Croatia

My sister Cindy wanted me to write music for her. It is becoming increasingly hard to play and that makes me sad.  I have lay so far back in my powerchair that I can't see the controls. I can't tolerate sitting up, it's too hard to breathe. Some days I can't even get out of bed.

My son attached a projector to my computer so my screen is now 6'x4', and I have a small keyboard I hold in my hand. So I try to keep up, but it takes much longer to do anything. ALS is not easy to deal with. It's important to stay positive and make good use of the time I have left.

Something To Remember Me

Nothing's gonna hold us back tonight,

Welcome to Palma, two bears in bed

🌴 Neon nights, ocean drives and endless summer vibes. Crockett & Tubbs takes you straight into a synth-soaked Miami Vice dream with its chill groove. 🚤🌆


Crockett and Tubbs

Music inspired by legends of the Battle of Camlann, where Arthur's final battle took place against his nephew Mordred. Mortally wounded, Arthur was taken to the legendary Isle of Avalon.

Between the Worlds II

Battle of Camlann

# Herbst

Loop of Me — a cinematic cyberpunk techno piece by ZEMANDAN.

A mix of dark techno, glitchwave and hybrid orchestral electronica, infused with ZEMANDAN precision.

🎛️ Produced, written & performed by ZEMANDAN
⚡ Genre: Electronic / Cyberpunk / Cinematic Techno
🌀 “Three of me watched the same scene burn…”

Lyrics:


Three of me watched the same scene burn, 
one asleep, one awake, one recording
Smoke curls like questions that never stop forming
The skyline shivers, folding into itself
Every scream loops back, stitched into velvet hell

Mirrors reflect a thousand me
Each blink rewinds, resets the debris
Corridors twist like a tongue I can’t speak
Time collapses, drips down the walls of my cheek

I'm on fire to witness the echo
I float above, observing my own panic
Counting degrees of terror while the world spins manic
Shadows whisper secrets in a language I almost know
Each heartbeat echoes, fast then slow
A carousel of faces, mine yet not
Fingers trace fire on walls that rot
I reach for meaning, it dissolves in mist

Every step forward is already missed

Mirrors reflect a thousand me
Each blink rewinds, resets the debris
Corridors twist like a tongue I can’t speak
Time collapses, drips down the walls of my cheek

Three of me, always watching, always burning
One asleep, one awake, one forever learning
Reflections fracture into infinite lies
Bound to the loop where all silence cries

Loop of Me

Ukraine

ANARS ! Au bord du gouffre

I explored Luxa synth and 80s Nostalgia Expansion on MPC. I never imagined reaching such pop heights. I created the beats, song section added lyrics and sang to it. I don’t know how or why. I didn’t drive to complete it; it just came easily. Lyrically, it expressed my preference for sweetness over attitude in relationships. If they’re sweet they get more, when they’re rude I send them out the door.

Lark Swells

Mark Antares

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