produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;

girl dont touch the chain its real
i got it when i signed my deal
back than i didn't know the devil was real
now that shit weighs on my mind
the secrets i could tell you

kinda scary when ur heartbeat matches the tempo
talking shit to me
u dont know a thing about my fucked up mental
i been this way since i was a child
you should of read the memo
i been steady focused on my own now

my dad was a psycho
and my momma was bipolar
never had any chance since i was in the stroller
playing life like a game
but they didn't even toss me a controller
if u wanna look into my past
you gotta unlock the folder
only person i care about is my grandma
yk she raised a solider
fuck man
its summer but somehow i became colder
yk how many days i wished i was dead
yk how many days i felt like i had nothing left
you ever point a gun at your head
pull the trigger and it jam
but u still wanna be dead
whats needed to be said
i rather be dead

girl dont touch the chain its real
i got it when i signed my deal
back than i didn't know the devil was real
now that shit weighs on my mind
the secrets i could tell you

kinda scary when ur heartbeat matches the tempo
u dont know a thing about my fucked up mental
i been this way since i was a child
you should of read the memo
i been steady focused on my own now

i started this shit to vent
i didn't start it to repent
gave this music 100%
wanted todo something different
but im in the decline
bitch i made this stuff happen when i was trapped up in my head
my mom and my dad both fucked in the head
so thats why im the way i am




the way i am

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
@rod / @web fan account

email - m@scars.online

the way i am

marsmal