flicker + ghoul_001

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

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From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function
From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function


She said read between the lines
But i couldn’t hear a thing
Staring at her lips      
She’s the blacksmith to these lies
She only likes the chrome 
Cufflinks on the wrist 
Falling faster baby 
What i’m afters crazy
Won’t blame you if you hate me 
Truths like train tracks derailing 
Words like weapons impaling 
Love like Shakespeare in the making 	
She had me wishful thinking 
Pouring up we’re drinking 
Getting high we’re sinking 
Baby sneaky linking 
Spitting so damn sexy 
Her words got to be empty 
Feelings getting heavy 
Life is getting messy


From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function
From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function

a love like shakespeare *remghost + jolst*

[verse]
in time, honestly
you looked at me
with swollen eyes and puffed up cheeks
you’re telling me that you’re not crying
but it’s fine cause i fucked up
it slipped through my fingers you had enough
you went and ran away
but i guess that i’m the one to blame

[chorus]
shut your eyes and tell me how you feel
woke up to this, i can’t believe it’s real
if it’s honesty, you’re never getting mine
rather bite my tongue and keep everything fine

[verse]
i’m fucking hurting
i’m fucking bleeding
i’m fucking coping
with shit that you ain’t seeing
don’t hit me on my phone line
don’t hit me on my dms
i pray that you’re still happy
cause i’m here dying

the water where we rest (prod. SwuM x idealism)

let me read your thoughts 
empathy's inaccurate 
and chemestry's corrupt 
anxious feats of language
that may never be enough
like forever, keep it up
put your energy where everyone can eat it up 
an endeavour to feel apart 
make attempts to reassemble what you deconstructed

ethanol and oxytocin 
do the same things if you're ignorant
i guess i'm sorry that i show emotions
instead of venting in a twitter thread
i've heard it's best to keep your options open 
i treat their flags like they are infrared
inside a shelter by the arctic ocean
it begs the question just how long it stands

let me read your thoughts 
empathy's inaccurate 
and chemestry's corrupt 
anxious feats of language
that may never be enough
like forever, keep it up
put your energy where everyone can eat it up 
an endeavour to feel apart 
make attempts to reassemble what you deconstructed

reading thoughts

i doubt it is tbh o-o

spotify: (tonight haha)

does anyone even read this? lEAvE a COMmenT iF U dO?! :P

lyrics:
cus everything i ever wanted 
having control in the end so i lie and pretend that i do 
and i dont care if its dishonest 
putting the world in my hand aint it worth it to care for the moon 
and then maybe i wont care about anything else 
and i dont rly think its fair its just heaven or hell 
everything i ever wanted 
having control in the end so i lie and pretend that i do 
and i dont care if its dishonest 
putting the world in my hand aint it worth it to care for the moon 
and then maybe i wont
fall back asleep on my worse side 
why catch a chance when i know that ill get 
so damn obsessedn if its worthwhile 
and blind happenstance make up all that i am?

oh after all i found myself in stupid songs i wrote 
cus if failures at hand from the start then its part of the plan
for everyone but me 
like its the only way im seen 

and of all the ways to cope just in concept 
solipsism took least of a toll on my conscience 
what if im the only one around and still hold back?
thats one step away from hopeless 
is it too much in the scope of my ballpark 
all itd take is not to see my role as a costar 
harder than to find the antidote is the dosage
of getting lost in the process 
oh i know

i shouldt go on 
with the way i present to this world how i be 
think its certainly wrong 
how that versions awhole different person from me
and im honestly just glad when thats over 
cus i dont wanna fight anymore 
will i ever rly get to the closure i want

cus everything i ever wanted 
having control in the end so i lie and pretend that i do 
and i dont care if its dishonest 
putting the world in my hand aint it worth it to care for the moon 
and then maybe i wont care about anything else 
and i dont rly think its fair its just heaven or hell 
everything i ever wanted 
having control in the end so i lie and pretend that i do 
and i dont care if its dishonest 
putting the world in my hand aint it worth it to care for the moon 
and then maybe i wont
fall back asleep on my worse side 
why catch a chance when i know that ill get 
so damn obsessedn if its worthwhile 
and blind happenstance make up all that i am?

everything i ever wanted | prod. majora

hi hey this is probably my favorite song ever so i had to cover it sooner or later lol

if this is how it ends well im glad u were a part of it
u made it to the end and i appreciate ur tolerance
and i know i cant touch u i mean rly rly touch u on atomic lvl shit but thats not how were meant to fit
when u think about it rly only difference is the brain 
pls dont be scared 
its over now

its over. you can go home (sewerperson cover)

992 acoustic

residential. - 992 *acoustic*

who needs therapy right?? T-T

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5p7PxyfUy6wdJ9ifc3zieu?si=13e1ec407de247f9

hiii u guysss last song of the year whatt?? its been a rough one but as yall can tell by this song maybe im delusional enough to get by 

lyrics:
i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough 

dont u think that its fcked?
i knew it couldnt be right 
to be so high on a pedestal that my flaws couldnt show signs 
i tried to be who u needed but who u needed couldnt be kind 
told me to cut ya out of my life 
at that point id rather have died 
not now idc
i cant be harmed if im not there 
im not even me no more i cant feel at all 
im redeemed if im unaware
so i just block out whats inside 
and forget outside when im high 
i just dont see what for i should be ignored 
but be seated right by this shitty door like goddamn 

i cant with this indecision i had to get closure 
bypassing my intuition might be fcking me over
miles way from the pit i miss the dried leaves of ur clover
high speed will increase the friction i said it i told ya 
it might be too hard to handle but i knew that 
when the thread i hold starta loosen
u keep ur hands close way to prove that 
when i helped u most u just used that
had to bottle it up 
weed smoke in my lungs
tried to keep u afloat
while i was under the raft 
so down on my luck 
double checked all my cards 
u said i was gold 
but that just wasnt enough

defense mechanism | prod. uguwap

lord knows i tried to interfere 
but u dont decide who u get killed most the time
tho its never right, thats just the deal 
in his state of mind he couldnt shield u and i 
cus they say that ur too good and theyre afwul like its valid 
like all that u been thru came at the cost of circumstances 
that u couldve controled if u gave up and didnt care 
its all the same, it isnt fair 
cus u feel awful too, u swear 
lord knows i tried to interfere 
and so i guess my time has come 
ill change myself until im so far from the person who u want 
im scared of who i might become 
theres only so much left that 
white wine and cigarettes cant 
dull down to basically none 
oh im sick of hearing its not my fault 
i turn my back and turn to stone 
maybe this is what u want 
maybe this is what u want 
maybe this is what u want

just remember that i rly tried

DON'T FALL IN LUV WITH ME

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im just doing whatever here i guess

its over. you can go home (sewerperson cover)

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