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I made this back in March and it took me this long to put the finishing touches on it. But we'll just say I've been saving it for my birthday. Thank you so much for listening, I hope you enjoy it! c:

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The eighth track of my sophomore album, Hiraeth.

Wow! Only one more left and the albums out. This one is sort of a center piece of the record for me, and really encapsulates everything I was feeling while writing it. The word Hiraeth is Welsh in origin, and has a few specific meanings. The one that resonates with me in particular is as follows: (n.) homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past. Last year, I had really negative falling outs with a few close friends, which led to homes I felt at place in being destroyed. I struggled so intensely with this, and this track is a deconstruction of everything running through my head at the time. I hope you enjoy!


Intro:

The sun, oh it's burning
It's ripping through
Us all tonight
Immaterial, it's not all right here

Verse 1:

You wanted it all and you had it
Your 15 minutes go straight into static

You flew too close to the sun tonight
I can see your hiraeth a mile away
Is all of this just a joke to you
You'd never know what it meant until it's gone too soon

I can see your soul, you're just a broken mess
What if I told you your life was just a fuckin' test
For people more observant to follow your step
I know you know the rest, oh you know the rest

Verse 2:

I thought this was the part I'd think about my life
I guess when I'm here, I'm just obsessed with the strife
It just infects my mind, I guess it never leaves
It's in the back of my head, whatever I achieve

The afterimage of everything I made for you
It's time to burn it out, I guess I know the truth
It doesn't hurt any less, but at least I know
My hiraeth of us, it  isn't just for show

Bridge:

You go away
and I know
I won't feel
Like this forever

Chorus:

Your miserable façade won't last much longer
This is just a cloud in skies of many more 

You and I saw
You and I saw
You and I saw
My empire fall before our eyes

EDIT1: slightly adjusted vocals

Hiraeth

it's beautiful how vivid thoughts can be,
especially at their most obscene.
they shatter my conceptions of self;
shards of glass coat the floor of the psyche.

no matter what it is
or when it happens,
remembering each broken segment
feels like a dream.

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The second track of my sophomore album, Hiraeth.

Most of the album is on the topic of my friends, the loss of those friends, and the places we existed together, but this one is completely about myself and my difficulty with growth! I hope you enjoy and get some serotonin xoxo!

[Chorus]

And I don't know where you can find me
I'm still stuck in here
And I don't know where you can find me
I can't find the air

[Verse]

People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies

[Chorus]

And I don't know where you can find me
I'm still stuck in here
And I don't know where you can find me
I can't find the air

[Breakdown]

Extreme fear of the failure to find myself
Relying on anthropomorphism to hide from my anxieties of existing in the world
An unease at accepting the words to describe my being
Stuck in the state of transformation between what is and what was
A complete disconnect from my idea of self and physical manifestation
Difficulty completing my goals past the given expectations
All the concepts and phrases I can apply to myself, nothing will remain when my realizations realign my being 

[Verse]

People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies
People fall apart in the movies

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