I’ve faced numerous challenges in my life, sometimes stoically enduring them. However, it’s difficult to articulate this particular feeling. I hardly showcase my softer side. The truth is, I experience far more pain than I let I love everyone in my family deeply, including my friends I’ve known throughout my life. I’m incredibly grateful for what I have in my life because I’m acutely aware of what I’ve lost. 

I Long for the Times

I don’t know how to process
Losing everything in my life
Missing friends and family 
I hoped would still be there today 

My younger years is when I thought I knew
life’s game 
Should have known 
that time can strip it all away 

This brutal honesty is 
A way to sort my feelings
I’d give up everything and
Go back to way it was again 

In my later years thought I’d accomplish
everything
Now all I hope is more time
with those who’ve flown away

This brutal honesty is 
A way to sort my feelings
I’d give up everything and
Go back to way it was again  

I wanna fade away this time
I wanna face away this time

Moved here thinking it be a wonderland 
Slowly turned into a brutal nightmare 

This brutal honesty is  (I wanna feel again)
A way to sort my feelings 
I’d give up everything and 
Go back to way it was again (Don’t wanna wait for some other day I wanna feel again) )

This brutal honesty is 
A way to sort my feelings (lost my) 
I’d give up everything and (lost my)
Go back to way it was again (way again) 

I long for the times when we were a 
little island 
I wanna heal from the scars
they’ll never go away

I Long for the Times

Producer of space rock, experimental lo-fi, House, EDM, vaporwave and synth-wave.

I Long for the Times

Mark Antares