(lyrics)
You know that feeling going down on a roller coaster
You know that special high that you get if ur a stoner
Those types of butterflies dont go away
Or like the smell of a daisy on a nice summer day
And its exciting 
I like it 
It makes everything better
And thats just it girl 
yo it just makes everything better
I cant exactly describe
How you make me feel inside
Cuz its putting everything happy
And trying to fit it in one line

And im sorry love
I know Im getting jealous 
But its Its cuz i never found something so damn precious
To my heart soul body mind
Everytime that you smile
Can I just please stay for a while
And its sucks that we cant even dance anymore
Love going to 2nd period even though i was sore
You catch me staring, then id quickly look away
Not knowing i still had that stupid looking face
Omg girl you bring out the kid in me 
Positive vibes fillin up from head to feet
I still got a bit more to say 
But the chorus is coming so i gotta sing

La la la
Ur the perfect melody 
Daisys in summer breeze
You know u gott me feeling like
La la la
Lovely in every way
Thats why i just got to sing
La la la la

Its not my fault i fell in love 
Its cuz u tripped me
I wonder if im too weird and I make you feel iffy
I hope not 
Cuz u make me feel blessed
No forreal tho love you take away the stressed
Lovin ya Curly hair with that curvy physique 
Strutting when u walk 
You proud of that booty
You a cutie
So fruity 
And truly groovy 
More than just a groupie

Theres some thing about you girl
That lifts me up
Cuz every time I see you girl
My tummys filled with love
And ima just awkward
I be Spittin cheesys flows
But that just cuz i want you to know

In my eyes you are the reason why 
the sun rises
And I cant hide it 
I really like it

Daisy

promise me (p mountains)

Unsaved Info extended (ymman ver.)

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/tsuki_uzu

For a special Vietnamese girl. 

[intro]
I've been having 
I've been having a lot nightmares recently
And it's the nightmares where you're not there anymore 
And I just can't understand that 
because everything I see is you
The stars, the skies, the air I breathe it's all you. 
So don't worry 
[verse 1]
bad dreams I've been having
won't be halves anymore
one whole in this fraction
It'll be like before 
I'm a man of my actions
I'll take you home one day
we'll have dinner on Sundays
We'll drive in my Civic
and buy you that lipstick
See some flicks, ain't no gimmick
you got me suspended 
That's been cemented  
Wherever you are
you're on my radar
Imprinted on my heart
like the burns of a cigar, ay
[bridge]
What's worse is without you my heart wants to burst 
I feel these chest pains, hurricanes in my heart
when I'm on the other side on another continent 
and not content with being worlds apart 
Now we're at the airport
and you're ready to cry
Butterflies in my stomach
Can't stomach the judgement 
of saying good bye
[verse 2]
Rain's falling like the tears in my eyes
My airplane's stalling, please dear don't cry
I'm gonna be a world away
but not a heart away 
cuz through our silly phone convos 
I will see you pronto
forever connected, never alone
face time anytime
we be singing these rhymes 
About the times we spent 
sending long texts and emojis
this wonder girl really know me 
Back in the day, I didn't feel this strain 
but now I don't see you and now it's my pain
and it's hard to maintain 
my composure without your exposure 
They were right when they said love hurts love hurts 
What's worse is without you my heart wants to burst 
I feel these chest pains, hurricanes in my heart
when I'm on the other side on another continent 
and not content with being worlds apart

Worlds Apart 🌏❤️(Prod. .Uzu)

but jus almost, everything is almost, and i might fall again

prod. YoungTaylor but technically https://soundcloud.com/verzache (?) 
https://soundcloud.com/verzache/juvenescence
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022

but i'm not there yet
and it pulls me down even farther knowing halving never ends
because I'll never hit 0 or infinity, either or
limits can't be reached and yet i've topped mine out
and now i'm feelin like a discontinuity, solve me analytically
directly substitute me with the c term, 
with the waves
like i'm boutta rip tides to the sea
i don't wanna feel like a math problem 
need the book to breach
the surface of the understanding of the person that is learning but do not comprehend
speakin foreign languages to teach you how to conjugate
but every letter's off and grammar seems to fail you every time
now you wish without a doubt that you understood subjunctive
but the junctions of the thoughts are subpar
so now 
i been..

but jus almost everything is almost
and i might fall again cuz

but i don't think i can drink
cuz the bilirubin's elevated levels make me start to think
bout the possibilities of liver failure maybe more than gilbert's
jaundice ain't a joke but i been hiding it with long sleeves
eyes down so they can't see the yellow and the veins
of my eyes keep it mystery
like the fact that my coats really only help me hide my scrawny arms
and my jokes about death make it seem less serious
but really i been stressin lots and even all dis tea don't help
and i don't really know what to do
so jus tell me please

but even knowin layouts doesn't bring thematic similes
that click before they're cliche 
everything's a repeat
over over done, everything's been used
and even with ideas nothing's good enough for you
and comparison between people runs into your mind
makes you question whether all your work's a truth or it's a lie
like you stole from someone without knowing
plagiarism in the sub c
it's gettin cold in my heart to the sub z's
try to fend it off
try to fend it off
imma fly up high
so 
so high

Chrosky | Husk

let this sit for 5 months came back it was still aight so i figured hey lets put it out

love echoes (prod. quickly, quickly)

This is a collection of undiscovered gems, songs that mean a lot to me, and hopefully now, to you. 

Tracklist: 
@marcindigo - Beach.wav 0:01 - 1:35
@aliumraps - Sit and Think 1:36 - 3:17
@kyaruok - Gallows 3:18 - 5:26
@crystalcloudsmusic - on my mind w/ Mr.Slick & elle  5:27 - 7:26
@saintkales - Friday 7:27 - 8:33
@kuzumellow - Love Habits 8:34 - 9:54
@dedflwrs - Help Myself 9:55 - 11:42
@llamawav - i loved you in two languages 11:43 - 12:52
@verqoh - stay15 12:53 - 14:27
@officialkilli - Miserable 14:28 - 15:34
@officialkilli - Freeze frame 15:35 - 17:09

s a d  &  h a p p y

Chris Campbell's Album

the way it works in my head

LYRICS:

I miss finding a sort of solace in the rain
 I miss crying Im so exhausted of the pain
I miss silence its something talking in my brain 
an inner monologue that up and takes my oxygen away
I miss being happy at church 
The preacher lied to me
Since I was 9 I’ve had existential anxiety
I miss Lincoln logs and see saws and hide and seek
They told me grow up be a man I never really tried to be

I miss when back in school my adjective was gifted
 Now that I’m in college I feel average and conflicted 
I don’t think I have it in me to be actively persistent 
I’m busy convincing myself I’m an actual musician 
I miss when other rappers showed me what they make
 They think I rode in on their wave but I’m just floating in their wake
 I dip my toes in just to show them I can hold my own and take 
a couple notes and ask some questions but I never show restraint 
I miss my girl I miss my friends I miss my foes 
I miss my life I miss the highs amidst the lows
 I miss the times when I felt like I had a home
 I miss when crowds of people didn’t make me feel alone
 I never sleep till I’m collapsing from exhaustion
 I was following my dreams with hella passion but I lost it
 Now this music just a coping mechanism do it often 
Got to throw myself in something more productive than a coffin

fuck it I don't care no more I've given up on subtlety
cause If I don't say it out loud they scream it under me
Yeah I said what I said so let it fucking be
Its like God said drown then never let me up to breathe
So look, I'm fucking manic depressive
I have my good days and bad weeks 
That lack any spectrum
Getting offended takes some effort so I'm passive aggressive
And I ain't sad I'm indifferent I watch my life from a distance  
I put the par in pariah
 I put the sigh in messiah 
People praise my old music back when I was a liar
 I put my life on the line and I wanna take it all back
 Wish I could think how I act but its acting and fuck I’m tired

manic depressive

depressive (prod. depression sweater)

ft. @imwayv 
prod. sarcastic sounds

lyrics:
as of lately, its been hard to sleep 
theres this pain in my heart that just bothers me 
war going on inside of my mind, i cant harbor peace 
honestly, im tryna move on to a different route 
regrettin' all the possible moments that i am missin out 
live in doubt 
all the stuff i used to couldnt live without
is nothing.. 
my mindset is really different now, yh
and im tryna move away from 
the pain but i cant cuz 
its buried in my veins 

as of lately, its been hard to sleep 
ive lost my artistry 
which means i basically lost a part of me
now all i do is stay up due to the monsters that haunt my dreams 
im tryna have peace in this world but it cost a fee 
but how ironic we have more money and time for war 
its sickenin but i cant really help so ignore,
so..
im getting weak, i wanna be free from you 
and when i dream, why do i always dream of you

wayv-X

Ya melting pot is overheated 
Ya stretched skin spot started bleedin
Night terrors, in my nightmares im dreamin
Fight errors never wake i stay sleepin
Im sick of all the fake people
An ex demon will always stay evil 
Numb myself i stay flyin with like 8 eagles
I cant fall for it cuz they see through
lost myself in the abyss
Rottin in hell cuz of this
Im just sick of it
Im just sick of this
Had hate since a little kid
But it ricochet and hit me in my lip
Just check this 
Im only 17 
I done lost my will to breathe
Nightmares by my side and on my team
Too afraid to ever sleep

the way it works in my head

Marcus Maletta