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if i could find the words or sounds or colors to express
the way i felt my face wouldn't be colored with distress
all the memories and every single night we called
and all the time i spent repressing my love all along

i know its not feasible to be more than a friend
but I'm scared to be realistic seeing it would end
and lately its been feeling like I'm stuck inside the dark
but i would let it swallow me if we weren't apart

and i know that I'm selfish but I've given up too much
you looked up to me it felt like nothing was enough
to make you feel the way that I've been feeling since the start
I'm just glad that i wasn't the one to break your heart

I'll act like i don't care
I'll say it don't affect me
the color of your hair
the way you were reflecting
my flaws inside your eyes
i know that inside you're someone that i like
let's pretend I'm just pretending

i know its not feasible to be more than a friend
but I'm scared to be realistic seeing it would end
and lately its been feeling like I'm stuck inside the dark
but i would let it swallow me if we weren't apart

and i know that i'm selfish but I've given up too much
you looked up to me it felt like nothing was enough
to make you feel the way that I've been feeling since the start
I'm just glad that i wasn't the one to break your heart

second self ˖°.

** @ovrdseovrdse
3NSTY @prodsne
locked in

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