featuring @3dates prod MEEEEEEEE x3

sedate:
slit my face i 
cant take this i 
u know 
how can u be so cruel 
hate u, u always make me rush
u dont like me u never wanted love
tell my why ur so fucking mean
dont know how ima make it out of what is left

marcy:
no one left around me i hate breathing
rope around my neck as i hang from the ceiling 
make myself sick dig my nails in my flesh
never good enough finger tips stained red
blood mixed with bleach as i soak my wounds
cant feel anything split the fucking tissue 
lost count of all the times i tried to die because of you
wish i could just forget your whole fucking existence 
i hate you i hate you hate you i hate you
black out and never wake up
overdose now bloody veins numb 
come to terms realize that im the worst
ashes spread across the dirt
endless cycle 
tears fall as my eyes close

makemyselfsick w/ sedate prod. marcy

how it goes (Kana X)

prod meeeeeee


i can’t describe what i feel rn
is it real rn
don’t wanna feel rn
tune my feelings out
what i used to do is not appealing now
i don’t wanna know
you can keep it yourself
you just want someone to talk to , you don’t want my help

turn my brain off , i can’t hear my thoughts
walking endlessly i can’t get lost
i belong with the dirt in the moss
ash to ash dust to dust

i can’t describe what i feel rn
is it real rn
don’t wanna feel rn
tune my feelings out
what i used to do is not appealing now
i dont wanna go out i cant leave my house

don’t know if ill sleep tonight
or ever again
you were my only friend
you were my everything
get the lights on me
get the lights on me
be nice to me
with the lights on me

holding me back
how do you expect me to react?
making me question myself
making me question myself
do i even know who i am all that well
me and my selfish self

i don’t wanna know
you can keep it yourself
you just want someone to talk to , you don’t want my help
i don’t wanna know
you can keep it yourself
you just want someone to talk to , you don’t want my help

꩜ ASH 2 ASH ꩜

prod me


that look on your face tells me everything i need to know
look at this place, where am i it’s all so liminal
say it straight to my face why u gotta be subliminal 
i guess that im guilty of that too
i guess that i do the same to u
i caught u lying
you don’t need to play it off
you caught me dying
saying i would lay it off

but you know
but you know it isn’t true
when i’m up late and im thinking ya i’m thinking ab you
thinking how to put the pieces back together what to do
don’t got the energy to try
i don’t know how i’m alive

paranoid
am i seeing things right 
x 4

LIAR (¬､¬)

lyrics♰
peel the flesh back maybe then I wont be ugly 
sedate myself before I sleep fade away to nothing 
scratches on my back 
deep enough to last 
my heart is rotted black 
but I know you like that 
split the vein 
blood spilling on my clothes and I let it stain 
I dont even feel anything anyways 
cut open my face 
iv in vein feel it all while im still awake 
picking off the scabs let them bleed i dont wanna heal 
so many cuts in my skin i cant even feel 
i dont wanna fall asleep nightmares when i try
how could you ever love me im rotted inside 
intoxicated from the taste of your lips against mine 
shove the blade in my skin let me bleed out till i die 
just make it hurt 
its what i deserve 
i wanna suffer 
feel it till it’s over
.̸̡̢̣̭̙͔̻̻̝͂̊̍̓́̄̊̑͊̕.̴̳͎̲̟͠.̷̛̂̍
needles in my face stab away shit is painless 
blade against my vein I split it you just graze it 
when you kiss cut your tongue on my fangs 
bleed into my mouth let me swallow your taste

cut my face prod. marceline {dekoichan}

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/arx0nist/

lyrics♰
gave you my heart in october 
when you’re gone I can’t last a second sober 
look away my reflection makes me self loathe 
turn the heat up press my arms down against the stove 
innocent love left corrupted 
drag the blade down my skin you know I love it
soft lips soothe the cuts on my skin 
memories never leave of our last kiss
please don’t leave I need you 
lungs punctured can’t breathe through 
the warmth of your touch makes my heart beat slow 
it’s too late at night to look outside your window 
and when I die just know you were my everything 
hearts in my eyes when I’m with you I can barely think 
but I hate myself you know I’m so depraved 
everything between us never mattered anyways
back and forth we always play the same game 
you’re in control you have my heart on a string 
I need you 
Need you 
your walls are up and I can’t break through 
blood spilling out my veins 
the blade is dull after I carve your name
it wont be the same 
isolate by myself push them all away 
treat the wounds left behind when you betrayed

valium prod. marceline {arx0nist}

prod me

lyrics 

running i’m running
i’m running from the past
but it always , it always 
finds a way to come back
can’t remember what i did
but someone always will
so different so different 
remember how it feels ?

i could be gone in a blink you know
time goes fast but the days go slow
lately it feels unescapable 
wrap it up baby before we lose control

it feels like i zoned out
a long time ago and never came back
i forgot who i am i want my name back
it hurts my soul to say that
i remember thinking i was someone
i remember thinking you were someone too
now we’re grown up i can’t play dumb
i never became who i wanted to
i wanted you 

i could be gone in a blink you know
time goes fast but the days go slow
lately it feels unescapable 
wrap it up baby before we lose control

★ iT_AlwaYs_FindS_A_waY ★

https://open.spotify.com/track/2qzCEazsthha1fEyFNzdaS?si=1d6a1d88b9a94ed0
❤️‍🩹🖤

cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/vampkitty2001?igsh=cWF3MDF6M3p3Yzlm

†

skin to skin I feel your warmth
drowned in sins my souls malformed 
dig my nails in my skin 
I love when my skin bleeds 
I love it when it’s red and I can feel it dripping 
and I hate my body you can take it from me 
cut it into pieces stitch it up to beauty 
you know I cry for you 
make myself bleed for you 
I’m on my knees for you 
you know I’d die for you 
tie me down
drag the blade down my skin 
tear it out
I wanna fucking feel it 
vivisect 
vivisect my heart 
leave me dead 
bleeding out in your arms
torn apart all for your love 
stab your chest let it drip on my tongue 
tear my body apart leave me dismembered 
smear my face with your blood our hearts are truly tethered 
my lips covered in your blood leave them stained red
so intoxicated from your taste never forget
with your soft hands tear away my skin 
take me inside I just want you to taste it 
we’re entangled oh so closely 
and you know you’re my one and only 
use your nails to cut me open 
leave my body in a bed of roses

vivisect my heart prod. marceline {vampkitty}

made ts awhile ago shoutout 2 the mfs who still listen 2 me

inspo from @tarozan

i understand that were so complicated
underestimate my actions but it had so many meanings

im suffocating, in my own body.. 
i wnna hurt me,, i wnna hurt me.
im suffocating, in my own body.. 
i wnna hurt me,, i wnna hurt me.

tell me do u hate me? i understand it..
i wud nvr hurt u, i wnna show it  

ask me why i love you?
but i know i do
baby do you feel it too?
i know i feel it too,,

valium prod. marceline {arx0nist}

mxrceline♰

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