I got a tape 96-97?? it was first anyone heard of JD and Slum Village it was mostly the Fantastic Demo but also had 4 or 5 beats  and a track with Q Tip...this is the beat that started it out...let me know if youve heard before

J DILLA LOST BEAT 1996 RARE!!!!!

well, here we are.

after a long journey spent coping with sub par mental health and the various females inhabiting my high school, i've finally accomplished the thing i set out to do so long ago:

i put out a real album.

i hope that you all enjoy listening to this as much as i enjoyed creating it, because this whole thing has been an experience for me.

thank you for getting me so incredibly close to 10,000 soundcloud followers and thank you even more for taking the time to listen to what i've created here.

the cover art was created by my good friend halli hunt, or h.h. as some of you may know her.

have a fantastic day, and hey;

the world might not always be beautiful, but the potential for beauty and peace exists so long as the potential for hatred and violence is present. you can't have sunshine without a little rain, and i can't have happiness without a little help from my friends. i love you all.

<3

skeletons (prod. gerbanzi)

Big Boi - Kryptonite (Masked Strangler Remix)

wake up, it's time for bool

@nosentences

got my eyes on the computer screen, tryna work my digits in
fidget with the lettering but never with the sentences
pause check the clock, and it appears it's six a.m. again
another night wasted or another day finished
and my mind is steady running in place
i don't wanna fall asleep, 'cause i've got so much to say
but i don't wanna stay awake and keep exhaustion at bay
because i presently am dead inside the bed where i lay
i might as well work now, maybe it could suffice
as more a method of confusion than a dip into life
it's like my body parts are planning out an intricate heist
but my mind is logged in on a different device
and my session expired, i'm exceptionally tired
every step is like fire straight from my head to my toes
see, i'm an excellent liar when i've slept the required
8 or 7 hours prior, but at present i'ma go the fuck to sleep and--

*bwoooooooooomp*

okay rise and shine, hello to the ladybugs
insert several other stupid phrases about waking up
rub the sleep out of my eyes and view the clock that hangs above
and hit the snooze a couple times to keep my hours 8 or plus
check my phone once, twice, three times, four
just so i can see the second i'm messaged by mon amour
for a date or a small excursion straight to a donut store
where i'm holding an open door to convey that i'm spoken for
and it's great, it's a total score, it's a wonderful set of things
that exist in my present bubble of love where the petals sing
as they're blooming on every flower, moving to better springs
engulfed in a heavy shower of rain that the weather brings
and... even though my days might be presented slow
they pass before my eyes at higher rates than even jets can go
and the cycle will repeat itself like history and reddit posts
so what's the point in fighting it? i'm staying up and letting go

alarm (prod. no sentences)

download <3

all star (with lando)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8z12lNTPLU&t=19s

we back baby

trip to düsseldorf (music video in descrip.)

hey i went to a place and wrote a song about it!!! bool

i knocked on your bedroom door
and waited for you to answer
i bought you a crimson rose
smelled just like you did

i smiled at the view outside
and stood in your empty driveway
could tell that something was wrong
little did i know

my time there was running short
your kisses were my ambrosia
they melted into my skin
"darling, i love you"

it's awful that i must go
it's awful we have to part now
'cause i left my beating heart
in san diego

san diego

SAN DIEGO

@aimless-beats

hey, everyone is someone at least a little bit different online
don't be scared to be honest, okay?
love you
<3

LYRICS:
we all got internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside us we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a boy who could outline a shape in a second
that's display was eclectic in a way that was second to none
he had a hand than swam like fish in the seas
and a penstroke that'd bring any critic to his knees
it was beautiful, flowing like the blood inside my artieries
he painted hearts as targets and was practicing his archery
mastering the artistry he carried in his chest
until at best it was a godsend, and worst, it was a part of me
'til suddenly... things began to seem different
moods dissipated into blue and grey pigments
but surface-wise his screen names were never inefficient
as a method to communicate that happiness was with him
so a couple thousand people saw a perfectly inoccuous complexion
while i was tryna talk him through depression
the lesson to be learned is that your heros aren't invincible
just normal folks who often need expression, so pause and leave a message...

if you want; they'd probably appreciate it...

...internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside that we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a person who could cultivate the words that they aligned
in a way that could coerce a train to fly
a perfect state of mind in which to learn creative rhymes
until their person was emburdened by the verses they designed
and they began to lose their touch...
the little quirks in all their writing became terse and uninviting
and ingesting any lettering they surgeoned into life
instead of being entertainment was inert and just absurd and all the work was fucking tiring
and suddenly... they were writing less and less
in spite of their success they saw no light and second guessed
the creativity they harbored in their heart
there's only so much fucking artwork you can make 'til you forget the way to start
so a couple million people saw some dipping in the frequency
of music while they fought idiosyncracy
that slept as mental illness... and woke as some peculiar train of thought
that masqueraded as a symptom of a hindering deliquency

i hope that all these words have made you think of me

internet personas, internet personas
we all got internet personas, internet personas (x7)

internet personas (prod. aimlessbeats)

internet personas (prod. aimless)

soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/niyawn
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i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face, actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore 
took too many shots, now i'm lying on the floor
staring at the ceiling, i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing
took too many pills, i forgot my meaning
poor sense of judgement, but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, but i bite back the tears ]
let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, i'm just passively here ]

i don't know why i'm so fascinated 
and in love with these monsters that i've created
when we talk on the phone
nervously pacing
i know that someday you'll have to erase me
[ have to erase me ]
i know that someday, you'll have to erase me
i'm trapped with the secrets i locked in the basement
i knew someday you would have to replace me
i'm so self destructive 
it's no wonder you can't face me
nobody knows, but i'm so isolated
fix all my problems with blunts and duct tape
[ fix all my problems ]
one time i picked up the pieces of my heart and
put it back together with some staples
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't painful
looking back on my decisions; to my family i'm disgraceful

[ i don't wanna make you sad when i'm singing this song
but if you know the words, you can sing along ]

i know that i may
[ sound a little crazy ]
at this point it's sad 
[ nobody can save me ]

i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore
took too many shots
now i'm lying on the floor
starin at the ceiling
i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing

took too many pills
i forgot my meaning 
poor sense of judgement but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[let me out ]
let me out of here 
[ dont really wanna live, i just bite back the tears ]
let me out of here
[ i don't really wanna live i'm just passively here ]

when we talk on the phone,
nervously pacing

</3

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