cover of "one listen before you sleep" by @hiraethsry
cover + reprod done by me <33
made one a while back but wanted to redo it cuz the last one sucked

one listen before you sleep (hiraeth)

produced by kingtheta

lyrics;
spit on me
hit me
build me up
and destroy me
tell me you love me
than fking leave me

telling me im the one to blame
but you wouldn't even hop on the plane x 2

take everything
and i was already empty
hit me up after blocking me
i dont wanna play your game


tell me im the one to blame

quiet nights, no end in sight
memories playing in my mind
i’m lost inside, no wrong or right
just shadows that you left behind

i see you walk in
to the garden to me
you start to argue
why you tryna make me leave
I light a cigarette
just to try and help me breathe
you say i’m distant
but you never really see

all this silence
is the loudest part of me
until im quiet
so i hear this moment bleed
you cross your arms
like you're guarding what's left of me
like you're guarding what's left of me

you keep holdin’ on
to the man i used to be
like i’m trapped in your memory
but i’m changin’, can’t you see?
you cross your arms
like you’re guarding what’s left of me
but i’m tryin’ to break free
from the ghost you wanna keep

i see you walk in
to the garden to me
you start to argue
why you tryna make me leave
I light a cigarette
just to try and help me breathe
you say i’m distant
but you never really see

all this silence
is the loudest part of me
until im quiet
so i hear this moment bleed
you cross your arms
like you're guarding what's left of me
like you're guarding what's left of me

walked into the garden
everything’s dead now
isn’t it crazy what a call does
i just keep my head down 
just gotta keep crawling, all in 
hit rock bottom
and my friends dont answer
so why would i call em?

walked into the garden 
everything’s on fire
you told me that you “loved me”
what a fucking liar 
my arms are fully burnt out
from treading all this water
i guess i never learnt
how to fix this flat tire 

it says you got a new man now
my friends saw you both in town 
could’ve at least waited 
till i finally got the 
courage to end it
but im cold product
so i jumped in and drowned
these waves wont let me down 
and in a few years when 
you find me on facebook 
and see i fucking did it
i’d love to see your face love

garden w/ sendflowrs (jolst, irby)

i tried (all we left unsaid)

lyrics:

it's been quite a while since i've ever felt like this
i can't say i like you but i know you peaked my intrest
answer my wishes
god is my witness
for everything i do
break my bones down on the concrete floor
to show what i'm willing to do to get some more
i don't want nothing too strong
i just wanna get to know you
know you
know you
know you
so please don't push me away
cuz i fear that you've altered my brain
but i cant do nothing about it now
so i guess imma have to convince you how
yeah i could do this all for you in an instant
i would sacrifice my blood to leave an imprint
on your soul on your mind so you don't forget me
yeah i would do it all for you just from the beginning
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been a while
it's been quite a while since i've ever felt like this
i can't say i like you but i know you peaked my intrest
answer my wishes
god is my witness
for everything i do

it's been a while

lyrics:

hair is getting long
i wanna ask you should i cut it off
i want you to like what you see
when you look at me love
i would never change myself for someone
i know who i am
being next to you right now
i wish i was a better man

all these feelings deep inside my chest
they are confusing me
i know that i like you but you don't
so i try not to speak
stars are looking pretty tonight
but you're a different breed
you got me turning off the light
just so that you can sleep
wind is blowing through my hair
i wonder if you notice
i wish you would stop and stare
so that i know you're focused
it's hard for me to know if you care for me the same
your family knows how i feel i guess i'm the one to blame
i pray to god that he forgives me for all of my sins
day to day i've been praying
that's she's doing okay and
wipe the make up off that's all on my face
i'm feeling so out of place
i'm feeling like a disgrace

i wish i was a better man

Prod. Lanee
Lyrics:
Uneasy, my stomach's turning around
It's eating itself from the inside out
Tell me, tell me why aren't you proud?
I'm shaking, but you're not gonna calm me down

(am I mistaken?)

Because I thought that it was promised at birth
(I never thought)
My mother's love is something I'd have to earn
(I guess I'm wrong)

So am I wrong for wanting you to acknowledge me?
I guess it's my fault for hating the curse that you laid onto me

oh whys it feel like that I'm always at fault?
I can't stand it I'm alone you're never breaking my fall
I look down to check my phone to see you still haven't called
when will i see you?

I won't make through fall
I hate that I need you
(no matter how hard I try)
( I won't be hearing what I'm waiting for so)

Tell me, tell me why aren't you proud?
I'm shaking, but you're not gonna calm me down

(am I mistaken?)

Because I thought that it was promised at birth
(I never thought)
My mother's love is something I'd have to earn
(I guess I'm wrong)

So am I wrong for wanting you to acknowledge me?
I guess it's my fault for hating the curse that you laid onto me

Why aren't you proud?

new post of a (1yrs old classic w austin-reposted up now as many havent heard this one yet<3) #kidsketchyy #lowlife #sketchbook2001 #sadboiclique #sadboys #lowlifeclique #lowliferemedy #ripsquad

wipe ur tears w/ yungaxstn (caves)

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

moonlet - 4am (familypet cover)

moonlet - oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

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i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
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tell me im the one to blame

marsmal