Name: One Last Smoke by Mailbox Spiders
Duration: 2 min 6 s
Description: I hope you find this track as soothing and healing as that last cigarette.

It really feels Im back collaborating and it feels good!
I asked https://soundcloud.com/muterial to work with him again, as our last collabs were challenging to me and also deeply satisfying to do. So Im glad to share with you now the latest (but not last!) track composed on his great track https://soundcloud.com/muterial/pointing-out-the-oblivious

Is it now
or never
is it why
I'll never
go further
is it while
your anger
comes over
and over again
same old pain
breaking down my brain

I never remember
the time gone forever
I can't stand
what I don't understand
i am just oblivious
oblivious to my life
oblivious of my chance
(so tell me when)
unaware of the gift
(so tell me when)

is it now or never
tell me when
when I can get better
when I will remember
when I'll stop to suffer
when this will be over
is it now or never
can you tell me what's after
tell me when it's over
is it now never
I just can't remember

Collabs  2022

(Is it) now or never

(Is It) now or never feat. Muterial

there's no place like home, click click, there's no place like home, click click...

Headed Home

Have you ever been too shy to confess your feelings for somebody else? "Don't tell me if it hurts" captures this struggle. 
I was randomly paired with singer-songwriter Nate Gerry, who wrote the lyrics and looked for somebody to compose a song. When sent me his lyrics, I had absolutely no clue about style, phrasing and harmonics - I did not even know what kind of music he enjoys! Right after reading his story, I was inspired to compose a hell of a pop rock ballad. After sending him a rough demo, we decided to turn it into a full band production. I am lucky, that I AM MEADOWS lend his vocals, guitars and bass to make this song come to life. Thank you both for turning a little idea into a big song! 

This song is part of my album "Going My Way" which can be downloaded at Bandcamp.

Credits:
Nadine de Macedo: composition, arrangement, e-piano, organ, programming (cello, drums), production
I AM MEADOWS: vocals, guitars, bass, programming (drums, organ), arrangement
Nate Gerry: lyrics

Where to find us:
https://soundcloud.com/nadinedemacedo
https://soundcloud.com/iammeadows
https://soundcloud.com/nategerry


==== LYRICS ====

Should I tell you how I feel? 
Or keep this fantasy going? 
Should I believe we're in love
Live in the never knowing? 

Does your heart skip a beat 
Do you think of someone else? 
Am I too young to be your man
Too soon for wedding bells? 

Don't tell me if it hurts 
Don't tell me if it's true 
Don't tell me anything unless you love me 

If it hurts 
Don't tell me if it's true 
Don't tell me anything unless you want it too 

I crave the smile on your lips 
When I am cracking a joke 
I love you looking at my way 
Even when you won't no 

I feel that giggle in my chest 
When words caught up in my throat 
I think you see me as a friend 
I pray to God that you don't 

Don't tell me if it hurts 
Don't tell me if it's true 
Don't tell me anything unless you love me 

If it hurts 
Don't tell me if it's true 
Don't tell me anything unless you want it too 

I'm under a spell I cast upon myself 
I want flesh and blood, no imagination
The only way to escape
Is to risk it all

Don't tell me if it hurts 
Don't tell me if it's true 
Don't tell me anything unless you love me 

If it hurts 
Don't tell me if it's true 
Don't tell me anything unless you want it too 

Don't tell me if it hurts
No no, no no
Don't tell me if it hurts
No no, no no no

Going My Way

Don't tell me if it hurts

Don't tell me if it hurts (feat. I AM MEADOWS)

Lyrics by Alpha Crux A.K.A Wolfbane
https://soundcloud.com/wolfbanescribesofavalonAnd Canis Major A.K.A Codex Scrolls
produced by Wolfbane

Its Behind You by Wolfbane & Codex Scrolls (prod Wolfbane)

Soundshaper

I hope you find this track as soothing and healing as that last cigarette.

One Last Smoke

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Ozawa

the separation it creates

SK  Anam Hermit  &  Tubo  The separation it creates

here is a new song
hope you like it, please give feedback :)

please don't copy my music track

you could love but let it versjon 4

Corners

Broken Dreams

It happens to all of us eventually.

You take a sip from your coffee cup, open your mailbox, and think, “What’s the worst that could happen, spiders?”.

You reach inside.

Nope, just junk mail and advertisements today.

Sigh. You remove those paper abominations from whence they came, you pull them close to your chest.

That’s when you notice the spider inside your mailbox.

You poke a stick inside the black void and hope the spider climbs on top.

You hope there are no baby spiders left in its web.

You’re in luck.

 You rush back inside, feeling a strange mixture of emotions.

You spend the next few years of your life hammering out song, after song, that mostly only close friends will listen to and enjoy.

“F$&@ it,” you say. “I mean, I like it.”

You stare into the void, you suddenly realize you were the spider all along, and someone is trying to poke you with a stick.

But y’know, it’s okay because you just made up this entire story.

  - Franz Kafka

One Last Smoke

Mailbox Spiders

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