Stellar Collision

(Free WAV Download available here under '••• More'; and eventually as part of my Foul Weather Friends album)

Greetings to the music community. I’m glad you stopped by. Today, I have the privilege of sharing another collaboration (#8 in fact) with our ever inspiring friend, Carlos Vivanco (https://soundcloud.com/carlosvivanco-1, https://carlosvivanco1.bandcamp.com). I always get stunning results, working with this fellow. :)

But first, the haiku that inspired the title:

O snail,
climb Mount Fuji,
but slowly, slowly
- Kobayashi Issa

I literally discovered ‘O snail’ as Carlos was sending me his guitar elements. The timing was too coincidental (thus the title).

As you may well imagine, the haiku of the Snail climbing Mount Fuji implies patience, perseverance, and remembering to enjoy the journey. But we never understand the trials of the snail; only his speed limitations. I feel like it’s good to face some truths about ourselves that might be interfering with our journey; and hearing someone else share their challenges has often helped me not feel so overwhelmed by mine.

For example, I have a strangely persistent ‘low self-esteem’ issue that has been with me for as long as I can remember. There are numerous childhood experiences keeping that thinking alive. But if I’m being completely honest with myself, they are all just part of my story… and the majority of them are not even happening to me any more. Yet despite 55 year old Justin’s accomplishments, that dark little fellow shows up from time to time, to… I don’t know… put me back in my place? Or something?

And here’s the annoying thing. There is an abundance of evidence indicating I’m a good person, living a worthwhile life, doing good things. I’m a highly logical person; and the math on this is pretty solid. This should be a breeze to overcome.

Surprisingly, it’s not. 

So clearly, there are certain perspectives that simply defy logic. And I suspect many of us carry similar thoughts and feelings deep inside; those annoying little clingers-on that defy reason, and fight to keep us down. That part of us that always wanted to be accepted by and fit into something that never really matched our shape to begin with. 

This is ultimately about us realizing that we are ridiculously amazing beings. Higher minded Justin truly believes every one of us is fundamentally perfect (and perfectly capable), because we are here right now… living this. I believe we are all in a very advanced class (or at the very least, approaching finals on a very rigorous curriculum), and we wouldn’t be here if we hadn’t met the prerequisites. We stand here right now (although I'm sitting as I type), with purpose and opportunity coming at us full steam. It’s going to be an amazing, sometimes horrifying, sometimes beautiful beyond words experience. And we all get to do it together. Wild ride, right?

The bottom line is… it’s time we gave ourselves a break, and loved and accepted ourselves… as is. That is so key to the rest of it working out for us, and it’s truly worth prioritizing. 

Also, what if we try our hardest to honor and respect each other’s paths. Every path is sacred… even if some seem harder to understand. And they all combine to make up this story, which would not be so poignant (or easy to learn from) if not for the extreme light and extreme dark elements giving us such wide angle perspective.

Carlos and I hope you enjoy ‘Climbing Mount Fuji With My Snail.” :)

F.W. Friends

Climbing Mount Fuji With My Snail | Carlos Vivanco & GrevusAnjl

what color are your sunsets? (original—mixed & mastered)

When I'm Angry

Presenting "Song of the Sea" in B minor which I have composed to  evoke a sense of mystery and depth.  I have used alchemy pad layered sounds to mimic the ocean's ebb and flow and added arpeggio, glissandi & modulation melody with the piano, piccolo flute and harp to create a rich and immersive soundscape.

"Maybe sad stories need to be shared. Maybe grief doesn't need to be fought, but rather embraced in order to ever heal." - Song of the Sea

Composed by
Heidi-Marie Arapa
Produced in the
ARAPA Music Studio
Sydney - Australia

Artwork by #azcreativestudiosydney

Song of The Sea

Blandat Mats Original

I can feel. ( 1994 ) Eddy Mango - Margareta Theorin ( Eddy )

OMGG sends best wishes to both U.S. presidential candidates on Election Day 2024. Our new song, Heart of America, celebrates unity, courage, and the American dream. May the future bring freedom, respect, and opportunity for all. This one’s for the heart of the USA!

Heart Of America

Reach marble fairies -   16 - 11 - 2024

🌿 Music for your yoga practice. Notes as prayers, rhythms as heartbeats—for stillness and flow. 

Let the Future Find You

not tonight

The fifteen sessions - Walking with you

songs for sensitivities 🤧

new album 'Waiting Room' out 28/02! ♡ https://mariakellymusic.ffm.to/when-im-angry