Cover art by: @grizzydesigns  <3
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i been lookin out the window
watchin as the leaves change
sittin in my same chair
lookin through my same face
runnin through handles
w no handle on me
wasting away
mr. empty space
come take me

baby when you wake up 
am i something u ashamed of?
u think i'm full of excuses
just skin and bones that's useless
baby when you wake up?
r u something u ashamed of?
for the way u cover up sins 
like the blush u put on ur skin.

i been gazing at my ceiling
watching as the paint fades
laying in the my old bed 
sheets changed since idk when
navigating through the smoke
w no smoke under me
wasting away, Mr. empty space
come take me

baby when u wake up 
am i something u ashamed of
a person lost in translation
another waste of breath that's sedated
baby when u wake up
are u something u ashamed of
for the way you excuse all i said
like the dry kisses, covered by lipstick

cuz i don't believe 
i'll be anything
other than something u drink down 

cuz i do believe 
i'll be everything
holding u back
have some self respect 
and leave now

i been lookin out the window
watchin as the leaves change
sittin in my same chair
lookin through my same face
runnin through handles
w no handle on me
wasting away
mr. empty space
come take me

baby when you wake up 
am i something u ashamed of?
u think i'm full of excuses
just skin and bones that's useless
baby when you wake up?
r u something u ashamed of?
for the way u cover up sins 
like the blush u put on ur skin.

cuz i don't believe 
i'll be anything
other than something u drink down 

cuz i do believe 
i'll be everything
holding u back
have some self respect 
and leave now

mr. empty space (prod. fugazi)

[+] I just wanna see your face under the moonlight
* produced by @kuroime *

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LYRICS:

moonlight

+ spotify

moonlight (feat. foreign forest)

Symptom Era Pre-release (:

Prod. Suni Vega

Afraid To Die Ft. Deep October

first ever self prod 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
hope it isn't too bad :')

~~lyrics~~
i tried my best to stay with you
but i've been bombarded by truth
the words i speak, do they have any say?
cause after it all, you're still in my way

i can hear the birds chirping my name
they're calling me out, saying "fly away"
there wasn't a morsal i could've saved
in a world i'm obligated immediately

the tastebuds in my mouth are falling out
i just wanna breathe without the need to want
(yeah...)

(i tried my best to stay with you)
(but i've been bombarded by truth)
(the words i speak, do they have any say?)
(cause after it all, you're still in my way)

tastebuds [intro]

EverythingsNotOk (prod. dash)

desolado

i love yung van 
LYRICS:
Andy Sanborn: 
i only have myself to blame
for every day feeling the same
i feel useless whenever i wake
i wish the demons would stop saying ur name 
making positivity to throw it all away
building a tower of happiness to watch it break
why do you care about me i’m a head-case
banging my head over again on the bed frame 
//what the fucks wrong with my brain?
asking myself that until i cave//

Yung Van:
GANG 
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I’m starting to worry that you won’t follow through 
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won’t love me when I’m growing older and you think I’m ugly
What’s unconditional when there’s no physical relationship I can base from
I don’t want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some 
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don’t feel like I’m a waste cuz
Lately I’m finding it hard to be alone at night 
No one will love me and I guess I’m right 

7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
Andy Sanborn: 
drive myself insane until i crash
breaking down my knees until i collapse 
please don’t look at me while i cry in the back

Yung Van:
Some things just never last 
I wish I could you bring you back 
I’m strong till I relapse 
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
its 7 past 2 and im waiting for u

myself to blame - ft. yung van (prod. tothegood)

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LYRICS

u’ve been waiting on me to get my act right
but i been wide awake baby i cant get a wink at night
i know i said i’d try but i’ve never even felt this before
u say u want me bad i can’t see where ur coming from
hit me for the yola
she don’t want closure
she jus wanna have a good time
get closer
push me
push me away
can u say i’m urs please
just for today
break me down until
i’m flesh and bones
(flesh and bones)
talk to me like
i’m one of ur own
(one of ur own)
hit me for the yola
she don’t want closure
she jus wanna have a good time
get closer
push me
push me away
can u say i’m urs please
just for today
wake up and I need u
i won’t deceive u
running from these memories
i know they’re haunting u too
saying that i love u
makes me wanna hate u
if ever ur awake at night
just know they’re haunting me too
hit me for the yola
she don’t want closure
she jus wanna have a good time
get closer
push me
push me away
can u say i’m urs please
just for today
u’ve been waiting on me to get my act right
but i been wide awake baby i cant get a wink at night
i know i said i’d try but i’ve never even felt this before
u say u want me bad i can’t see where ur coming from
[outro]
hit me for the yola
she don’t want closure
she jus wanna have a good time
get closer
push me
push me away
can u say i’m yours please
just for today

get closer *p. khail*

artwork by @proddeegs
Engineered by Jakkyboi, ripjosh and iof.

still fw my old shit w/ ripjosh & hm.wav [prod. iof]

Turning

(prod. kazuyo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1cChjHHWEoEUV4SDtgyh0l?si=1_jDNBgoSr6YGA9dCNYILQ

one day i'll feel all mighty
right now i'm stuck in a pipe dream
she fuckin' with my head on the nightly
i hope my wrist go icebeam
heard locals want smoke like a cigarette
old friends turn snakes and mini men
i remember cutting grass 'fore i seen them
last time i learned my lesson

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
bitch i'm high every day, that's a cap for the plays
if i smoked everyday i would end up in a psych ward
funny shit goin' on in my thoughts
don't worry bout it, it's on me
6 months i was walking like a zombie
fuck help fuck you fuck this that
i remember contemplating to the pitch black

pipe dream

departing

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