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I hope you find this track as soothing and healing as that last cigarette.

One Last Smoke

keep it lit mid mo edit -

[Intro: Black Skeleton]
Na Na
(Blackie in this bitch!)
Would you love me the same?
I just can't seem to understand
Would you love me the same?
I just can't seem to understand

[Verse 1: Black Skeleton]
I been strugglin' with this life for a long time
I been strugglin' with myself for a long time
Working hard cause I die soon that's my paradigm
Anxiety ramped up
Emma in my cup
Five drugs in my system yeah I should of done a backup
Walking on the edge I just want to escape
Lemme die in your arms babe
While I watch these trippy Images and Shapes (Fuck!)

[Hook: Black Skeleton]
No one seems to understand
I don't even know myself
No one can relate to me besides you girl
Is this just a revery?
One day you'll be a memory
All I ever wanted to be was just that

[Break: Reckless L]
(Scouting through the abyss
Looking for something better
Maybe being the sunshine in someone elses weather
I can tell I'm fucked up
I am lost without you and I'm just in fucking pain)

[Verse 2: Reckless L]
I've been stuck with that shit for a long time
I've been keeping up with the wrong life
Hold that knife and eventually end the fight
Go back to that mighty brightly night
Were I felt such a long spike
Penetrating my heart with strong light
Hitting my heart with broaght might
Say things to you that weren't quite right

Everytime I try to explain
Why I've felt such a strong pain
It downed me it had me slain
My heart filled up with rain
Keep moving so I think you're sane
Keep things that fuck up your brain
People saying that I'm still the same
Lyrics change but I'm still in vain

[Hook: Black Skeleton]
No one seems to understand
I don't even know myself
No one can relate to me besides you girl
Is this just a revery?
One day you'll be a memory
All I ever wanted to be was just that

Revery

Had some issues with the mix but I don't have SoundCloud pro so you'll just have to listen to the updated version on YouTube: https://youtu.be/0lDFp9I565Q

Made this beat for a sample contest for June Le Fox's Discord server, but the contest got moved to next week.

But I still gotta' feed the baby birds so here you go.

To Merge v1.0

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Slow Quikie

It happens to all of us eventually.

You take a sip from your coffee cup, open your mailbox, and think, “What’s the worst that could happen, spiders?”.

You reach inside.

Nope, just junk mail and advertisements today.

Sigh. You remove those paper abominations from whence they came, you pull them close to your chest.

That’s when you notice the spider inside your mailbox.

You poke a stick inside the black void and hope the spider climbs on top.

You hope there are no baby spiders left in its web.

You’re in luck.

 You rush back inside, feeling a strange mixture of emotions.

You spend the next few years of your life hammering out song, after song, that mostly only close friends will listen to and enjoy.

“F$&@ it,” you say. “I mean, I like it.”

You stare into the void, you suddenly realize you were the spider all along, and someone is trying to poke you with a stick.

But y’know, it’s okay because you just made up this entire story.

  - Franz Kafka

One Last Smoke

Mailbox Spiders