Vorrei (vorrei vorrei) essere il tuo albero di Natale

captive like the tide waves to the moon

featuring @paperrosehaiku
produced by @morgnbates
cover art by n.m. pane

thank you for listening
i love you all <3

STREAMING

cherry tree (ft. paper rose haiku) [p. homesick]

prod fats'e
w/
@heylog  &
@lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

heylog:
ur across the states, i wish it wasn't the truth
it's either them or me, now ur gone.. you had to choose
so i gave you a piece of art i took time and drew
u can keep it forever, i hope it stays with u
you've got so much ahead of u and goals to accomplish
while i make a song saying "log u need to top this"
but god i'm tired and the struggle is real
i died and came back to life, now i can't feel

fats'e:
life goes on
can't say i didn't try
just not hard enough
found a new timeline
just tossed to the side
died and came back to life

we both come undone
feeling stuck in a loop
that i can't seem to outrun
feeling stuck in a loop can't escape

skele:
n god i’d love to talk 
but look just not right now 
got some shit to say 
i jus don’t know how 
i spent like every night alone jus fucking dreaming of you 
n love i know your hurting 
it kills me too 

n tell me why 
it always gets so hard 
getting out of bed 
feels like i’m heading to war 
n if i saw the reaper know he’d take me for sure
breaking down alone 
i put my head to the door 

i don’t get it 
i thought i was better 
u said it 
so why can’t i remember 
i’m sick of living like this 
i hate the medicine 
im sick of crying like this 
it never fucking ends 

n at this point think i’ve died twice 
really good at fucking up my life 
n i don’t care if you love me
i just need you to lie 
life goes on, i just don’t wanna try 
i got used to all the pain inside

died and came back to life (w/ heylog & skele)

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Lyrics:
Is it ever 
Is it ever enough
I think you cut deep enough
I think you cut deep enough

Is it ever 
Is it ever enough
I cant stop fillin' my cup
I said I'd quit but I'm stuck

And i cant get out of bed
Was it something that i said?
Cuz i would take it all back
If you came back again

Did you mean it when you said
That we’re better off as friends?
Cuz i don't see that in the moment
But I'll pretend

Is it ever 
Is it ever enough
I think you cut deep enough
I think you cut deep enough

Is it ever 
Is it ever enough
I cant stop fillin' my cup
I said I'd quit but I'm stuck

I said id quit but im stuck

I said id quit but im stuck

I think i ran out of luck

Could u plz just give a fuck

And i can't get out of bed 
Was it something that i said?
Cuz i would take it all back
If you came back again

Did you mean it when you said
That we’re better off as friends?
Cuz i don't see that in the moment
But I'll pretend

I thought this was all i ever wanted
(All i ever)

I thought this was all i ever wanted
(All i ever)

But real life ain't quite 
how it seems in your mind
And i thought this was all i ever wanted
..wtf

Tramontando

Mathe Kabe