mikey

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I dont think I'm supposed to feel this way

Gho$t In The $hell (Prod. Prohibeo)

cøzybøy & AXIDNT - I Used To Know How To Love  2016

produced by @anobodyreally

cover art by TrapSirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

alot of things make me fucking nervous
alot of things get me really scared
i do not fuck with like none of these people
im smelling the fake in the air

sneak bitches they fake and the phony
sneak disses bout me like they know me
u'd fuck me up if u knew bout the shit that i do
when ur girl call me lonely

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
that would be problems for old me
i dont give a fuck now so lets get it going

i got the fade for like 40
vodka but chase is a 40
they talkin like damn i go hard
but frankly this party is boring

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
bad bitch from new orleans
she call me daddy like maury

i aint a father no maury
but im gonna son u like morty
ur girl just told u she was sleeping 
but im in her house like im cory

i think yo girlie my mistress
she run the dome like a beep test
i let her grip it like viscous
she want me to spray like im windex

ruby stay hot like a furnace
all this success cause i earned it
this shit is not bout the earnings
its me excersizing my purpose

you know this
im focused
this beat i just hit and i owned this

the shadows
im cloaked in
allow the emotion to soak in

the words all
have meaning
think bout the shit that im screaming
even if you got to see it
it'd be such a reach to believe it

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

alot of things make me fucking nervous
alot of things get me really scared
i do not fuck with like none of these people
im smelling the fake in the air

sneak bitches they fake and the phony
sneak disses bout me like they know me
u'd fuck me up if u knew bout the shit that i do
when ur girl call me lonely

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
that would be problems for old me
i dont give a fuck now so lets get it going

so much garbage (prod. ʎpoqou)

Everything is going to be okay, we're going to a better place now 
Verse 1
I saw you drowned in the bath tub/
But
The pills hit hard like a Mack truck 
I been tryna save me so I didn't save you/
Now I stay just swimming in the sad stuff/
Pretty girl ugly scar I know You've heard it all/
To the feet of a greatness Ima failure/
Stranger standing in room full of takers/
Break me tears fell when I saw both of your wrists caved in/
Decipher the shapes of the blood stains/
Your Id was scraped had no name/
Your body left was white like the cocaine/
That you would stuff inside to feel no pain/
And I hate the god that made you feel so odd/
So you danced and prayed that you could shake it off/
Now the shadows play inside your lonely loft/
So I fight to stay with a heart so soft/ okay
Chorus//
You were my angel 
I couldn't saved you
You don't trust nobody 
I should have known you were numb
You were my angel
Your body breaking
I don't trust nobody 
But I didn't give you enough 
Verse 2
Pick apart All the pieces broke from your lonely heart/
Feel the razor blade your body pierced and marked/
From place it ends till the time it start/
Heaven bleeds/
From the holes that you made in you sleeves/
And I shake and I pull and I scream/
And I rip and I stare and I stay/
From the place that you left but now chest is a cave/
Now my life is a maze/
Now your eyes a blazed/
With the gas of your heart/
And the room is in flames/
With the pain in your hands/
With the pain in your head/
This was never the plan/
Now I'm falling instead/
Rummage through the puke/
Swallow all the blood/
I don't wanna chose/
running out of luck/
Lobby full of drugs/
This is all a dream/
My Bodies full of puss/
Your corpse is where I sleep/

Everything's going to be okay, we're headed to a better place now-prod(datboidj)

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

i will forever regret the life you gave

listen to my friend @le_play </3

shaun, for you

yøu used tø be my little angel (ft. le play) [prød. cøzy]

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

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ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

@yungxoxo - frozen hearts (feat. maigo)

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodjvsxn

do it for me

✰✰✰✰

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

Oliver Francis ~ No Angel (ft. nothing, nowhere.)

Scumbag (Prod. Blade901)

(prod.nickisgonenow)
lyrics:
(chorus)
you put me through hell 
im walking through the fire 
my mom can never tell
think im drifting off farther 
im happy that you did the things you did cuz now im stronger
I been drowning with these people that been standing on my shoulders
(verse)
I been caught up in the memories of the old times
now I have to smile and pretend that im doing fine 
you be talking bout the pain like you know me like you know mine
I been running through the city and I can't get you out my mind
now all I can do is lay here and flat line
can't go back in time so don't waste mine

bby u put me thru hell ;( (prod.nickisgonenow)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

Come back home tonight (x2)

I don't wanna live here without you,
ya theres no us without two,
if I told you that I trust you,
would you tell me that you trust me too? (x2)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *
If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

love u

love is dying.

love is dying. (feat. Powfu)

I don't ever sleep when I'm supposed to
I stay up all night hearing you talk like
tryna tell me that I'm never gonna make it
I'm already tryna find a way to face it
I am insignificant, I know
tryna stand up but my feet can't find the placement
sick of waking up and doing all the same shit
I am wasting oxygen, I know
I am wasting oxygen

my own mother says that I've changed for the worse
and I don't know where I lost the person that I was
I'm trying to fill in the blanks
my fire has faded with age

fuckin tell me that I'm never gonna make it
I'm already tryna find a way to face it
I am insignificant, I know
tryna stand up but my feet can't find the placement
sick of waking up and doing all the same shit
I am wasting oxygen
I already know

I don't ever sleep
I stay up all night
I stay up all night
run away from me
I just can't act right
see the red flags right?

I guess I should've given you
a fair warning but
I would have if I had a clue 
that my head was fucked
I'm stagnant I wish I could move
I am always stuck
wish there was something you could do
but you don't give a fuck

ignoring my feelings
fixated on the ceiling
not coping, not dealing
I let your words send me reeling
tell the secrets you're concealing
I know that I'm unappealing 

I guess I should've given you
a fair warning but
I would have if I had a clue 
that my head was fucked
I'm stagnant I wish I could move
I am always stuck
wish there was something you could do
but you don't give a fuck

fuckin tell me that I'm never gonna make it
I'm already tryna find a way to face it
I am insignificant, I know
tryna stand up but my feet can't find the placement
sick of waking up and doing all the same shit
I am wasting oxygen

I already know

OXYGEN

maigo