𝔇𝔦𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

She (H)ate me

Jaydes

not using this playlist anymore @1willus on ig

my playlist type shit bro

“i’d still hear you if you said my name wrong”

you’re still goddamn pathetic

Untitled playlist

mess

Autumn! + Summrs - Had My Back (prod. BlastShawty + Goyxrd)

#ActiveGxng Suspect - Life I Live [OG]

Jaydes - Savior

Rock Out Gang

Hi-c x Diamondsonmydick x Cartier God - Rockstar (hi-c)

jaydes - for the people that like to listen

jaydes - veins ( extended )

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

Yanko - Flexing

jaydes & lieu - again

Imagine how I felt, when you left me there hanging 
I feel there's nothing for me, here and I’m trying to get out

I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I fell into your void, a feeling I can't shake
Do you want me okay?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?

Imagine how I felt when you left me there hanging 
I feel there's nothing for me here and I’m trying to get out

I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?

Imagine how I felt when you left me there hanging 
I feel there's nothing for me here and I’m trying to get out

I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point
Do you want me insane?
I don’t see your point...

yen - oh the agony

jaydes - mascara

Summrs! - Just Look (Prod. Thrillboy & FunFriend)

mandy files

mandy - salad days

loser

spotify

rot ft imsg

can u say something
tell me whats wrong with me
i wont bleed

bleed

uh this is awkward  i  cant  do  this

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

mandy - pass this note

sorry this is too much

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

coward

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

Mandy-she was a nazi demo i’m deleting

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

And fuck ariana grande

adelaide throwaway

im so tired

mandy - down that block right there don't be scared

whatever bitch

mandy / jaydes - stain

Cavalier

pssst under the floorboards... w/ skeleton

from october 3rd prod @six-days-after-christmas

im just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
i cant sit and cry its all just wasted time
i could spend it working hard but i just cant write
the way i treated u was really fucking wrong this time
and when u told me its forever i was nodding out
but the way youre always watchin its not hard to doubt
i would spot you at a show even if 10 meters down
i dont think id say a word cuz it would just make you frown

staring at the corner of my room
the lamps not real but still feels real to you
just break me down until i split in two
its all for you

merry christmas you stupid bitch

@novemblur

Lyrics: 
I can hit a lick rn 
I cant feel my body cause Im lit rn
Baby im the shit rn
I can put your body in a ditch rn (right now)
Bitch like rn if he run up put a pipe in his mouth
I can hit a lick rn 
I cant feel my body cause Im lit rn
Baby im the shit rn
I can put your body in a ditch rn (right now)
Bitch like rn if he run up put a pipe in his mouth
all these pussy niggas tryna take my bands nigga talking down then im shooting at ya mans
I heard that she tryna fuck so she grabbin my pants
she dont even know I got gen in my pants
You dont even know what you shootin
I got the wifi get booted
dat little boy not a shooter
praying to god but my name is Xanbuddha.

RIGHT NOW

jaydes - Doormat *full song*

jaydes - i plan to leave the internet

01 NaNa 0 HaTch1

Track 3 from “Clown” - Produced by Liam + Sandy 

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpkY59KNskI

Lyrics:
And i can’t wait for you to get home 
And i can’t wait for you
And i can’t wait for you to come home

Sarah finally got what she wanted
The only thing it left her, was wanted
“I wanna be with you forever on”
I got those melanie tickets you wanted
If we can visit her dollhouse
Would we have fun?
And we can move in a house that’s haunted
And we’ll ignore all the ghosts and fuck forever on

We’ll fuck forever on
I wanna be your one, sarah
I wanna be your star.

clown

go home, sarah

spotify 

mistletoe ((skel and jaydes unreleased))

degrade snippet

prod rotten

Reality it's killing me
And I hope she's not too used to me
And I know it burns, and I know it hurts 
But it's nothing like you did to me

Wanna quit my day job, and go to hell
Maybe then I wont have to miss your smell
Reality it's killing me
Heart burns, pin till I feel ill

Did you even give a fuck, I'm sitting right here
Didn't call once, and didn't send a text

And all your friends are whores, does it mean you'll be worse?
Fuck my life, I'm living in a curse
Wanna set free, but I'm living on this earth
If you call I'm not far, but if you don't oh well.

reality its killing me

i crave a cig that smells like your hair
you say its weird but this lifes not fair
ill die here and you just dont care
you just worry about what happens next
i dont wanna die but god keeps taking me away
and i know ive been through pain i dont wanna stay
doctor said your lifes so fucked up but you did it to your self
cus you're sad about a whore

lifes not fair

baphomet of my time
@gothtraumabonding on tiktok

degrade snippet

mandys manifesto ^,..,^