OPEN HEART By Nova J

Maybe I spoke a little too sharp
Maybe my words left an ugly mark
Didn’t mean to cause you pain
Didn’t know it’d go that far

I try to live with an open heart
Try to be mindful and do my part
But sometimes I fall short, you see
And change begins with me
Oh change, begins with me.

Words can cut, or words can heal
They can crush, or help reveal
A simple phrase, a careless tone
Can tear apart—or build a home

I try to live with an open heart
Try to be mindful and do my part
But sometimes I fall short, you see
And change begins with me
Oh change, begins with me.

Through every fall, I’ll rise again
Can’t promise perfect—just genuine
I’ll face my flaws, I’ll own my mess
With open arms and tenderness

I try to live with an open heart
Try to be mindful and do my part
But sometimes I fall short, you see
And change begins with me
Oh change, begins with me.

I spoke too sharp, but now I know
Grace gives space for us to grow
So I will live with an open heart
And try—just try—to do my part

OPEN HEART

„Flow of Emotions” is the fourth track from the album „Spring Awakening: Songs of Renewal.”
Like water, emotions are meant to move—they flow, change, and leave quiet traces behind. This song invites you to let them pass without resistance, to soften into their rhythm, and rediscover the peace that lies beneath.

Gentle, flowing melodies and soft harmonies reflect the nature of emotional waves—sometimes still, sometimes intense, but always moving.

✨ MagicMind Glow – You Are Light... You Are It All. ✨

Flow of Emotions

„Morning Sun Meditation” is the fifth song from the album „Spring Awakening: Songs of Renewal.”
Inspired by the stillness of early dawn, this piece is a gentle invitation to pause, breathe, and reconnect with the light that rises within us each day.\n\nWarm harmonies and soft tones echo the slow ascent of sunlight over a quiet landscape, offering a sense of calm, clarity, and gentle awakening.\n\nThis track is perfect for mindful mornings, peaceful reflection, or simply greeting the day with softness.
MagicMind Glow – You Are Light... You Are It All.

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Morning Sun Meditation

Ever wake up and wonder if you borrowed your own body for the day?
“Maybe This Isn’t My Head” is a song about dissociation, misfit moments, and the quiet absurdity of feeling like a stranger to yourself.
It's not sadness. It’s more like standing in a hallway between two mirrors — unsure which reflection blinked first.
For the ones who walk through familiar streets and feel slightly out of focus.
For those who smile on time but wonder who’s doing the smiling.

Maybe This Isn’t My Head

It's been awhile now but,
I miss you so,
I have to admit,
it was so hard to see you go, 
And now I wish you could see me grow,
laugh at the jokes only you know
but every now and then,
I still see your glow 
And oh I know, one day,
I'll get back to your soul.
...
...

but until then I've gotta roll
this life it takes quite a toll
and we just keep digging the hole
with hearts black as coal,
our minds are clouded,
dividing like poles.

but still I stroll,
shed light on the cold
through shadows and scrolls
looking for signs
in the cracks and the folds
in the way thunder rolls
or how the wind scolds—
and sometimes I swear
I can hear your prose.
In a way only love knows.

Well they say grief gets light,
because it makes you grow.
I say love is all we know—
it's rhythm steals the show.
through every rhyme and flow,
your voice still echoes.
Carrying your tone
through  every high and low...

Some days I feel hollow,
like you’re too far to follow,
a constant reminder,
it's time we borrow.

So I create in your eyes,
I seek love not lies.
with harmony not aye aye's
because at the end of the day,
a mother's love never dies.

Yeah, Mama, I miss you so
All I ever wanted
was to convince you
But timing became an issue
What I'd give for a redo
and in time maybe that's what I'll do,
'til then I'll just write these songs,
to remember you.

A.I.O.U.

Sonlight

[Verse 1]
How do you say I love you
When you know they’ll look away?
When the moment’s passed, the door is shut
And words just float astray?
How do you shout I love you
When it echoes back as shame?
When silence hugs the air so tight
You’re scared to speak its name?

[Chorus]
So I hold it like a secret
Buried deep beneath my skin
A truth too loud to whisper
But too sacred to give in
If I say it—will it vanish?
If I don’t—will it remain?
How do you say I love you
When it only brings you pain?

[Verse 2]
How do you say I love you
When the one you love won’t hear?
When “I miss you” sounds pathetic
And “I’m sorry” feeds their fear
How do you still keep hoping
When the facts all say you can’t?
When you’re dancing with delusion
But you never learned to plant?

[Chorus]
So I hold it like a secret
Carved in pages I don’t send
A prayer I tell the night sky
That will never reach its end
If I scream it—will it cheapen?
If I write it—will it fade?
How do you say I love you
When there’s nothing left to say?

[Bridge]
Why do words mean more to some
And to others just feel light?
Why does love become a burden
When it once had given flight?
Why does pain become a prison
When it only wants release?
Why can’t we just say I love you
And let that be our peace?

[Final Chorus]
So I sing it through the silence
In a song you’ll never hear
But it’s all I have to offer
And it’s all I hold dear
If I never say I love you
Know it still beats in my chest
How do you say I love you
When your heart won’t let it rest?

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How Do You Say I Love You (When It’s Already Too Late)

It rolls in quiet like a hungover prayer
Shakes the screen door, lifts the porch chair
You weren’t on my mind ‘til the still went strange
But I knew that sound, and I knew that name

You come like smoke through a slivered crack
Whiskey words and a coat half-black
Say you’re just passing through for the night
But I still hide the good knives out of sight

Bad wind, blowin’ where you please
Takes the roof, takes the trees
You don’t knock, you don’t stay
You just howl what you don’t say
Bad wind, I know your kind
Always leave more gone than you find

Yeah, I still feel

You kissed like guilt with a Sunday face
Told me losing you was some kind of grace
But I kept that picture in the bathroom drawer
‘Cause you only leave when I start to restore

Some call it weakness, some call it fate
But I just call it late
You don’t kick the storm when it’s halfway in
You board the windows and you let it spin

I’ve laid out the cups, I’ve cleared the floor
I’ve seen this devil, wore this war
I pray for mercy I don’t believe
Then I bless your boots when you finally leave

You don’t ask why when you know it’s wrong
You just hold your breath and hope it’s gone
And I’d take you in if you knocked again
‘Cause I don’t outgrow the bad wind

Bad wind, blowin’ where you please
Takes the roof, takes the trees
You don’t knock, you don’t stay
You just howl what you don’t say
Bad wind, I know your kind
Always leave more gone than you find

And when the morning smells like copper and rain
I sweep the glass, and I don’t complain

Bad Wind

This is one of my older songs that I remade as Blues / Metal fusion with lots of guitar.🎸

State of Mind

Shattered Souls

Coffey Anderson’s original song 
(Remix version)

4th of July Song (Remix)

The Weight We Lay Down is the powerful closing chapter to Luminor’s family and legacy arc.

Where Ashes of a Man and Shadows We Inherit carried grief and burden, this track is about release. It’s about refusing to carry every scar forward, choosing love over pain, and finding strength in letting go.

Layered with acoustic and electric guitars, soaring strings, driving percussion, and raw, powerful vocals, this song is both a catharsis and a declaration:
we are not only what we inherit — we are the light that breaks the chain.

The Weight We Lay Down

MagicMind Relax – Our Mission
MagicMind Relax is dedicated to bringing balance, peace, and inspiration through sound. Whether through gentle lullabies, mindful soundscapes, or emotionally resonant melodies, our goal is to create music that soothes the heart and expands the mind.

Welcome to MagicMind Relax
Step into a world of serenity and sonic exploration. Whether you're looking for peaceful bedtime music, meditative sound journeys, or immersive compositions for reflection, MagicMind Relax offers a diverse collection designed to uplift, calm, and inspire.

Who I Am
I am a musicologist with a passion for sound and harmony, now channeling my expertise into the transformative world of MagicMind Glow. As part of MagicMind Relax, I create music that nurtures the soul—ranging from enchanting lullabies for children to immersive relaxation tracks for deep mindfulness.