We appeared here.

Mastered by: Darkroom

Produced in 2016

NonConsentual System

Jig (2)

How many times have we laughed  
And how many times have we cried  

And entrusted our words to the wind  
Like a disenchanted melody  

But we have always found each other  
Almost as if it were a dream  
Almost as if it were a sign  

In our love nest  
A soft cloud above the world  
In our love nest  
Touching the heart deep within  
In our love nest  
Love nest  
Love nest  

And I always see happy your smile  
You are like a drop of rain that refreshes the face  
I feel your scent your scent that surrounds me like an embrace of love like a wave  

That lifts me up and then sinks me  
And my heart beats so so so so  

In our love nest  
A soft cloud above the world  
In our love nest  
Touching the heart deeply  
In our love nest  
Love nest  
Love nest  

I think of you constantly of you  
Even though sometimes you're far away yet incredibly close  
You're my first thought in the morning  
And during the day it's pleasant to think of your company  
And I always wait for our moment to fly fly away  

In our love nest  
A soft cloud above the world  
In our love nest  
Touching the heart deeply  
In our love nest  
Love nest  
Love nest

LOVE NEST   (reworked)

Jazz Choir - (No Name Choir)

AUTUMN ADORNMENT

Lift your wings

English lyrics : NIKITA IN LOVE
Ohhh, for you, Suni, my heart is broken. I've been a bastard for love. I walk through the valley of death; I've suffered for loving you. I traded bullets for hugs, and I traded weapons for your kisses, for what they call affection. I felt like a child; I'd never felt anything like this until I met you. Tell me if this is real, tell me if I can cry until the end of my life, tell me if this is real, tell me if I can cry until the end of my life

NIKITA IN LOVE

I got days now
I don't want to think about it
All my days
All alone, while
Hurt leads to hurt,
And then I closed my heart for a moment.

You, barely coping, and on me leaning,
To me I lost your words' meaning, 
'cause I turned away for just a minute
Then troubled waters flooding in,
And there I was, about to, 
To let you go.

What cruel lesson broke my heart?
What left me dying but loving your art?
Don't have to think of it now,
I can always be the one,
So, let me in and set me free
You must not leave... before me. 

I got days now
I don't want to think about it
All my days
All alone, while
Hurt leads to hurt,
And closed my eyes for just a moment.

You, barely coping, and on me leaning,
To me I lost your words' meaning, 
'cause I closed my eyes for just a minute
Then troubled waters flooding in,
And there I was, about to, 
To let you go.

A cruel lesson broke my heart 
What left me dying but loving your art?
Don't have to think of it now,
I can always be the one,
So, let me in and set me free
You must not leave before me. 

I got days now
I don't want to think about it
All my days
All alone, while
Hurt leads to hurt,
But the flames of eternal love never noticed
The flames of eternal love never noticed.


All My Days

‘Fissures in the Eternal Now’ is a song I wrote that aims to explore a fractured haze where old wounds bleed into the present, twisting moments into a hypnotic limbo, and where realizations linger like unspoken truths

Fissures in the Eternal Now

Dönme İstemem

“Shards of Refracted Gaze,” is an introspective journey through the kaleidoscope of shattered viewpoints and fractured dialogues. The song weaves aching misalignments, and turbulent mosaics while exploring philosophical unease of misaligned truths colliding in verbal clashes.

I tried to aim for an edgy authenticity while writing the track, evoking the quiet terror of perspectives scattering like light through prisms, only to converge in stark revelations.

Shards of Refracted Gaze

Composing a long time. Scores are available for sale. DM for information.

All My Days

Mark_Bloss