Heartbreak

i dont wanna talk about it ever again,

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z36_u7jT3WM

Art : https://www.sporcle.com/games/MayorD/drunk-anime-characters

Lyrics :

Late night and I'm waking up in the dark
With a little bit of henny in the middle of the boulevard
I cannot find my phone or credit card
But Imma find a way to get a ride to the nearest bar
My visions blurred and I'm slurring words and it's getting worse by the second
The liquor burns my head it hurts as I lay in the dirt that I fell in
The state I'm in not remembering things from the night before
I'm fucked up and I'm drugged up like what's the time I'm not sure
I could keep this going throwing up until the sunlight
A paracetamol and I'm ready to go the next night

If you've got a problem with something that I've said
Well you can take your opinion and bin it instead
Cos I don't care what you gotta say
And I don't care what you think
I'll just drown my past mistakes
So pour me another drink
If you ask how I'm doing I'll tell you I'm fine
But another day sober you'll realize I'm lying
This liquors kind of rough
My livers had enough
But I'm not setting the bottle down
Until the sun comes up

Late night and I'm waking up in the taxi
Backseat finna drift quick through the backstreets
Practice in the bathroom on the average
Mattress turn a bad bitch to an actress
If you want a drink then you can sync it on my tab
And if you're feeling frisky we can risk it in the cab
RSVP VIP in some cabaret
OD on some codeine or some MDMA
I don't got a problem keep your comments to yourself
Criticisms common frankly you can go to hell cos

If you've got a problem with something that I've said
Well you can take your opinion and bin it instead
Cos I don't care what you gotta say
And I don't care what you think
I'll just drown my past mistakes
So pour me another drink
If you ask how I'm doing I'll tell you I'm fine
But another day sober you'll realize I'm lying
This liquors kind of rough
My livers had enough
But I'm not setting the bottle down
Until the sun comes up

problem (Prod. by joshwa)

𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁
𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝗶𝗿𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗻
𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗿𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵, 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗶'𝗺 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗮𝘁𝘇 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁
𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗶'𝗺 𝗽𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱
𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀
𝘄𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗶𝘁'𝗹𝗹 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲

𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗶 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝟱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝗻𝗼 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝟵-𝟱 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲𝗱
𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘀𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁
𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗲𝗱,
𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗹
'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱
𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗼𝗺 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗻, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗻𝗲𝘄?
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝘂𝗲

𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱,
𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗿
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝗶 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗶 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿
𝘂𝗻𝗳𝗮𝘇𝗲𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿
𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝘂𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝗮𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘄

𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁
𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝗶𝗿𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗻
𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗿𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵, 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗶'𝗺 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗮𝘁𝘇 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁
𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗶'𝗺 𝗽𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱
𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀
𝘄𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗶𝘁'𝗹𝗹 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲

𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁
𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 '𝗲𝗺 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗵𝗼𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘁
𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗻 𝗮𝘁 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲, 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗻 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻
𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻

𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗶 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝟱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝗻𝗼 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝟵-𝟱 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲𝗱
𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘀𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁
𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗲𝗱,
𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗹
'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱
𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗼𝗺 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗻, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗻𝗲𝘄?
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝘂𝗲

𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝘂𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝘂𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝘂𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗶'𝗺 𝗱𝘂𝗲

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dirt (everest)

Never Land

@55depths

track 5 off of:
"si tu veux"
dealing with yourself/a depressed partner in a relationship and what comes with that struggle.

lyrics:

break away from your thoughts
you're not the same as you once were
(it's hard to break away from yourself)
depression taking it's shot
don't run away if you get hurt
(but i'll fight and i'll fight and i'll fight
and fight for you)

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

take a step back
for a minute now
let's try and understand
what to do now
you need to bounce back
or just let it go
screaming in your head
while you're crying out

and it's fine with me
to sit and think alone
(it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine)
but don't call me up
when it's hard to be at home
(at home, at home, at home)

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

berry sweet

@55depths

an outro and final track, 7 off of:
"si tu veux"
hope from destruction in the wake of love.

lyrics:

i'm waiting for the end
i guess it all depends on
when i pack up and leave
i'll try and be your friend
but it hurts too much
to see you at the moment for me

this time
(if you want)
i guess it's goodbye
(we can meet again sometime
and we can start again)
sometimes
(if you want)
it never goes right
the way we want it to be

i'm hanging off the edge
guess i'm doing fine
but why now care about me?
you've taken enough
my pet, my home, my joy
erased it all from me

this time
(if you want)
i guess it's goodbye
(we can meet again sometime
and we can start again)
sometimes
(if you want)
it never goes right
the way we want it to be
this time
(if you want)
i guess it's goodbye
(we can meet again sometime
and we can start again)
sometimes
(if you want)
it never goes right
the way we want it to be

si tu veux

Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7xR9GPeEIk7aBQEIj9R17w?si=6E6amvZ2TPCklV24bO3laQ

💜spiritless socials
- Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/user-348728432
- Instagram: instagram.com/skeluhton

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
- Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro
- Instagram: instagram.com/iambolboi

💜prod by heydium
- Youtube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCMxXT0fAXZnJeBckmkLcN_Q
- Instagram: instagram.com/heydium

💜my socials
- instagram: instagram.com/alrunaxo 
- twitter: twitter.com/whatever_then
- discord: Alruna#2197

❤️cover art imagery: instagram.com/gramsometimes

Raven + beastboy >

Lyrics:

(Me)
Cos we running around in circles and it don’t feel the same
Know my thoughts should be internal but they get in the way
And my heart has gone nocturnal just to numb all the pain 
Guess it’s nothing that I’m used to

I could tell you how I’m doing but I’m past the point of feeling anything 
And my tears begin to sink yeah yeah
I could tell you that I’m moving but realistically I’m standing at the brink
With no willpower to think 

I’m just scared you think I’m using you 
And I’m scared to think that I’m gonna be losing you
Our relationship depicted by the weather
Except we can’t tell when it’s gonna get better

Stand watch as my life falls
I know that it’s all my fault

I can feel it in my hands when we do our little dance and
When you look at me you always put me in a trance
If we falling from our plans then you gon’ follow in my tracks 
Do I come with you or leave it in the past

(Spiritless)
I know you think you know what’s best for us but I
Really wish that you would just trust me 
And everytime i sleep alone at night uh huh
I really wish that it was just a dream

Cos we were killin it yeah we were like villains in it
Your tongue is sharp so now some blood will be spilling on it
Because you cut me open don’t plan on sealing it up 
So now I’m swerving in my car and I’m spilling my cup

(Me)
Tried too hard now we’re outta love
Guess the time apart wasn’t enough
So I’ll tie my heart till I move on
And I’ll do my part to keep things off

I can feel it in my hands when we do our little dance
And when you look at me you always put me in a trance
If we falling from our plans then you gon’ follow in my tracks 
Do I come with you or leave it in the past

Cos we make up then we crash and I wake up when we last
People asking me how it be and I tell them it’s a blast
Remedy in a flask is all I need to brush past
You’re not a friend or an enemy guess it’s nothing that I’m used to

I guess it’s nothing that I’m used to

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

Nothing That I'm Used To

Nothing That I’m Used To (feat. spiritless)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

produced by my close friend: @qubixxx @qubixxx @qubixxx <3 ily man

n check the stuff from my homie @auby4rc
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[lyrics]:
[@harmonic_love]:
(she was my drug and i know it was wrong, know it was wrong)
(i've cried so much with alcohol)
she was my drug and i know it was wrong (was wrong)
i've cried so much with alcohol
i can't see my tears in the rain
no one cares when i'm alone again (again)
i don't know where's the end
tree in my garden feel pain
why the sky looks fake again
wait for the light to hit your face
do you remember your favourite show
sometimes we argued, but then we laughed anyway oh no
we sat on the couch together (yeah) you always wore my sweater (yeah)

[@auby4rc]:
say it to my face
i cant believe this fate
all the thoughts inside to occupy the empty space
no ones listening when im alone thinking
i feel this sentiment
you let go
now my chests sinking
i built it up
i let it go
youve made a mess with nothing to show
i feel the weight crushing the stone
nothing you say is something i dont know

where's the end.(ft. auby | prod. Qubixxx)

on the friday 23rd of september i was going to end my life - 
in that moment - going on didn’t feel like an option -
this song is sincerely written as an apology but most importantly to try to explain myself,
i was lucky to be saved,
there is always help,
i promise. 
message me on instagram if you ever need somebody to talk to @clayhah

you will have all of my attention, 
i love you. 


the road we walked crumbled behind our feet,
stopping the gentle hill from ever reaching the end,

so i peel off my skin,
just wipe your tears,
you know you’re stronger than me,
i cant forget about the last of these dreams,
i’ll be at peace knowing he’s all you need -
i’ll scatter the pieces
and i tried to hold myself together
but i met the eye of the darkest September -
i couldn’t find a reason to be alive anymore,

the final,
my end
i’m home :)

is this where i stay? 
where i fell short of hope
i’ve got myself to blame,
i scrunched up my final words
but it’s not the same 
knowing i was seconds from throwing everything away,
please try to form an understanding that -
i tried to hold myself together
but i met the eye of the darkest September -
i couldn’t find a reason to be alive anymore.

the darkest september (p. vov)

whatever

don't listen to this on soundcloud: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/the-dreamcatcher

written and produced by colliding with mars
performed by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
video shot and edited by adrelix

lyrics:
 [chorus]
I wanna go to sleep
But instead I’m lying here
And my heart won’t stop racing
I’m lying here
And I don’t want to debate the what if’s
I don’t want to recall the dumb things
I don’t wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep

[verse]
I could not tell how good I had it
How lucky I was to be the captain and I
lost it all by a landslide pulling all the 
wrong strings to the landmines and now all of my
greatest moments are tinged with sadness
all accomplishments are damaged I am
Nothing more than a man that’s made mistakes
Nothing more than a part to be replaced

How long til you hate me ‎
I really wanna know how long it’s gonna take
Cause at the end of it all
Everyone would rather have me uninvolved

[pre-chorus]
Ooo [choir]
Ooo-ooh
I don’t wanna be here so bad
So badly

[double chorus]

[verse]
is that really so hard?
I don’t wanna see your face no more
I don’t wanna cause no pain no more Ooooo (Vocal run)
Why am I so silent
Why do I keep trying
When can I just fall asleep

I’m a nuisance to the people that I love
I’m in my head and I’m not enough I wanna 
shine like a star that’s dying wanna
Be someone you see is trying
I wanna be on a billboard in Times Square
I wanna pay my bills and donate the rest
I wanna be happy again
But most of all

[chorus]
I wanna go to sleep

THE DREAMCATCHER

departing

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dirt (everest)

marku

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