produced by: autrioly

lyrics:

i jus lost my brother
i didn't get much sleep and even tho he just died
ill still probably pop another
between the laced drugs and trying to kill eachother over the years
i was doing so good but i relapsed last night when i got the call
we was jus talking a month ago now im down here trying to holding it together
while ur up there probably arguing with god
but this isn't fair, this isn't what i want
what happen bro
we were supposed to make that song


look up at the sky hoping ur looking down at me tonight
fucking everything up i never do anything right
i do these drugs to feel alright
i do these drugs all night
i push myself into this shit
i say i quit than i take another hit
im sick of this shit
but fuck man is this really it?
like we was supposed to make it
u told me u fucked with my music before alot of people
i wish i reached out to you
but its too late and now i gotta grieve you
i know we weren't close at the end
im not gonna pretend
but i would still call you my friend

gone / relapse

22 | vox/songwriter & engineer 

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

Chef Brooky is a New York Rapper from the Bronx. He's what you call Hood Christian. I shares my life and others in a creative and inspirational way, and all he wants from you is to enjoy the ride! Im is not trying to be holier than tho art, so if you are looking for that, I’m is not your guy. Being true to one's self is not dead it's just put under the radar. "I chose to be the change and the real I wanna see! Everybody has their own book of the Bible, and I share stories from different points of view. Just like everybody else trying to find the path that God has meant for me."

gone / relapse

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