as february comes to a close, i start to put together my thoughts about this month before im ready to throw it out completely. my mind has honestly been all over the place. i’ve been mourning the death of a love and grieving that hasn’t been easy. heartbreak isn’t easy. feels like a constant lump in my throat that nothing warm can take down, nothing cold can take down. it just, sits. i love to be loved, i love to love. However, nothing lasts forever, this i know that very well but it doesn’t make it feel better to acknowledge that. its the month of love, although it feels like cupids bow never hits me correctly. constantly missing me, or falling off my fragile heart. im finding ways to move on. i wanted to share a song I wrote over an acoustic instrumental of One Dance by Drake . I wrote this to come to terms with the fact that the taste of love isn’t always sweet, and the consequence of letting yourself fall in love is this feeling of being without it. I hope you all enjoy this! I’m pushing myself to put out more of my stuff and engage more.

This is for all the lovers, and all those hurt lovers.

prod: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKrsWxqvOAA (slowed down and chopped by Mandhlenkosi Ndubiwa)
mixed and mastered: Mandhlenkosi Ndubiwa
written by: Mandhlenkosi Ndubiwa
cover image by: Samantha Calandrini

the consequence

Zimbabwean. 
Singer/Songwriter
Experimental R&B/Alternative Soul/Noise

creating. music soon.
based in Berlin.

email: mandhlandubiwa@yahoo.com

the consequence

mandhla.