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if i could find the words or sounds or colors to express
the way i felt my face wouldn't be colored with distress
all the memories and every single night we called
and all the time i spent repressing my love all along

i know its not feasible to be more than a friend
but I'm scared to be realistic seeing it would end
and lately its been feeling like I'm stuck inside the dark
but i would let it swallow me if we weren't apart

and i know that I'm selfish but I've given up too much
you looked up to me it felt like nothing was enough
to make you feel the way that I've been feeling since the start
I'm just glad that i wasn't the one to break your heart

I'll act like i don't care
I'll say it don't affect me
the color of your hair
the way you were reflecting
my flaws inside your eyes
i know that inside you're someone that i like
let's pretend I'm just pretending

i know its not feasible to be more than a friend
but I'm scared to be realistic seeing it would end
and lately its been feeling like I'm stuck inside the dark
but i would let it swallow me if we weren't apart

and i know that i'm selfish but I've given up too much
you looked up to me it felt like nothing was enough
to make you feel the way that I've been feeling since the start
I'm just glad that i wasn't the one to break your heart

second self ˖°.

@attc

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa 

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment 
guess the key to love 
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

us prod. attic

@1crusafix @cruseyyyy @14106lyn

don't get sentimental
its always bout you
I'm hiding from the cameras
and this time I'm through
they've been doing damage
what else new
I'm not talking shit I just don't like your crew x3

crusafix
aye u know im fucking bossed up
i bring bands to the table got my guap up
got a semi automatic its gon pop sumn
bought a bag from Margiela cause i want one
if i dont fw you ill tell yo ass to kick rocks
lonely wrist confiscated that boy wrist watch
put my life into this shi i cannot give up
if this shi getting serious its a stick up

crusey
i got money bitch its flowing out my jeans
yea my pockets fat yea my pockets look obese
why tf they tryna talk swear they switchin up on me
push up on my block bitch im posted w my team
told him come outside, he dont wanna talk
u know what i want, i cant play that part
knew it from the jump, why they tryna stalk
gas up in my lungs, i cant ever stop

can i ask u what im missing
like i done wasted to much tryna pick u up i dont think i would care if you went missing im bringing em up u term em down the money comes faster than youve seen i know that she'll do bettter than me you not with us not part my team im better than you that's granite
don't get sentimental
its always bout you
I'm hiding from the cameras
and this time I'm through
they've been doing damage
what else new
I'm not talking shit I just don't like your crew x3

after nothing comes @crusafix @crusey  @14106lyn

prod me 

rabbit in the grass
I can see ur heart fly
I hear all the tapping and turbines
idk whats going on w these hurdles
they get in the way of a good time
my life Ouroboros, like a circle
betty 30 but she cute n she look like gloria burgle
she my twin we like tortoise n turtle
we gon win we gon get in the mode yuh
murky water where im dipping my toe yuh
seems like im always in the mix in this hoe yea
Plus Im so tired of these same 10 guys
blood eyes, pair of skulls in a red sky
see the waves of mistakes in the skyy
take a pic w me you'll see my red eyes
I want you to run from my life
I was tryna savor the racks
I was tryna build something great but i think that its wraps
I'm like hella sad, you have something I wish I had
And I wear hella hats
Im forming suicide pacts
me and bro fine but they scared how we react
we got bovine, we got beef, we got wee calf
did it hurt when you fell? you gon need an ice pack
and I feel like tabbes when I make a nice track
but they so trash, cant believe yall listen to that
Im just tryna relax Im just tryna relax 
in my inferno, I lie back
youre the worst yo, I like that
I might swerve yo, I feel like gelo
I said hell no, we dont gel yo
you looking for hope in this cavernous hole
running out, need to rope it home
(money talking) money fucking money soaking yo (money mormon)
pockets cemetery, counting bones n bones

candyy prod TR

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Kill Me with ur Kisses

Track 5 from "Creation Story"
Produced, Performed, Written, & Recorded by @bbyazul4k and @yamamayamaybe

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peer2peer

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems

prod me

how'd it all go wrong?
i swear that everything that i love is almost gone
you waited till the fall to tell me how you really felt
i swear that when you looked at me i couldn't tell
all my intentions weren't right
you showed there's darkness in the light
all my intentions weren't right
i tried to make sure you're alright
but it all goes wrong
how'd it all go wrong?
i tried to fix it
but nothing ever works
i feel that when i talk it only makes it worse
tell me all the things
where you go to hide when no ones listening
it's been some months since you came north to visit me
i told bro to signal me

how'd it all go wrong?
i swear that everything that i love is almost gone
you waited till the fall to tell me how you really felt
i swear that when you looked at me i couldn't tell
its not easy but you make it up to be
i wish all my insides weren't ugly
its not easy but you make it up to be
i wish all my insides weren't ugly
but it all goes wrong
how'd it all go wrong?
i tried to fix it
but nothing ever works
i feel that when i talk it only makes it worse
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?

all goes wrong

@blxty @cranessssss @popilization

i know you tried, i know you did
you know i'd die to ever live
we crossed a line, attached our lips
my favorite prize, the sweetest gift
another night and day alone
another try at finding home
my favorite prize, the sweetest hope
you blessed my eyes i turned to stone

did you notice? i tried but i'm hopeless
i'm stuck in my motion, i move in slow motion
you said you're not mad so then switch up your tone then
i'm moving with caution don't know where i'm going

can we act like we never met
put my heart back like it never left
i just wanted more
and you wanted less
i feel like a mess i feel like a mess
so much scattered pieces
you said that you’re leaving
don’t go away
i promise that things will change
no no
i wanna hide but what for
i feel dead
slumped up against the door
my bodies hot
take the coldness from the floor
i don’t wanna feel like this not anymore
can you save me can you tell me i’m okay
you’re medusa your beauty stuns me everyday
why can’t i have faith no why can’t i see straight 
i just want to see your face can you come don’t want to wait

medusa w blxty prod cranes pop

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Good Woods Good Eats

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