Y’all both literally made magic here :) 🤍🖤✌🏽

This was my first time producing a beat for myself, it’s not the best and it nothing crazy but I still enjoy how it came out!!
Enjoy!

Purgatory

produced by scottysplash
mixed and mastered by me
feat @web

lyrics; beako helped me write my verse

me:
yea
scotty on the beat
yea
i haven't got sleep

yeah i been getting faded all weekend
triggers from my past cant fucking take it
with all  those secrets locked in the basement
i dont wanna get used to being complacent
cause everyone I loved found a replacement

i found my place built a foundation now its collapsing 
used to call myself a god
but im not a higher being

im trapped in vicious cycles
im jus searching for a higher meaning
while im getting higher believing 
well there goes another weekend

i jus wanna be next 2 u
but your 1100 miles away
i jus wanna text you
but I deleted your number yesterday

yeah i been getting faded all weekend
triggers from my past cant fucking take it
with all  those secrets locked in the basement
i dont wanna get used to being complacent
cause everyone I loved found a replacement
i found my place built a foundation now its collapsing 

@web:
you and me
baby come sit next to me
i swear when you're here i could get high off just your energy
i know you were mad so i'll forget the shit you said to me
old me wouldve blocked your number claiming you were dead to me

dont trip
girl you know i cant quit
i been fucking up my words the whole time i been making this
and you said that you never wanna see my face so how bout you just let me live

zoloft in my system and i jus wanna be dead w/ web

YOU MAKE THIS AFTERLIFE WORTH LIVING

lyrics:
do you know how much i love you
i was down bad still put nothing else above you
i told you all my secrets know it cut through
told you all my moves even shit i could run through

i was in the dirt
picked me out the mud, its like no matter how it hurt
you was by side before i ended in a hearse
swear that you a angel cause you finally lift the curse

i was trippin just to live, you seen the hunger in my soul
you aint even need no diamonds just to say you played your role
loyal to the grave, swear that bond dont ever fold
now its foreign whips and flights, you the only one i hold

you was there when i had nothing
now we counting up in silence
had to hustle through the pain
but you the reason i aint wildin

gave my heart when it was broke
you aint flinch you just stood beside it
want to keep you to myself
but i swear my heart cannot hide it

gave my trust, you never folded, swear you never once denied it
i was lost, you showed the way, like heaven came and just provided
all the pain that we been through, swear we never got divided
you the one i prayed for, i swear this feeling been invited

how much

doors W/MisFiiT (prod. web)

NIGHTCRAWLER

NIGHTCRAWLER BABY HOW I'M CREEPIN THRU THE NIGHT

DO HELLHOUNDS STILL GO TO HEAVEN

YOU CAN'T SPELL DELUSIONAL WITHOUT U AND I

A DOZEN BLACK ROSES (feat. Saliva Grey, 99zed, & $lim Gucci)

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
and i know where we're going
yet feeling so lost
until i open my eyes

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

and its just pulling me down
and howd this word go around
when you were last in my head
for how im feeling so dead
i been going through songs
like no one else would have known
and now im hoping theres something
that you had to give me

and so id open my eyes
knowing that we wouldnt last
and how i feel here so down
when u were here in the past
i been looking for something to get me through this
but all the pills and the liquor would never have fixed

and you had opened my eyes
you had to show me the worse
you think im doing the best
i think ill be in a hearse
before the year here would end
guess im now out of luck
what was the luck
as i was doomed in this world

and so i'll open my eyes
sat on the road all alone
but i would never go back to what i had in the past
cause now im mourning so bad
i only self sabotage
its only killing me further
and pulling me down

Open My Eyes

22 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
@rod / @web fan account

email - m@scars.online

zoloft in my system and i jus wanna be dead w/ web

marsmal

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