4ever tho (prod. rx808)

m/m by me and @aidenhiltonlovesyou
prod. @splashgvng

this one abt her and she know it...

LYRICS:

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Baby I’m your demon
But you’re my cure 
Girl I got no reason 
But I need more 
see you when your sleeping 
You’re insecure 
changing like the season 
You slam my door 

Pulling on my heartstrings 
tearing on my chords 
I’ll always be your demon, baby
you’ll always be my cure 

Clawing my way through hell 
When I see you
I see reflections 
Of myself 
Clawing my through hell 
I got a couple more bottles 
To drown myself 
Lie to me
Tell me it'll be alright
I see your bones
Under candlelight
Lie once
Lie a thousand times
Lie a thousand times

Baby I’m your demon
But you’re my cure 
Girl I got no reason 
But I need more 
see you when your sleeping 
You’re insecure 
changing like the season 
You slam my door 

AIDEN HILTON
I can be your cure
You're always 
Needing something more
I wake up
Passed out on the floor
You shake your head
Walk out the door
I take your drugs 
Just to sleep
I dot this all for you and me
I would take all of your pain
If it meant you'd live in harmony
Its all I want
Lately I can't help 
But cry myself to sleep
But now I'm all outta tears and your still not with me
I can't hardly breathe when you're not with me
I'm just another chapter of your life or so it seems

CURE (FEAT. AIDEN HILTON)

talk about the night
talk about the fall
you can tell me everything 
tell me about the fault
were you even there ?
did you say you loved him
guess that i forgot
getting hard to function 

i don’t wanna talk at all
cause we don’t even talk about nothing 
and i wanna come off wrong
this reflection in the mirror is disgusting

days late all gone
i been moving too slow coming undone
same words mixed up
we’ve grown so far but we’re still stuck

talk (meutry x nihil2free)

No Plan B

My Ex

"Escape" was this weird departure from all my other high school stuff. While I was writing love songs and heartbreak ballads, this thing came out of nowhere - pure horror movie madness. I was probably watching way too many slasher flicks at the time.

It's basically about being stuck in some sick game where something's hunting you down. That opening line "You play the game, but you don't know it well" - I was imagining this scenario where you're thrown into a nightmare and don't even know the rules, but if you lose, you're dead.

I went through this phase where I couldn't get enough psychological thrillers. All that imagery about rusted doors and shadows that move and stare back at you from the void - that came from this recurring dream I had about being trapped in an endless maze. Scared the hell out of me, but made for good lyrics.

The whole "Escape" chorus repeating over and over was supposed to feel frantic, like someone running around banging on walls looking for a way out. When I wrote "there's no damned doors in sight," I could feel that panic when you realize every exit has vanished.

That third verse gets really trippy - "when you wake up, you'll find yourself on the ground." I wasn't even sure if I meant it was all a dream or if that's the moment you realize the game's over and you lost. Maybe both.

This was probably my most cinematic song from that era. I could see it as the soundtrack to some 80s horror flick. When AI helped me bring it to life, I made sure it had that driving, relentless energy that never lets up - just like the fear the lyrics describe.

Looking back, it's interesting how even as a teenager I was exploring themes way beyond teenage romance. Sometimes your brain just goes to dark places and demands a soundtrack.

Escape

when you look around you realize you're alone 
you only come around when it benefits you 
you never think to ask if i'm okay 
and these nights it's been real cold but you would never know 
'cause it's like every little thing is really starting to bother me 
and all of this is getting really really tiring 
and you don't even care what happens to me 
as long as you get your way and your plays 
you don't even care about what i say 
you will never use me 
you won't ever use me 
you won't ever fucking use me

use me (prod. yung cortex)

vocal mix - https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Stay at home 
Get missed calls from your friends 
And you’re scared cos they might know the truth 
And you act like you don’t care 
But inside yeah you know you do 
Don’t have a family around 
It’s the same but it’s all new 
And you’re wasting all your time
Thinking how you’re gonna make it though

Is it harder when you’re all alone?
Thinking no one even knows you
And your doubting everything you know 
It gets so hard, I know

no one knows you

mix/master/art by me

i’m sorry
stop please
i’m tearing out my seams again
don’t want this
always
you blame it all on me she said 
won’t you come inside
stay for another night 
you can leave when the daylight comes
but i don’t wanna be awake 
no

i don’t wanna be awake 
no 
i took my time & didn't know it would be wasted
i don't know why i even thought that i could change her
maybe if we try a little longer we could make it work

tell a story to me straight up from the pages 
another monster that you made up in the basement
only way to fight against your fear is just to face it 
so try to hide or only crawl under the blanket 

i guess that you were only faking
i think you knew it all along but couldn't say it
the feeling i could never shake it
it's like you caught the scent of blood & tried to drain it

but i won't let my self be cast aside
it took a while before i finally could make it out
i know i left my back turned to your knife
it's taken all i had inside to get this blade removed
(& now it's time i turn around to put it back in you)

Monster (prod. Sleye)

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jits:
https://www.soundcloud.com/jitshawty
https://www.instagram.com/jit.shawty
https://www.instagram.com/rvbygloom
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPqtWz1ojcdL_X9-l00Q82A

she a cold piece feat. @rvbygloom (prod. Eddie B & LukeXI)

I don't ever sleep when I'm supposed to
I stay up all night hearing you talk like
tryna tell me that I'm never gonna make it
I'm already tryna find a way to face it
I am insignificant, I know
tryna stand up but my feet can't find the placement
sick of waking up and doing all the same shit
I am wasting oxygen, I know
I am wasting oxygen

my own mother says that I've changed for the worse
and I don't know where I lost the person that I was
I'm trying to fill in the blanks
my fire has faded with age

fuckin tell me that I'm never gonna make it
I'm already tryna find a way to face it
I am insignificant, I know
tryna stand up but my feet can't find the placement
sick of waking up and doing all the same shit
I am wasting oxygen
I already know

I don't ever sleep
I stay up all night
I stay up all night
run away from me
I just can't act right
see the red flags right?

I guess I should've given you
a fair warning but
I would have if I had a clue 
that my head was fucked
I'm stagnant I wish I could move
I am always stuck
wish there was something you could do
but you don't give a fuck

ignoring my feelings
fixated on the ceiling
not coping, not dealing
I let your words send me reeling
tell the secrets you're concealing
I know that I'm unappealing 

I guess I should've given you
a fair warning but
I would have if I had a clue 
that my head was fucked
I'm stagnant I wish I could move
I am always stuck
wish there was something you could do
but you don't give a fuck

fuckin tell me that I'm never gonna make it
I'm already tryna find a way to face it
I am insignificant, I know
tryna stand up but my feet can't find the placement
sick of waking up and doing all the same shit
I am wasting oxygen

I already know

OXYGEN

maigo