emo rap song. Lyrics below

[hook]
I spend my days tryna find myself
But i'm walking in circles, stuck inside this hell
No direction where to go, better find some help
Not a person in sight, and im by myself
You use to fuck w/ me and now im on the shelf
I see you over there, and so im tryna yell
Always hoping to get back what I had felt
You said it wouldnt work and now im by myself

[verse]
I want you to know that I’m a lost and i'm cold
Tossed in the snow, but I need to be bold
The monsters eyes glow, and the demons gotta hold
Of my heart and my soul, and this is getting old

I tell that im yours, and you say that your mine
But everytime I look for you, im scared of what i find
I should stop while i'm ahead cause i think that ive lost my mind
And I think that I’ll be dead when you finally have the time

Is it such a crime that I love you, am I blind?
I put you on a pedestal, i think that you’re divine
I should move on but when I try you’re always back up on my mind
Wondering why you discard me, cause im a find

I should've stayed away but I was unaware
That I would be in pain, but do you even care
Everything to gain but nothing but despair
Thought that you would stay, but nothings ever fair
 
[hook]
I spend my days tryna find myself
But i'm walking in circles, stuck inside this hell
No direction where to go, better find some help
Not a person in sight, and im by myself
You use to fuck w/ me and now im on the shelf
I see you over there, and so im tryna yell
Always hoping to get back what I had felt
You said it wouldnt work and now im by myself

[verse]
I’m by myself
I’m by myself!
I don’t wanna alone, I’m crying help

Im longing for what we used to be
This back and forth is confusing is me

‘Cause when you text me I get a false sense of hope
You pull me back in like you’ve always had the rope
And it never gets us anywhere, so all I do is mope
And every fucking time I’ve gotta re-learn how to cope

[hook]
I spend my days tryna find myself
But i'm walking in circles, stuck inside this hell
No direction where to go, better find some help
Not a person in sight, and im by myself
You use to fuck w/ me and now im on the shelf
I see you over there, and so im tryna yell
Always hoping to get back what I had felt
You said it wouldnt work and now im by myself

[verse]
I never sleep, find me wide awake at 3
I’m always in my head - its anxiety
Depressive thoughts cause I like variety
I always feel the pain up inside of me

I fucking hate that I feel like this
Wish that I was holding you cause id give you a kiss
Tell you its okay - a never ending bliss
I want you and I need you - and thats my only wish

And of course for me thats too good to be true
It will never be, just me and you
And I can see, that you’re in pain too
So woe is me, dont know what to do

by myself (emo rap / trap)

Mistaken

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feral cat - debacle(heroinsick + 06brick + nayyar)

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Restless Nights

A dark song that tells the story of becoming a warewolf. Put a lot of work into this song, and it's quite different from what I've recently made. Hope you enjoy!

by myself (emo rap / trap)

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