I’ve faced numerous challenges in my life, sometimes stoically enduring them. However, it’s difficult to articulate this particular feeling. I hardly showcase my softer side. The truth is, I experience far more pain than I let I love everyone in my family deeply, including my friends I’ve known throughout my life. I’m incredibly grateful for what I have in my life because I’m acutely aware of what I’ve lost. 

I Long for the Times

I don’t know how to process
Losing everything in my life
Missing friends and family 
I hoped would still be there today 

My younger years is when I thought I knew
life’s game 
Should have known 
that time can strip it all away 

This brutal honesty is 
A way to sort my feelings
I’d give up everything and
Go back to way it was again 

In my later years thought I’d accomplish
everything
Now all I hope is more time
with those who’ve flown away

This brutal honesty is 
A way to sort my feelings
I’d give up everything and
Go back to way it was again  

I wanna fade away this time
I wanna face away this time

Moved here thinking it be a wonderland 
Slowly turned into a brutal nightmare 

This brutal honesty is  (I wanna feel again)
A way to sort my feelings 
I’d give up everything and 
Go back to way it was again (Don’t wanna wait for some other day I wanna feel again) )

This brutal honesty is 
A way to sort my feelings (lost my) 
I’d give up everything and (lost my)
Go back to way it was again (way again) 

I long for the times when we were a 
little island 
I wanna heal from the scars
they’ll never go away

I Long for the Times

Synthwave and Synthpop Producer
80s vibes

THERE SURE IS A LOT OF SYNTHWAVE AROUND HERE

Producer of space rock, experimental lo-fi, House, EDM, vaporwave and synth-wave.

My music's not gone, just gone to a private server.

This was always just for my friends and fam, and with the private server, they aren't subjected to Soundcloud's ads.

Thanks to everyone who shared their thoughts, opinions and support!

Ambassador of #carpediem! Maker of insane sounds! Servant of the Universe! Violent Nerd! Zen-Kokopeli! May The Force Be With Us All!

>>> Welcome! Please enjoy my first album, #FromSpace and my second one, ULTRA DEEP FIELD on 2 Playlists here on Soundcloud.  
Clips available also on Youtube (#FromSpace only).
Follow me on my Instagram page for some cool extras and Easter Eggs. Peace out!





*more music on the way!🎧👽👌

Progressive Metal Guitarist, Drummer, Bassist, and Keyboardist.

Thx for visiting and listening, I am an amateur guitarist, play a little keybord, bass and drums too. I love music.

I Long for the Times

Mark Antares