D/S$0C1AT/0N

hang from my teeth

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

The official sequel to kyoki’s song “Everywhere at the end of enlightenment” featuring me

It’s just a psychedelic memory ft. Kyoki x.  (Prod. Swiftfox)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

SPOTIFY

to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

@c3of @c3of @c3of 

lyrics:

[verse: saturn's lament]
caught a glimpse of what i thought was my reflection
„the mirrors would never lie to me“, treacherous self-perception
i did what my head demanded and ruined the reminiscence
no wonder the seed i planted has grown to be a narcissus
will i ever stop hurting myself and others?
should i self-destruct for good or should i let myself recover?
rip my lungs out to ease this growing pain inside my chest
all my veins turn into branches only waiting to be snapped

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

[verse: Saint Sleep]
heights above the gods and goddesses
wings of pegasus and boulders pushed by sisyphus
currents crashing clashing sounds of conflict
tales left of tantalus lament of feasts beneath his feet
or sycophants drowning in the shallow pools of deep reflection
festering inside their morbid thoughts
leaking roofs of shacks inside of winter forests feel the frostbit
scrape the bowl for words that's long forgotten
dirty paws tracking mud across the corpses of my predecessors
shivers up the spine that stay forever

thousand years of evolution gone to shame
never worth a kindle of the flame
unfinished business like a life on pause I'm tethered to this plane
i was wrong when I said that I would wait to see the day you finally change

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

unlit sun w/saint sleep

somber

Fading Light drifts between dream pop atmospheres, shoegaze textures, and chillwave vibrations, shimmering with an ethereal glow.

Cybophonia - Fading Light (Radio Edit)

instrumental composed by haemorage

Lyrics: All in my head

Ghostly lips, apocalypse, your terrified we're terrified. Hand me your heart hand me your eyes. See it all again I see you all again. 
Candles in the living room. Hand pressed on the flame. Razor wire, a necklace in this day. I hear you talking again all in my head. A hand pressed to a flame, my hand pressed to the flame. 
Grinding of my teeth, building in my head I see where I I'm falling all apart you see my broken days all the way.

My eyes I did it again, I'm falling asleep. 
My eyes, again and again I'm falling asleep. I'm falling asleep, I'm falling asleep,  I'm falling asleep.

My worn eyes I've seen it all before I've seen it all before.

Worn Eyes

Bandcamp: marymortem.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/y72wvs6y
Apple Music/iTunes: https://tinyurl.com/yb5xepos

Lyrics: Drugged down

I am powerless
The drugs drag me down
I am powerless
I got your nails in my eyes
I need your scent 
I need it
Every list, your lips and your lies,
You tell me that I’m fine when I’m not
And I got issues
You know 
There’s no fixing me
Cause im strung out
So drugged down
I need to breath 
And I need to sleep
I don’t want to need 
I don’t want to I don’t need to
Love is a bullet hole in my head
Love is a bullet hole
Keeps me grounded 
Keeps me drugged down
Keeps me feeling more of it
Oh oh

download

Drugged Down

Bandcamp: marymortem.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/y72wvs6y
Apple Music/iTunes: https://tinyurl.com/yb5xepos

Lyrics: Horse

You say that you loved me you never did. You only ever drugged me down from this.
Drive deep break the vein. Hold your breath, you don’t need to breath when I’m inside your throat. 
Under the skin I feel the harden tissue from where you poked. 
And poked and poked again
I am a toxic Im addiction
You say that you would love me then. You only ever drugged me down from this.
I wrote myself in problems
You begged that I’d solve them. 
All is over all is over 
Its seeps from your lips, death all again
It’s all on your list, push it right in 
It’s all full of shit 
heroin drifts
I’m not dying but you are 
I’m not your problem 
This horse I ride when I’m lone. All the dope scraped your bone. What’s it feel when you turn to stone.
Ripping your skin just to feel nothing
Breaking your bone just to feel nothing
I’m your last chance
Graved

Horse

we've sealed the deal.
produced by me.

original: https://soundcloud.com/bruhmanegoddd/wrath-attraction-prod-ak?si=5d8298caaf4e435e849fe9985b8c5efc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

<333

love,
eric

Wrath Attraction (Bruhmanegod Cover)

reupload of a deleted track by da god @biv !

Worn Eyes

Mary Mortem

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