (to my song)
my voice is in her ears
all night long (all night long)

yeah i dont check the price bitch 
buy what you like uh
that pussy so tight
girl you stay on my mind

girl you see it in my eyes
you know what i like
fuck them other guys
you know ill take their life

i- i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

kni- knife play to your face
you wanted me girl now you can’t complain 
(cant complain) im insane
kiss my blade hows it taste?
you wanted me girl now you can’t complain 
(cant complain) im insane
whyd you like me anyway? the shit that i say is so insane, cant you tell im insane?
just wanna hear you say my name
the way i make you feel he cant do the same no
i think its time for a change yeah?
yeah

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

WHXRE (prod. sqvxlls)

lyrics

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

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in my backbone era
the coldstone bearer
a held down thought 
fell to the earth a skin tearer

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but have no fear
the withered souls here
with nothing more to lose 
expect prime care

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holding on to fortunes that where whispered very cordial
he understands the torment that he’ll with take along with the torture
protect the castles heart with cobble walls from the mortars
or she’ll take with her the treasure to another land and youll have lost her

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build untill the bones inside ur body start to break
and lose ur own longevity in the process of this pain
actions become second nature but it is not a cage
he freed himself within then started jotting on the page

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heal your heart, don't wait
the torment begins now until your end days
put in the forefront b4 its too late
i hadn’t had a sweet tooth but ur the sweetest fucking cake

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i want u in my youth oh
i want u in my old state
i try to hold the cool tone 
but i don't want u to decay

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knowing u exist 
i might have to start to pray
i know ignorance bliss and thats just why i could never stay

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its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

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this is the best way I could have spend my life

if I step foot outside the gates 
then I will have to go fourth

castle drawn from bones

castle drawn from bones (empty roads)

lana del rey cover

lyrics

what is this hell
i feel the bells
fire and smoke
there's no one to tell

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hole in the ground
who am I now 
just covered in dirt
can't leave this house

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maybe u don't miss me but u changed me
loves just a picture in my fake teens
heart starts to tears up with nosebleeds
come to my stretcher and we'll live forever 

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if u go ill stay 
if u come back ill be right here
like a barge at sea
in this storm I stay here

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if u dance i'll dance
and if u dont ill dance anyway
give peace a chance
let the fear u have fall away 

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go 
don't stay
this time 
you'll break 

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its ok
ill be fine 
i'm water
and you're wine

we can live forever right here

we can live forever right here (empty roads)

lyrics

ill make the fire
u’ll create the place
i can tell that ur tired from those bags on ur face

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but how many times do i gotta to say
that inside this realm, we cant relate
the creatures of deep have decided to stay
it’s impossible that things stay the same

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in this light i see stripes
sparks flare then black and white

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hey, know that u can talk to me 
tell me about all of those feelings, i forgot sorry
i didn’t choose to be wired with this honesty
so i’m not surprised when no on want to fucking talk to me 

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if there’s divine please just give me a sign
i’m tipping like wine 
the clocks not ticking
where’s time?

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what was aim 
burnt me to a grain
left me in the dark
but u think that fucking pain for me 

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in my dreams 
i been stuck inside this wasteland as long as can be

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open ur eyes 
for once in ur life
i’ve been stuck inside this wasteland all my life
oh god, a devil but deflects the spite
enough control to make anyone petrified 

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oh god, oh god
i’ve been looking for signs in the stars
disect my ways don’t stop
theres no time to waste give me all ur thoughts

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well what was the aim 
theres no time to waste
just show me the prints and ill keep u safe
i see in dreams
i had no choice to detest how i feel

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hey, know that u can talk to me 
tell me about all of those feelings, i forgot sorry
i didn’t choose to be wired with this honesty
so i’m not surprised when no on want to fucking talk to me 

/

if there’s divine please just give me a sign
i’m tipping like wine 
the clocks not ticking
where’s time?

the point in time of no return (empty roads)

lyrics

i’ve been too cold to let it out
she was supposed to let me rot
i had fallen sick to the new reaping age
bunker and mold pushing out oh a functioning face (not)

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circling back, all the way to 
when i would just run thru 
the unknown before i’d even have thought 
to just head straight for the gate

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i’ve not feel the need since i’ve been back
to tell the tales of a broken man
starve in his eyes, dark undertone
scars cover lies, ‘coz he’ll just never fold

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ive read the pages from, back to front
i can tell u im not the one
ill reaffirm that idk who put me here
asking daily, i live for what

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my words will decay but rustic
is the outlook ill give, non toxic
know its not how u wish or wanted
but this is the way its fallen

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experience made not chosen
i was someone at one point
all of the things you’re hoping 
are all of the things i’ve seen at one point

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i told u to let me rot
just leave me in this one spot
but just like everyone who’s crossed path
they don’t listen to me when i sound sad

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hear me out 
this is a message for those around 
ive carried this weight for century now 
dragging modern day with a heavy frown

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ive escaped thru the gates 
id love to take u one day
time is essential to be great 
we all have our own pace

untold tales of a broken man

untold tales of a broken man (empty roads)

lyrics

dirt on my name
curses on my body
i’ve been casted many a time it’s turned in to a hobby

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dust by the freight
ash all in the lobby
descriptive sentences u think mean nothing 
matter oddly

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coz oh it’s the little thjngs
don’t pull no middle finger
we accosted how we feel jus coz we know we will never heal

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it’s a modern world
we think like life is washed
skin home top of skin piling up on the sand 
just like moss

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i've seen favours done with more grace
its so deceptive how we seal each others fate
but we can't wait, we can't wait uh too much on our plate uh
misunderstood the sign and now a sticks holding my face up

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don't throw away the pitch forks
coz they still contain memories, don't alter it from the source

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you don't have to fight against the force
we've created planes before just light another torch

curses that cross the bridge

curses that cross the bridge (empty roads)

lyrics

only looking this way when its sweet
i still only picture in smiles when u scream
just give me a little more time to think
‘coz these years they will go by in blinks

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all of me she asks
“because it’s all of me”
half is whole in this realms u see
the future is the past held in dreams

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prepare to lock all of the doors
that valued fortune’s not in store
could u tell me who that was before 
why am i peeling at the core

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maybe through this missile i’ll find the answer to what u meant
held me in the present when the future wanted me dead
i’m flying
u too could be gliding

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tamed me like a beast
put me on all fours 
im painting all these scenes 
and you’re guiding this course 
is this what is meant for me 
i’m missing me centre piece

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im crumbling up these pages 
threw in the fire like its war
inside just like a mage inside my head its a decor 
i never was taught love before
i know that i’m not one for different stages

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she told me about the world that we’d create, tranquility
the beauty was created and the price wasn’t free
ooo i grasp my sa-sanity
ooo these tapes just reaffirm that i’m free

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talk to me 
let me preach
your actions speak your soul
just let me go

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curled up in the bathroom from wounds i recall
applying pressure deep but it seeps through the holes
i foresee the future it seems
heart shaped crumbled up cookie getting strangled in my dreams

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dreams are for the weak i’m building up stamina with this hope
it’s been like this from start to now i cant even comprehend cope
dumping all these hard covers with a mind infilled with quotes
‘coz i know the direction the wind is taking me is filled with snow

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i think i’ll love you through this, no matter where the wind blows
i crumbled up these pages and my mind can not let go
oh these notes are for the ages and the stories will be told
you’ll be reading this at 68 just sitting on your throne

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holding back the tears like it is acid to your bones
you put it all out for the world to see and now your all alone
you dreamt of that palace and now your left with stone
i hope that you’ll mange to live with this set and stone

brittle notes scattered along the hallways

brittle notes scattered along the hallways (empty roads)

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

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minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

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lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

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i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

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help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

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minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

Ринопластика (Surgery)

думай обо мне (prod. cl6udly)

думай обо мне (ft. 220watt)

Madam

support: https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus
very soon

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

Thank you all for the support you give

one of the bonus tracks off of 'Leaving Behind'

soon

among us, in silence

i wanted to cry, i wanted to die.

something fit for summer
support harvest: https://soundcloud.com/harvest
samples an old Caesura song I love ‘Say Hello’

curses that cross the bridge (empty roads)

maesk