becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

lead synth @veilsonme
prod by me

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?
oh how did i survive
i didnt wanna see ya
dont wanna fall inlove again with you oh
dont wanna through the pain you put me thru

(interlude)
couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

oh couldnt even tell me you're wrong
couldnt even hold on
i tried to stay strong
strong
i knew all along
that this wouldnt last long
that this wouldnt last long
(outro)

is this how you love?

Faded in a LA. (PART 1)
Beat / Production - Cl6udy
Mixing - Mastering - Vails 
Thanks to everyone for hopping on! ❤️‍🩹🤟🏻 Hope you all enjoy! 

Hook from vails

Verse 1 - Yung chevy
Verse 2 - Scorpio
Verse 3 - Blxde 
Verse 4 - Zbee

Hook from Vails

Verse 5 - Kid Benzo
Verse 6 - Ghostbxy
Verse 7 - Blospar 
Verse 8 - Lxst Boy 

Hook from Vails 

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FadedinLA (feat. Yung Chevy, Scorpio, Blxde, Zbee, Kid Benzo, Ghostbxy, Blospar, Lxst Boy, cl6udy)

Vails, Vito , The Sound Clown , Mackk present:
Restwhenimsober
Vito soundcloud : 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tM1jSZE9vWwE7Los5

Hope you enjoy ✨✨✨

Prod. the sound clown
Master. Vito 
Hook. Vails
Verse2. Vito

Can’t remeber what you said
Got these voices in my head
Can you tell me again but slower
Wish I was someone else instead
So then maybe I could rest 
For a little bit, can I feel sober?

Im catching these feelings like pokemon 
But I’m a monster that can not escape 
I Wonder if I will ever belong 
Cus there is so much at stake
Yeah
burning inside you would think this is arsen
But I’m no Brie Larson, cus nothing I’ve done is fuckin saving the world yeah my life a mistake 
I struck a bargain , with the devil he’s laughing cus he knows ima gone fuck it up now 
I can fairly admit that my soul he has gained


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restwhenimsober w/ VITO (prod. The Sound Clown, Mackk)

Lyrics 

Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

030
Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics 

Maybe I spoke too soon on the feature
Try change up to a different domineer
I cant help myself but to tease her
Ik its wrong how I act but sometimes I dont mean 
It in the wrong way, but I believe her 
when she says sorry for the same things
That I do so I teach her it dont matter
Bout who’s least hurt both needs to understand.
If u kno me, well im not jus a leaver

Deeper ohhh
Keep taking dives much more deeper, we go
The deeper we go the weaker we grow
Its good things aint surface level in this storm 
But you know
That this paths also cold
Dark, like a hole 
How we gonna take a breath if we want to coz we will 
Coz eventually it will snow
At least with a leash we can cope

Ik that its hard its different
Ik kno how much of me ur missing 
But time moves forward it changes distance
We both know this story not finished

With you it's warmer
The waters still water just larger
From all of these tears 
That I wept in your summer

Pardon im feeling fine 
It's not like u check in on me from time

I've survived
Many many blue moons in the winter time
Now, I have clear sight 
Prepared for the colder months and any signs

Baby I just wanna tell you 
That im sorry
For the way I loved you 
It might not mean much but 
I just wish I told you
How much u really mean to me 
And what u sold me
Which wasn't
Short of anything spectacular 
You let my heart breathe when I was living through a massacre 

Pardon I'm feeling fine 
It's not like u check in on me from time
You told me that our love was divine 
Just talking to myself in the night

In the core of my mind u rest
And in all the sunsets
At least I can say this with my chest
I'd rather die than regret

your summer my winter

Your summer, my Winter (Sleepy fish)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

prod. me x @eric-godlow
shoutout @guardinmusic, one of my favorite songs n i thought id stick my own lil twist on it <333
original - https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/comicsans

[guardin]:
if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

[safeatlast]:

if it were up to me
there wouldn't be a rhyme or reason
opened my mouth once and it
was treated like it's treason
never did i even start to think that i'd be leavin'
everything will be okay you just have to believe in
yourself
it'll help you when there's nothing to look out for
everyone around you loves you more than you account for
only halfway to the top i think we're stuck on cloud 4
but we have to split apart to make it to the next floor

[guardin]:

if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

guardin - comic sans (safeatlast flip)

you don't wanna fuck with me ill put you in the limelight
try and make a scene, but your bitch says that its alright
bring her to crib, on a cold rainy night
then i looked her in the eyes, i can tell that she's all mine

pour up
another cup
baby this is my night
don't start fight
with me cause your time spent
in my life
is gonna be the best years
of your life

remember when we kids
couldn't see you at your crib
cause your parents didn't let you hang with boys it made me so pissed
pretty every night
7 passed and dimmed the lights
22 im trading every friend i have to make you all mine

all alone
going through this life
with a wife and some kids 
i dunno if its right

flip the 9
ima put it on its head
ima throw you into bed
never worry bout the things we did

i feel the agony flowing through my blood
i feel the heat coming through my lungs 
i feel the burn from the drugs in my gut
this shit was never really fun
i am on my way

sat out in the rain on the bench in the night
lost my job cause we got into a fight
then it rains and it pours on my soul every time
love is agony i really didn't think about it twice

you don't wanna fuck with me ill put you in the limelight
try and make a scene, but your bitch says that its alright
bring her to crib, on a cold rainy night
then i looked her in the eyes, i can tell that she's all mine

pour up
another cup
baby this is my night
don't start fight
with me cause your time spent
in my life
is gonna be the best years
of your life

agony (prod. santana)

lyrics: 

lost all my hope 
lost all my hope 
down the same road 
"fix up" but I cant
look at my bones
look at my bones
sailing on fear
the thin ice is breaking 

hate on my soul 
hate on my soul
wither then perish 
its dark, but I hope
I waste into dust 
powder; my heart 
I longed paradise 
but I tripped from the start 

oh how did I get here? 
how did I get here? 
blood on my palms 
from etching the scars 
my breath is so shallow
I'm falling apart 
I'm falling apart 
let me corrode away 
loosen your grip I'm fine 
loosen your grip

fix up [prod king theta]

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

Your summer, my Winter (Sleepy fish)

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