Blackpilled 4life

I Can't Go Back To Her

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getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

They Speak Through The Screens (Bad Takes Only Cover)

Lyrics:
This world will gonna kick you in the face
Sometimes It's best to know your place
Put your head down and get on it

This world will prey upon your dread
Some days you'll wish that you were dead
But you're told that's how it's s'posed to be

The stress will go straight to your head
If you're lucky you'll get ahead
But if it doesn't work out for you
You'll have breakdown in your own living room

Everything's a stymie
No strength to keep on fighting
There's no point in trying now

It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's hopeless now

It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
It's Over
There's no way out

It's Over

You don’t really wanna get in my way
I’m a madman, got my finger behind the trigger
I’m a wild card you’ll never know what I’ll do
I’m a killer, I’m a beater, I’m a cheater, I’m a winner
Walk up to your house with this Glock 45
There’s No hope for you I’ll make sure you die
Talking a lot of smack but you look so laid back
Just so you know I’m always on the attack

There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping
There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping

When you see the spray of my colt 44
You better running out those doors
Cause I can’t stop I’m a maniac
I always knew that I would be smoking crack
Shooting up heroin, they might call me black
They way I got this bread, i’m always counting stacks
You don’t wanna mess with me and the mac
I’m telling you man you better watch your back

There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping
There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping

7/11

cant express what
I am thinking
words elude me
feel so damn foolish 

I feel so stupid
I feel so useless
I think so I'm so cringe
Im so retarded

Cant connect with
anybody
always anxious 
There's no one there for me

Retarded

shooting spree- ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

I sit alone in my room
putting garbage bags on the window
so the light will not get through
ill do anything wont say no
ill make sure to set them free
I'll save them from this eternity
of suffering you'll see
in the end you'll all be thanking me

elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser

I grab onto my gun
cuz I think its time to have some fun
I'm looking forward to getting it done
I'm gonna watch as they all run

elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser

I'm always laying alone
alone all by myself
I dont feel anthing anymore
I think that im beyond help

im fucking killing all these cunt
im fucking drilling through their brains
im shooting all these fucking losers
this is what they get for calling me insane
im a loser bitch
that shoots at kids
but I have nothing else in life
so I guess I'll savor it

elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser
elementary school
hikikimori shooter
killing all these kids cuz
im a fucking loser

Elementary School

i dont relate to fucking whores so i changed the lyrics to something degen i can relate too like self harm

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day
my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.
cut and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws
wasted life take one more shot 
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

Suicide Note (belowground cover)

song with @edgemaster42
we've been married seven times
in my head
just wait till i get the courage
to picture you in my bed
love or not its plain to see
youre just not the girl for me
my true match is a loaded gun
pointed straight at my head
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you 
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you

Why did i fall for your atupud grace
You clearly have no horse in this dumb race
Theres no continuity in emotional promiscuity
I can guarantee that

when
i realize 
im not an object
you
fall apart
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
you fuckin hate my 
fuckin hate my guts

h8te my guts (with edgemaster42)

#techclub

it's irreverent
there's too much, inside my head
oooo 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
been subtotaled, been subtracted 
everybody looking for life's magic 
it's irreverent 
it ain't there 
keep looking and you're gonna pull out your hair 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left, inside my head 
my mind caved in, all crushed out 
there's nothing left, inside my head 
my brains on the wall, blown out 
there's nothing left, inside my mind 
carve my shit down to the rind 
there's nothing left inside my head
i'd be better off, better off dead 
it's irreverent 
there's too much, inside my head 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left 
oooo 
well here it goes, life just runs into a pole 
and i'm just so fucked up 
man i don't got any hope 
and everything is ruined, i don't even have a voice 
see my life just isn't perfect, man  
i don't have a choice 
oooo oooo 

there's nothing left

80 bucks and I'm strapped up now
Laser sight in the dark pointin' you out
9 millimeter yeah that's the title 
Give a fuck if I'm suicidal
I won't be here in a while

Kickin' ass yeah
With my Hi-Point
Huffin' spraypaint
With my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point

My life is nothing but problems
And I got some something to solve 'em
Don't give me no fucking revolver
Hi-point is my problem solver
It was only 80 dollars

Do a kickflip
With my Hi-Point
Cough syrup
And my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point
Girl don't touch my Hi-Point

My body was made for the tomb
Ever since I was in the womb
Gun violence, that's what I crave
I'm on a skateboard straight to the grave
Cuz all I do is misbehave

Do a drive-by
With my Hi-Point
No survivors
With my Hi-Point

To my forehead
Is my Hi-Point
I got one round 
To prove my point

Hi-Point

MISCARRIAGE

Blackpilled Again

Blowing My head off

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

Fuck the world.
Fuck humanity.
Fuck your idols.
Fuck your gods.
Death to every last one of you bastards.

I'm Maniac. I play guitar and sing n stuff.
I'VE MOVED PRIMARILY TO SPOTIFY AND OTHER PLATFORMS.
FUCK AI AND FUCK THE UPLOAD LIMIT.

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