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whats the fish doing today

@ivoryrasmus

feed it
grieve it
all of this pain's in my head
feel me
heal me
when i'm gone who's yours instead?

i don't feel healthy
just leaving you out of my life like this
i tried and tried
we snuck a kiss
but i'm so tired
i can't live
what's eating me
and bleeding me
i blow through help exceedingly
you said i'm wrong and i'm not pressed
i'm too headstrong and too depressed

history repeats itself repeatedly
watch the mirror long enough, in time you'll see your enemy	
look at friends reflections of their actions
what's your centerpiece?
we're covered in these facets as distractions from what's limiting

i know you're giving in

they watch and prey
then pray we stay the same 
it's all a game
we move through pain
with cloaks and shame
it's all in vein
we fall the same
i see how they'd watch and prey
then pray we stay the same 
it's all a game
we move through pain
with cloaks and shame
it's all in vein
we fall the same

they're eating me and bleeding me
i try to scream believably
but all help's gone
and no one's left
he'd heed his call
i watched them jet

tearing at flesh
feel your dangers despair
and they walk right through me
like i'm not there
you got hate in your heartstrings and jaded from there
you take all these blasts, act like you don't care

34 (TWINWOLVESxIvory Rasmus)

1983 Lisa

2 turn iw

New Balance

fangiven trackname
song has no official name 

coverart by depressedeggo

Category 4

worldcorp enterprises - epilouge (category 4 megamix)[extended]

produced, composed and arranged by kret 🎶

guitar by leap6, wouldn't be possible without them🎸
big thanks to @jeriichoo for the brass & piano melodies and actually good drumkits, shoutout sweden 🇸🇪
lyrics/concept originated in june 2022 📅
about school & it's unpredictable chaos and intensity, conveyed in the arrangement and mix. hope you enjoy 🎧

original lyrics from 2022:
theres a blood drop in my coffee but i know that i'll be fine
every time i see their faces wanna end my fucking life
and i know that one day i'll be ok, i'll be alright
but that days just not today, so i've got to sit here, wait, and fight

Edit December 30th, 2023: 
Thank you all so much for 1000 plays. 
blood drop in my coffee is a special song to me, it sat in the back of my mind since june of 2022. I made it to portray the general stress of school, and how it progressively gets more overwhelming and hectic as time passes, a chaotic escalation. 
But It was also meant to be a prediction of how my final year will go, instead of just being a portrayal of my previous. So far, I'm half way- and it's spot on. I'm incredibly happy to see you all relate to this track as much as I do. 

When I released bdimc, I didn't think the track would even reach 300 plays, and to see people still listening to it half a year after release- it really, really does mean a ton. I appreciate every single individual stream. Thank you :] 💞
More music in on the way, in various different styles. See you soon. 

edit august 21st: now on newgrounds (if u wish to download it for GD do it there since here is a .wav file and not mp3)
https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1237834

1 year has passed.

blood drop in my coffee

The lost star
Chapter 4
*Another year, another try. Happy bday me
The Nineteen
08/09/2023

The lost star ch4 (The Nineteen)

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Blue Smiley - "Pray"

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Alternative Facts

Alternative Facts (Stately Cinema Strings)

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Base Encryption (Dramatic Sci-Fi Theme)

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Austin 1 (Instrumental)

Formed in Providence, RI in 2008, MANWOMANCHILD's music merges strong melodies with 70s-style glam rock swagger and a unique lyrical sensibility, and their sound has been compared to Lou Reed’s solo work as well as early Bowie. Other major influences include T. Rex, The Modern Lovers, and the Soft Boys / Robyn Hitchcock.

In 2009, MANWOMANCHILD recorded its first full-length at Machines With Magnets—a studio best known for its recent work with Battles, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, and Lightning Bolt, among others. The completed album finds singer/guitarist David Child joining forces with bassist Craig Gifford and drummer Mason Neely, yielding dynamic yet tightly crafted arrangements that underscore the jaunty guitar hooks and ever-so-slightly gritty vocals. 

In February 2010, MANWOMANCHILD put out a self-titled EP featuring three tracks that will appear on the forthcoming album. MP3s can be found online at the official EP release site: http://ep.manwomanchild.org

Austin 1 (Instrumental)

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