produced by sorrow bringer

lyrics;
ruthless, thats why its called fate
1 hit thats all it takes
fuck it now im 2 fifths in, and i hate being this way
god i hate being awake
1 wish, i wish i could quit
come quick, b4 lose it 
clueless, i was jus a kid
stupid, how could i lose this

my footprints in the snow and mud
23 almost 24
and im addicted to these drugs
jus a little love
thats all i want
but im so drugged up i forgot
im jus like my mom and i hate it 
why do i gotta be so basic
23 325 5'6 and my heart still vacant
taking pills to fill it
drinking again jus to fix it
grandma found me when my lips were blue 
am i doomed to die in this room
i haven't eaten in days
i dont even enjoy the taste of the food
feeling the warmth of heat
puking up blood i got blood all over my sheets
i feel like im losing my self
most days i barely breath
is there a way out
i dont know but i wanna believe there is

take a pill than pass out
do anything to escape
im haunted by my past now
i have friends
but how long will that last now
its been 15 hours since my last breakdown
but these days im barely awake now
i hate these emotions i fake now

ruthless, thats why its called fate
1 hit thats all it takes
fuck it now im 2 fifths in, and i hate being this way
god i hate being awake
1 wish, i wish i could quit
come quick, b4 lose it 
clueless, i was jus a kid
stupid, how could i lose this

ruthless

marsmal