this is only sped up cus i thought it was too long

in the summer of 2022 thats when i met you
getting vaccines for school ooo
u were so sweet and kind so pretty and devine
i wanted to end my life but you
showed me that skys werent grey
that there was always happy days
turned my heart into clay 
i really miss you babe

to think abt all those months we spent last year
through fall and autumn and winter and summer
we talked and we talked and we had fun alot
and u were always gone but it was fine i didnt care

we were so happy u'd call me on instagram
and we would talk abt our days and id play guitar for you
and u said not to cut my hair cus u liked it long
and then i cut it when u were gone and i wrote this song

"juli says not to cut my hair she says let it grow"
well i will let you know

its hard to look at all the funny moments and the laughter
and the memories right after everything has gone to shit
i think abt the months we spent and then the months before that
and all i can think abt is how i wanna go to florida 

i dont hate u i was hurting i said shit i never meant
i handled the aftermath poorly and thats why you came and went
i know that if i was more mature or if i just used my words instead of screaming and yelling
then you wouldve still have been following my instagram and liking all my stories
we could just be friends and then something

i cant laugh look at the photographs
that shit it makes me sick
i hate it i hate it
i wanna die

now everything reminds me of you
like the nhk poster in my room
but its not too late we can still reconvene-

bugcatcherjuli (komi cant communicate season 2 episode 6)

pwnd x h4rtbrkr - kms

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

she posts on twitter everyday
likes its r9k
i really dunno why but i like it anyway
and if she looked my way
i think id pray
that she would stay

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

twitter girl

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

notice me notice me
come my way baby
i see ur posts daily	
maybe i should call you

we could be together
live our lives forever
take my hand whenever
ill be with you wherever 

this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

(bloodsekai)
do you like me like i like u
i just want u cuz ur so cute
call me fool cuz i'd die for u
see u crying in the back ima cry with u
this is a song for a girl
i want to notice me
notice me
notice me
i want her to notice me 😦
attention, affection
i just want it all
i just want it all
i just want it all

(sillyemo124)
i just want it all (4x)
i just want her
and i need her
i want her to notice me

notice me w/ bloodsekai

i got ungrounded so i can upload again

i hate my life and i wanna die
i aint got no iphonee
my heart is breakin thinking so=uicide
i aint got no iphoonee 
lalaaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaaaalalaaaa
lalalallala

boat cap sizing
no hope on the horizon
got a 2 year contract and im stuck on verizon >:(

i got no iphoneeeeeeee
i go tno iphonnnnnnnnneeeeeee

i aint got no iphoneee :((((

i had strep throat while recording this so my voice is kinda fried

since you left me ive been dalepilled
now im in a car and im crashing for real
since you left me ive been down hill
now im in a car and im crashing for thrills

said you hate me when you saw me last
now im in a car and im going fast
i hate those things you do
i hate those things you put me through x2

dalepilled

forget about my birthday

(everything prod by me)
ive had this song in my drafts for a reaaallly long time and i was finally able to get it done and im rlly happy with how it turned outt :> im probs gonna make more stuff like this in da future 

lyrics:
think im losing my mind
cuz i was so blind
lovers intertwined 
we were meant to bind 

ill kiss between your scars
and hold you in my arms 
so i can never forget you
stay right beside you
maybe this worlds not so gray
and i will live another day 
holding you close to me
cuz darling youre all i need  

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing 

defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)

the angels in the sky
will pick us up and help us fly 
by our sheer destiny 
our love is heavenly 	
ive been living in a dream
but i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing

and so our love prospers

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
why don't u
wanna be
with a guy
like me
i could give u
everything you need 
if u would date guy like me

but you're a whore
you're probably used
to talking to guys like me
i'm delusional
why'd you choose a fucking
guy like me
i could fix you 
i know i could
i'm the best 
so i know i would
lay your past to rest
like you know you should
and trust a guy like me  

you say ur last man was 
was probably ur best man
but now he's gone cause
you were flirting with your best friend 
and i'm naive to think that u would change
you'll probably stay the same, you'll probably just-

cause you're a whore
you're probably used
to talking to guys like me
i'm delusional
why'd you choose a fucking
guy like me
i could fix you 
i know i could
i'm the best 
so i know i would
lay your past to rest
like you know you should
and trust a guy like me

Guy Like Me

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

voice kinda ass bc i'm sick
here's the Lyrics:

there is nothing i hate more than you
you don’t understand what i’m going thru
i been blacked out since this fucking sickness
i can’t do it i won’t have a witness

and i’m gonna pray to never see you again
you’re such a girl filled with estrogen
i prayed so much to never see you again
you’re such a girl filled with estrogen

there is nothing else i hate more than me
get myself a rope looking for a tree
i can’t stand this shit ‘cus i’m all alone
i don’t know what to do please help me out

and i’m gonna pray to never see you again
you’re such a girl filled with estrogen
i prayed so much to never see you again
you’re such a girl filled with estrogen

so much estrogen
so much estrogen 
so much estrogen (such a fucking boygirl)
so much estrogen
so much estrogen (such a fucking boygirl)
fuck you

pwnd x h4rtbrkr - kms

mari