Name: 🤷🏾♂️ YDK 🤷🏾♂️ by Malik Rayshon
Duration: 3 min 39 s
Description: What I show isn't always how I feel, but two things can be true at once.

Jus met u on monkey the app tripped out but I’m here for the long run nd I’m rooting for u my guy

What I show isn't always how I feel, but two things can be true at once.

🤷🏾‍♂️ YDK 🤷🏾‍♂️

Kendrick Lamar - good kid, m.a.a.d. city (Full Album) [Explicit]

beat was produced by AgentFox

AgentFox on the mix

(*-^) on the cover art

Released by: 
© AgentFox Studio Productions

Release date:
April 30 2025

PainStation 2 EP coming soon

INTRO

(sample I got from @korijanes [Kori Jane] on TikTok)

Link to the original sample https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP86A5WAQ/

Always sad, never cry; always anxious, never shy; always driving, never home; always lonely, never alone; always guilty, never good; always oversharing, never understood; always longing, never fulfilled; always moving, never still.

HOOK

always tired never sleep always feeling fuckin weak
always hungry never eat always hide under my sheets
always cutting way too deep always thinkin I'm alone
always trapped inside my head always wishin I was dead
always lyin in my bed always searchin for a way
always wishin I could stay always wishin I could change
always hidin scared to speak always think I'm out of place
always searchin for some peace always stuck inside the same page

VERSE

always trapped inside my mind always runnin out of time
always hearin all the lies always wishin I was fine
always hit you on your phone and you always don't reply
always leave all me alone always feelin like I miss
always feelin like a ghost always feelin really down
always wanna leave this town always runnin from the blade
always stitchin my veins always hidin from the pain
always hopin you would stay always hopin you would wait 

BRIDGE

I lie here awake feel the world start to break
and somehow you still took the time for me
it's then that I gave you my heart
in your eyes I can see yeah

HOOK

always tired never sleep always feeling fuckin weak
always hungry never eat always hide under my sheets
always cutting way too deep always thinkin I'm alone
always trapped inside my head always wishin I was dead
always lyin in my bed always searchin for a way
always wishin I could stay always wishin I could change
always hidin scared to speak always think I'm out of place
always searchin for some peace always stuck inside the same page

VERSE

always trippin on my feet always drownin in defeat
always feelin incomplete always strugglin to sleep
always countin every sheep always wishin I could leave
always chokin when I speak always scared of what they see
always fallin out a line always givin you my time
always feelin like I'm blind always stuck up in your bind
always stuck inside a maze always cut me with a blade
always seeing life and gray always lying in my grave

BRIDGE

I lie here awake feel the world start to break
and somehow you still took the time for me
it's then that I gave you my heart
in your eyes I can see yeah

HOOK

always tired never sleep always feeling fuckin weak
always hungry never eat always hide under my sheets
always cutting way too deep always thinkin I'm alone
always trapped inside my head always wishin I was dead
always lyin in my bed always searchin for a way
always wishin I could stay always wishin I could change
always hidin scared to speak always think I'm out of place
always searchin for some peace always stuck inside the same page

OUTRO

I lie here awake feel the world start to break
and somehow you still took the time for me
it's then that I gave you my heart
in your eyes I can see yeah

PainStation 2

ALWAYS

From gritty beats to cinematic vibes — this playlist is packed with urban anthems perfect for syncing to TV shows, movies, video games, and commercial spots. Curated by Rappy on the Beat, every track is made to move the culture and lock in that bag. Whether you’re scoring a scene or selling a product, this is where sound meets purpose.

1st Down

The Manor (Thriller/Trailer style)

(lmao, sorry @datnigguhx for stealing your traditional kirby chant, it had to be done.)

So... ya. While I was sampling this song I had to stop and actually let the nostalgia hit me for a bit. Sonic Mega Collection Plus was the best shit back when I was younger.
Also, the track reminded me of Tails, so I was like, "Lemme go ahead and make this a Tails-like beat."(idek what that means, lol).

Sample: Sonic Mega Collection Plus - Game Menu

T.A.I.L.S. | #thekid

The Internet  Eco Death Full Album

Classic Soul Lounge 2019 - Dj XS Chillout Music Mix - 90 mins+ of feel good lounge, jazz funk and soul classics for the connoisseur featuring hot jams from the likes of Curtis Mayfield, Maze, Darondo, The Dells, Vulfpeck, & many more. 

Tracklist 

1.  Curtis Mayfield - So In Love with You (Dj XS Edit)
2.  Bobby Oroza - Should I Take You Home (Dj XS Edit)
3.  Darondo - Didn't I (Trishes Edit)
4.  Maze - Happy Feelin (AGFA Redux)
5.  Vulfpeck - Birds of a Feather, We Rock Together (Dj XS Edit)
6.  Kelly Finnigan - I Don't Wanna Wait
7.  Antton - Va Mas Despacio
8.  The Dells - Love On (MikeandTess Edit)
9.  L'Impératrice Feat. Isaac Delusion - Dreaming Of You (V4YS Remix) 
10. Mr. Bird - ft Greg Blackman - Where Did the Party Go (Ashley Beedles North Street Remix)
11. Souleance - Oui Mais Non
12. Hober Mallow - Body Dub
13. Dr Bone Presents Wiggle Biscuits
14. Dave Mathmos - Your Love (Contemporary Soul Remix)
15. Gabor Szabo - 24 Carat (Dj XS Edit)
16. Djeuhdjoah & Lieutenant Nicholson - El Nino
17. Ed Longo - Love on the Line
18. Jayl Funk feat Lucy Gillespe - Take My Hand
19. Eli Escobar - Seven Eleven 
20. Harrison DBP - Decompression

Funky Vibes UK

✅ Download the Mixes - https://soundcloud.com/fvuk 
✅ Download the Tracks / Edits - https://soundcloud.com/djxs-edits 
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✅ Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/djxslondon/ 
✅ Spotify - Funky Vibes UK Podcast - goo.gl/Azx9qa

Free Download

Dj XS Lounge Beats 2019 #2 - Chillout Music Mix (Jazz Funk, Soul, Afro & Deep Boogie)

MIX OF 90'S HIP HOP AND RNB...MIXED BY FYAH FYNGAZ AKA DJ CHUBBY OF ORGANIK SOUND. 

90's R&B AND HIP HOP MIX

90's Hip Hop Mix #01 | Best of Old School Rap Songs | Throwback Rap Classics | Westcoast | Eastcoast

2000s R&B Mix Best Of 2000s RnB Party Hits  Throwback Hip Hop Songs  Old School R&B  DJ Noize

I'm a 27 year old P(OR)tland native. I've been making music since 2013, intent on finding new ways to approach expression. Each song acts as its own journal entry, so nothing is off limits. 📝

FUN FACT: My first rap verse was a diss against my 7th grade social studies teacher, a mean little lady who gave me my first referral for being 10 seconds late to class…! 🤬

I come from a background of child care/mentorship, curriculum creation/facilitation, and deescalation. My main focus outside of music is providing trauma informed care to marginalized communities. 🖤🏳️‍⚧️🤎🏳️‍🌈

It’s essential for me to use my gift to uplift. I recognize the rappers, singers, and producers I grew up idolizing helped me discover who I am as an artist, and as a human. It’s only right that I give back that same energy to the young people of the future. ♻️

Oh also I’m working on an album. When’s it coming out? Good question. Thanks for asking… 😶

#MR47
#BOTB
#NWC
#PNW 
#AmeriKKKa

🤷🏾‍♂️ YDK 🤷🏾‍♂️

Malik Rayshon

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