forgot to comment but i love this song <33

OOOO OOOO OOO THIS IS SO AMAZING HOLY SHIT

@xanthurenic I'm literally desperately trying to fix this every day LMFAO

love this fam,,, like nuty affffffffffffffffff

artwork @astrosux
@sendflowrs 
lyrics:
(kanashi)
ive been
waiting...
things are never changing
my mental state is still degrading...
and they all wanna switch up
tryna fight? put ur fuckin fists up 
and they all wanna talk 
but they dont wanna get none
try to walk the walk
but when u see me u gon' run 

u cant hide behind your little screens for too long
for too long

and u know it kills me!
i just wanna try to get along!
but these idiots make it so damn hard
and im sorry if i come off like an asshole
its just that ive got a lot of scars from ppl just like you
fake ass bitches in plain view
yeah you cant fool me 
i see right through 

i see right through!
i see right through you  !!


(sendflowrs)
i see right thru u
i dont wanna talk i just wanna fucking get offline
the shit that you do 
stresses me out control alt delete my life
look at your posts
you say you hate drama but u doing the most
fuck that, ur toast
fuck all ur friends theyre fuckin jokes

lemme calm down

i try to get along with you 
u talkin shit on all i do
like what the fuck is wrong with you?

i try to get along with you,
discord soldiers, all of you
lile what the fuck is wrong with you?

Spotify

too long ! [+sendflowrs & xmichaelwarren]

featuring @swiiif & @prodimmortal
produced by @prodimmortal
engineered by @marcdoesmusic
link to all services: https://ffm.to/mvobadluck

LYRICS:

(Immortal don't be playin' with 'em)

Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Won't back up cause it's just my luck
Lost that love when I lost your trust
And I can't back up cause it's all bad luck
And I lost my head when I let you go
And I can't go back cause I lost control
Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Fall back down cause it's all bad luck

I don't wanna fuck around no more
Feel so uncontrollable
Fuck me up and I can't let go
See your face everywhere I go
I don't wanna lie no more
I don't wanna cry no more
Call me toxic, yeah I know
I don't wanna feel like this no more
I feel like this every night
Wish you'd die within my mind
Still pretend that I'll be fine
Still can't get you out my mind

Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Won't back up cause it's just my luck
Lost that love when I lost your trust
And I can't back up cause it's all bad luck
And I lost my head when I let you go
And I can't go back cause I lost control
Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Fall back down cause it's all bad luck

I gave her lust,
I self-destruct
Not good enough,
I fuck things up (whoa)
You’re always the last thing on my mind
And I can’t take these sleepless nights
Searching for something that I can’t find
Demons chasing me inside
Wish I knew from time to time
You thought of me back by your side (yuh)

Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Won't back up cause it's just my luck
Lost that love when I lost your trust
And I can't back up cause it's all bad luck
And I lost my head when I let you go
And I can't go back cause I lost control
Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Fall back down cause it's all bad luck
(whoa, whoa)

©2022 TMM Entertainment

bad luck (feat. swiiif & immortal)

miserable behind a frame...
new secks drive banger with the king @sideviewdriveca
prod. @methboiswag & @jolst
art by the goat @ejcarrmusic
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

never let u go i got a lifetime
now i know it well that ur my lifeline
expectations hold me back
so why don’t i release the past
i feel the judgement from a mile away
i saw it coming love i know what you’ll say

safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

sideview drive:
Baby, take my hand
And I promise I'll never let you down
Even if you're falling backward
Know I will be there
It's gonna take some time, but we've got more than we could ask for
No, I wouldn't waste a single second of it without you by my side

safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

safe with me (ft. sideview drive) [methboiswag x jolst]

spotify & apple music!

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

how
how come i'm never enough?
my friends- keep on telling me it's just bad luck
im in a bit of a rut
misfortune of feelings i mistook for love

and you keep on texting me lately
don't understand why you're calling me "baby"
this isn't temporary, this is for real
you never would listen to how i would feel.

but now-
ur on the edge of the earth, my dear
now
u want us to run and just disappear

but you...

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

(you really do fuckin blow. and i know i'm too emotional but you?)
[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

YEA YOU SUCK.

you really- you really suck

YEA YOU SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

suck.

[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

(you're a piece of shit, fuck you!)

yea, you suck.
yea, you.

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

@autumndropsdead
@x1fern
@soulfadexo
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol

See You Soon w/ autumndropsdead, 1fern, soulfade, The North Shore & kuriosity [+ wisssery]

Feat. @daystowaste

lyrics:
Lost in my head 
Thinking of you again 
Even though it’s almost been two years 
Since you left 

Yeah, I figured that all of this was for the best 
Even after all of the closure it’s still hurts in my chest 

Yeah, I miss you 
I don’t want to 
But every time I get let down I see the truth 

You were my first 
I just never learned 
How to love you the way you needed me to back then 

Maybe I just don’t know how to move on
I don’t think I’ll love again, I hope that I’m wrong 
Staying up late again, writing these sad songs
And somehow it’ll make things better 

Please just know

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you   

It’s been a little while
 Keep on talking to myself
 Now I wonder why  
I’m just standing in the rain 
Watching the flowers die 
All the days turn into months  
I’m losing track of time  
Feel my body going numb 
I wanna run back home 
Where the nights really long 
And I drown in your arms
 I wanna run back home…to you  

Please just tell me what you’re waiting for   

Please just know  

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you 

>self produced<

life without you (feat. Days to Waste)

https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
support these 2 ^

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lilbooj/ocean-glass-feat-sendflowrs

LYRICS 

where’d the love songs go yeah is been a while 
haven’t seen in you so long you’ve changed your style 
where’d u go thought I knew everything bout u 
never wanted anything different feeling see through 

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin 

and that love in ur hearts 
like a drop in the ocean 
haven’t been the same since
since the day you cut me open 
i been laying low
keep an eye on what u postin 
but she don’t give a fuck ): 

she cut me up
oh god !!!
and i’ll fuckin hurt myself
that what u want?
i can never tell 
so i call ur bluff
but i’m always wrong
im such a punk 

and u cut
cut real deep 
i been laying here for hours
i can barely sleep, nah 
thinkin u havin fun
cus he cute
he way better than me 
til i pull up n pull the gun
n let the 32 speak 

like red light, red light 
stop right there
big scythe 
on my back
i’m a nightmare 
red light, red light 
stop right there 
red light stop right there

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin

ocean glass ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

introduction
prod/ft my good friend @greenwood2000
<3

lyrics:
something was stolen
something i borrowed
must’ve been open
must’ve been hollow
& open progression
is nothing but awful
i trample my thoughts
till they’re tougher to swallow

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

greenwood:
I put some distance out into the worlds
And I never trip about the way that it hurts
And I think they buried me deep in the dirt
But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse

Seventeen years in a hospital bed 
And they treat me different I know what it is
And it'd take a year to explain what it did
When I got a phantom inside of my limbs

Closed down, held over
And I found the worst way to tell you
And I couldn't leave but I'd let you
And tell me you think I'll be dead soon

Held down, I'm closer
And I found the best way to end it
And I didn't sleep just pretended
And fucked up my life like your friends said

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
(cant take back what i said, 
im the one you can blame)
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
(not the man in your heart,
he had went with the pain)
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
(its a pattern i keep,
wish i’d throw it away)
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
(i know its too late)
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

learning to lose

learning to lose w/ greenwood

Featuring @hammy
Produced by @noahmadethiss
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
(hamilton)
Wake up repeat 
I wish I could stay asleep 
I know you know 
That you make my heart beat 
Don’t know what’s wrong 
What's wrong with me 
I need some rest 
Feel so empty 

I know you know 
That you drive me crazy 
I’m off two blues 
In a black Mercedes 
Speeding swerving 
I'm not gonna slow down 
Sirens screaming 
Ain’t no turning back now

(Carlby)
There ain't no turning back now
If you lack the passion my suggestion is you tap out
I know that it can be hard to manage
There’s no better way to cope with hopelessness and panic
Damage
I can feel I now as I drive ‘round my hometown
Someone cut the brakes
I can’t slow down
I know I'm so pessimistic
But I'ma really go the distance

Listen on Spotify!

No Turning Back w/ hamilton (Prod. noahmadethiss)

prod. me x @thislandis

lyrics:
quick smoke in the yard
i never thought you’d come back home
you’re drunk in the car
that we borrowed from your father 
just sleep it off
and turn your mattress yellow
love, just keep the faith
you’ll get your fix tomorrow

find me at my pity party
blacking out on cheap white wine
find me passed out in the backseat
find me running out of time
find me at my pity party
blacking out, blacking out
just find me something to wash all this down
wash all this down oh woah-oh-oh

and i don’t wanna talk too much
before this pill kicks in, so it won’t hurt
and i don’t wanna wait all night
for a phone to ring just cuz u sound like her
and you’re telling me that it’s too late
and love’s just photographs and tramadol 
but i don’t wanna go back home
just to black out in this hallway again

and again

pity party

i am not the one
opening up
tryna fall in love
im making it up 

to you
but i always look like a fool
as wait for
the right time

you can never pick
even if i decide
its like a waveform, in the right night
coming out at me, like you held that knife 

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

ur pretty girl
with a pretty guy
could not forgive myself, how i ruined that night

if i say goodnight, and goodbye, would you look for me tonight

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

im a fool
walking through your room
i could never give up
never let go

whats it mean to you
when you look me in the eyes
baby you look like a no-bell prize
do it or die
long, late nights
stay up and cry

Sedatives In June (feat. American Dead Cross) (prod. irby)

@whatstmm gang
email- marcdoesmusic@gmail.com
all socials- @marcdoesmusic

bad luck (feat. swiiif & immortal)

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fractal.

Keeper

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