In the middle of the night we find a haunted church.
Would you enter?


My Creation

Haunted Church

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dont go and be the person i was waiting for
i hide behind my smile and behind closed doors

your misbehaving hands you can't keep to your sides
when i get you talking you never seem to shy

there is still something pulling me down to you
if there is one thing to get me closer i do

you could try breaking open my safe
inside you will find a copious amount of space

blue in my eyes i stand in broken armour
eventually learn that i could never rely on her

there is still something pulling me down to you
if there is one thing to get me closer i do

like i've seen a ghost i'll hit the road running
that's not where i need to go so go on and catch me
catch me

there is still something pulling me down to you
if there is one thing to get me closer i do

Pulling Me Down

Lyrics:
I didn’t mean to fall for your games
A city girl with her city growing colder each day
All the wine isn’t helping you, my love
Through the pain you have suffered through
Don’t you think that’s enough?

Is she the love, is she the love I’m deserving?
Don’t feel bad. I don’t feel bad
You’re just hurting..
 
It’s a shame you had to break the rules
But you didn’t have to break me too

How she stares in my eyes is a threat
The way she can turn on you. She’s not your friend
 
But these things, all these things you had promised
You said you’re real, said you’re honest
And I want it

It’s a shame you had to lose your cool
But you didn’t need to lose me too

We’re out of time
You've done enough

It’s a shame you had to break the rules
But I didn’t need to be your fool
And It’s a shame you try to bend the truth

Shame

The Diamond is a symbol of purity and innocence, of love and fidelity, and embraces strength of character, ethics, and faithfulness to oneself and others.

Diamond

New song inspired by Love in the broader sense

Feat. Guillaume Apollinaire

There's something wrong with yesterday
I don't remember what I said
Something is wrong

The worst corruption in my life
They had to feed em' once or twice
Blind Faith

There's something evil in the evil
Forgot to counter
when I cared
There's a reason to be loved
A reason to feel loved
Cause something went wrong

Anita taught me how to pray
Starting in the end
Find me in the end

There's something in the air
Blind Faith

Blind Faith

Sadden Heart

I look in your eyes
And see your pain
It’s there on your face
Plain as day
Like you’ve got nobody 
To love you

It’s sad
You wear a smile
Through painted face
Your life is a circus
You’re the ultimate clown
Alone there’s no one there to hold you

Chorus:

At home
You step  behind the door
Only to break down
There’s no one there 
To call your own
Then you stop!
Heading out the door
You’re suddenly 
The life of the party 
Everyone’s happy 
But you ___________
You smile to hide
To hide your sadden heart

You laugh
I see the tears
Fall down your face
Your laugh lines are rigid
And utterly fake
Rarely a day when you weren’t faking

So sad
You play the clown
World renown
Your friends are the crowd
You live for their sake
But they know nothing more about you

Chorus:

At home
You step  behind the door
Only to break down
There’s no one there 
To call your own
Then you stop!
Heading out the door
You’re suddenly 
The life of the party 
Everyone’s happy 
But you 
You smile to hide
To hide your sadden heart

Chorus & Fade

 2002

Written, arranged & Produced:  Richard Ladouceur
For Rich’ lad Music, Ltd. (BMI)
Pianoo:  Ray Watson
Engineer:  Ray Watson
Track at:  D-Factory Recording Studio - Hempstead, NY
Mixed and Mastered:  Ray Watson

Moon Clock

Marshall Douglas