Loved workin on this one bro, even tho it took me months to get to it🖤

dead ass thought this was sewerperson for a sec, great fuckin song tho

.. and maybe a reason to search, a beautiful world //

prod by @nevrfall

'pessimist' the album coming next month

lyrics:

could i rip this lowly veil away
i lay down in trenches
counting how  much of the time it takes

how the winter makes my head decay
theres a strange comfort in it
guess it makes me want to stay

i find no peace in all the voices
and my doorstep staying blocked, blunting noises
its my responsibility to keep on holding torches
cant make any promises the darkness only worsens

time froze when i left home
another night better left untold
more thoughts, another lump inside my throat
i lay back, ripping up another note

i cant stop the thoughts of distant company
you made me feel like i was something worthy then let go of me
and i cant clean the messes that i make 
theyre right in front of me 
but i just cannot give myself a chance
before im fumbling 

i find no peace in all the voices
and my doorstep staying blocked, blunting noises
its my responsibility to keep on holding torches
cant make any promises the darkness only worsens

torch (nevrfall)

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

-

you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

an old song, nothing special lyrically but i really wanted to get it out before i never wanted to post it at all. luv u

Lyrics:

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

oh succubus
i remember the affection and the fleeting kiss
every year or so we fuck and then ur gone again
and i think too hard about u
what kinda life is this
oh
they told me so
its mid december
and im reminiscing aprils low
she's still horrible for me so why can't i just go
ive lived everything ur going thru and now i know

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

lust (pekarot x back2thepast)

mixed, mastered and produced by yours truly.

lyrics ¬
Moonlight bouncing off your pretty face 
i knew that id fall in love with you anyway
Cruel eyes infiltrate the shattered gates
Crumbling to ashes as she celebrates

I got a sickly feeling that i met my fate
but i dont wanna face it, if it means "so long"
and i dont think you really wanna know my name
formalities are pointless if you cut me off

A battle stalemates
Sacrifices in vain
lost the war, pay in blood for mistakes that i made
bet you came out unscathed 
Completely unfazed
I have no doubts you’re truly proud of the path that you blazed

X2

Moonlight bouncing off your pretty face 
i knew that id fall in love with you anyway
Cruel eyes infiltrate the shattered gates
Crumbling to ashes as she celebrates

I got a sickly feeling that i met my fate
but i dont wanna face it, if it means so long
and i dont think you really wanna know my name
formalities are pointless if you cut me off

Moonlight bouncing off your pretty face 
i knew that id fall in love with you anyway
Cruel eyes infiltrate the shattered gates
Crumbling to ashes as she celebrate-

fuck u,
~im stuck with u until i finally succeed.*

lyrics
--------
but today, has to be the worst day, that i lived
wanna stay in bed, and cry, start again
most of all these people, i know, i want dead
some of the time, i need, to get checked

like, work is a fucking living nightmare
cannot find another dream or passion, life aint just unfair
all of you are monsters inside of a hallow shell
my only relif is when i call her

slaving my life away!

"wait"
but slaves work hard by the way
ey, no, i need a break

my life fallin apart, ill just sit right back and laugh
When everything get difficult, ill sit right back and laugh
When all my friends are passing, ill sit right back and laugh
When im on my death bed, ill sit right back and laugh

Why, do you keep cracking jokes about the things i do, and 
Why, are just such an asshole, to innocents, and
Why, cant you just comply, make my life betterr. then ill work better..

pass that fuckin knife
try me again, its the end of you and i
dont wanna start an argument,  i really couldnt lie
its up to you bitch, yeah, i couldnt care twice
why the fuck did you hire me if you couldnt treat me right

my life fallin apart, ill just sit right back and laugh
When everything get difficult, ill sit right back and laugh
When all my friends are passing, ill sit right back and laugh
When im on my death bed, ill sit right back and laugh
------_
-
--
_bye for now/

laugh (prod. hero)

mix. @ztope

(prodnxku) 

-non profit-

lyrics -

aye sinking
help me find my meaning
your the only one in
my life not deceiving
girl im barely breathing
i cant fight this feeling
why does everything feel
so fuckin unappealing
everyday i wake up
starting at the ceiling yeah its
just another day i wont cope
with these feelings i
ant fuckin healing i
need time to my self
how appealing never mind
ima die can feel it?
tell me do you feel this?

cuz no one cares
about whats going on
yeah i need help
why cant you tell?

deceive (prodnxku)

mæsk x dxnny is back 😩

lyrics

when my armours gone 
let it be replaced it by wrapping ur arms
i hate it here 
im taking off 
dont be scared

replenish me when im lying down
in the dirt
revive me 
give me worth
and maybe a reason to search

a beautiful world
with its flaws but i cannot stay
take out my heart and hide it in a lake
u said that we’re stable 
why would u escape
im getting way too comfortable with 
existing in this place

would u talk to me again
losing loved ones and my friends
i cant deal with this no more
thats how bad my notes always end

//dxnny//

i thought next time would be better, i got over her
well i guess i did less healing then i thought i would
doesn’t take more than a mishap fore the panic strikes
and the thoughts that eat my brain keep me awake at night 
the uncertainty of life is fucking terrifying
but i cant help it baby, no ones ever treat me right
haunted by the times we shared on all those stormy nights
i still feel the pain she caused me when the lightning strikes

would u talk to me again
losing loved ones and my friends
i cant deal with this no more
thats how bad my notes always end

i dont wanna feel like this again
i dont wanna feel like this
i dont wanna feel like this
i dont wanna
no i dont wanna feeel like it

2 comfortable ft dxnny (secre)

non-profit

mix. @ztope

w/ dxnny, cyzun

Aye tell me where the fuck do I go
late night drives I don’t miss my home I
Ever need you hoe eighteen years never learned
to cope smoke my dope drink my Drink
You ant ever care so I numb this pain ima
end up froze from the thoughts in my brain
Yeah you always said you cared but you never came
Yeah I’m spiting off the top like a halo
All these people want sum so I lay low
Yeah I smoke on my own but I’m good
Tho yeah im living but I’m dying like death Row

dxnny-

gettin me a bag like wall street
Said im pullin up to the function
You got cold feet
blow up my phone on the text, or snap
how the fuck we gonna chat when you act like you dont know me
Uh
only thing thats got my back
Leaf that i stack 12 grams in the bag
uh
i just got my life on track
Music blowing up now she want me back
Whats up with that
sending mix signals
But got no damn signal to call me back
keeping me up an insomniac
play with feelings like “we connect”
Why do you lie through your teeth everyday of the week
you’re destroying my consciousness
You’re destroying my consciousness

cyzun-

You never came
Taking these pills to my brain
Drinkin to numb all the pain
And I wish that I could get away but the thoughts in my head got me drained
We’re not the same
You said I love you but it was all fake
why did stay, fuck out the way
Holding my heart as it rots and decays
Cause I don’t wanna talk right now
Wanna Pull out the strap and blow my brain right out
Lay in the pool of my blood
As I’m fading in and out
Can’t wait to see all black and
Never have to feel it out
I hope you’re happy now

detached w/ dxnny, cyzun (astrid)

double xl bape tee
it feel better when it drape me
i know i’m never on time
sorry if i kept u waiting
double c on my cologne 
it’s always blue just like my mood
she not used to hearing no
and so she loves it when im rude

she the reason why i put myself thru hell
i’m the reason why she mad u can’t buy her chanel
way too faded so she taking off my belt
i know “i love u” is just a lie u tell
um i been flying to close to the sun
um sorry baby i know i can’t be the one
um she start catching feelings and i gotta run
i don’t like it when they like me back the chase is fun

She keeps on
Coming back to me
Ignore th signs and jus say yes to all this tragedy
It says a lot ab u if im honest
U see its chronic
But somehow wants to stick around coz of these melodys

She saw 16 bottles
Still I couldnt open up
Goin full throttle
In th backroom & im thrown up
Toxic waste it surrounds us 
How it was growin up
Safest place, it grounds us
But we’re stuck inside th substance 
Its so fucked

she the reason why i put myself thru hell
i’m the reason why she mad u can’t buy her chanel
way too faded so she taking off my belt
i know “i love u” is just a lie u tell
um i been flying to close to the sun
um sorry baby i know i can’t be the one
um she start catching feelings and i gotta run
i don’t like it when they like me back the chase is fun

too close2 th sun w/ maesk (secre x splashgvng)

Lyrics:
just do my best to just try and forget you
im not the best but i'm trying my best to
not think about it, the times that we shared
shit fucking kills me, i know you don't care

you with someone new and i hope that he good
treat you the way that i know that you should
expect from a dude that be grown in the hood
his playlist seem chill but i'm packing the kush

i'm just living life like a motherfucking game
i wont ever fucking feel i'm whole, i'm just destined be insane
i won't ever fucking feel like i will ever be okay
i just drown deep in this bottle and i hope that you okay

i could never spill my guts until the day you went away
i just hope i suffocate in my sheets in which i lay
i just hope i find the substance make this pain just go away
i know i'm never good, i hope you are, that's how it plays

(Spookybands)
baby i would drain my veins for you, i do what i like
i would love to drift away but i don't really want to die
and you're like everything i can't be, why do i even try
there's a chain across the gate again, you won't let me inside

now i'm just twisting the thought of the moment i found you
i think it was more of a chance
the more that i gave you, you gave up on things bout yourself
and this city just dont understand
i think maybe if you thirty and you don't have nobody we could do this all again
maybe then you would be happy and i would know how not to ruin it

mama hold me i'm empty, i feel so empty
and how the fuck can i forget you, if you don't let me
please don't you let me now
baby please don't let me
baby please don't let me

(hkfiftyone)
i hope that, i forget that
autumn evening, that we sat back
on the bench there, make a smoke stack
puffin menthol, we just blow back

Forget U

forget u w/ spookybands (prod idly blare)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

2 comfortable ft dxnny (secre)

maesk

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