So Clear

So Clear (umru corrosion)

release on 17 May 2024 : www.wabi-sabi-tapes.bandcamp.com
@melodieblaison

Mélodie Blaison is a French artist currently based in Brussels. Her work is a space for experimentation, combining modular sculptures, immersive installations and sound objects.

Mélodie Blaison - Pluie + Pluie

lyrics:

viscera in the drainage
i can't bear to think about it
going through the ages
lock myself away until i'm down and out of it
and i'm terrified of aging
heaven prove the mirror's the one that's wrong
i know you've never ever seen who's really me

skin, bone, fuzz, everything made to die sometime
tragically real in the meantime
desperately trying to shape mine, to shape mine
time, depth, space, losing my real in the same place
body's so sore to me most days
returning to form is a failstate, no failsafe

to watch myself become a monster
to feel my skin turn to scales
to feel my claws come in, it feels so much better than nothing changing at all
skin starts bubbling
my form starts stretching and changing
i still don't see myself in reflections
but it's still a direction

skin, bone, fuzz, everything made to die sometime
tragically real in the meantime
desperately trying to shape mine, to shape mine
time, depth, space, losing my real in the same place
body's so sore to me most days
returning to form is a failstate, no failsafe

viceheart

lyrics:

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

spare parts no body of mine
cut open my chest
let my ribs be the wings that take you home
i want this cage to always keep you close
live off the light in your eyes
dig into my bones
let my sternum be the mast that guides you home
my breathing lungs will always keep you warm

log into my brain and change the password on my eyes
i overdid it, reality is down for the count
talking to my friends inside my head all night
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta—
(number 5 alive)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

orphan source

lyrics:

willow trees spill your solvent dissolve the levee
needles stem from the vivisection of memory
holding onto a promise i wish was empty
how's your frame holding up cuz my bones are heavy
shattered glass mimic synapses with envy
hide your eyes from the world until you're ready
steal the light from the moon while she scruples wearily
expunge all thoughts
until you mirror your walls, you're alone again already

give me a chance to redeem myself and we'll start again
free your hooves from the dirt which our bond was buried in
i've got no excuse
i— there's something in the water
you're guarded like your father, ignore your angel daughter
your heart is aching from feeling your bedside empty
so let your horn pierce the sky make clear your caring
i've got no excuse
i—her eyes feel like no other
your muzzle burrows further
in hopes of aching no more

her insides meet gods

W/ RubyTr4x on Vocals & Screams

One take acid jam from the bedroom floor of two of Brighton’s most angelic depressed Trans girlies x33

MAIA & RUBY MEGA MIX

It pays to hold me
And it blows you up with perfect aim
Kill 'em all for me, baby
Kill 'em all in my name

And no one knows me
Unless they make me explain
Still they don't get that story
The loaded gun'll get you

And still, they don't know my name
Unless they're fucking insane

And I haven't used my credit card
Or cash in who knows how long
I can't leave trace of where we've been
I can't leave trace of where we are

And when I give away my chemicals
Do you still see me in the branded art?
I don't wanna be famous anymore
If I end up with a broken heart

Baby, just say my name
I promise you're not insane

And I hate every emo song
But I still let you talk
I stop reading the newspaper
And dye my hair

And I'll tell people what went wrong
If I ever get that far
And I can't help but break my heart
When you're not there

Recoil

holding your sleeping body i prayed to god for the first time in my life that i would be able... - Ada Rook

Original Video: https://youtu.be/Ao_j1TQHMjg?feature=shared

holding your sleeping body i prayed to god for the first time in my life that i would be able... - Ada Rook

Let God Sort Em Out

P.O.V.

Stardust

Flowers

https://aphextwin.warp.net/release/86013-the-tuss-rushup-edge-

2007 Rushup Edge (2017 Expanded Version)

The Tuss - rushup i bank 12 M.wav

making bimbo beats to stop the AuDHD from clawing at the inside of my skull (*/ω＼*)

she/her 🏳️‍⚧️⚧️

email - mckinley.maia22@gmail.com

MAIA & RUBY MEGA MIX

MaiMaiMaia