sana nandito ka

hindi na makakain
hindi na rin makatulog
dahil sa malalim na malalim na kalungkutan

hindi na makaligo
hindi na ako makalabas
dahil ss malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

sa pagpitik ng bawat segundo
iniisip ko nalang sana
kaya kong magpahinga
kahit isang buwan
kahit isang taon
isang linggo
gusto ko lang naman mawala muna sa mundo sa maiksing oras at bumalik kung kelan kaya kona lumaban muli
sana ganon lang kadali
sana buhay ay madali
hindi kasi ako mapakali

hindi na makausap
hindi na makapagaral
dahil sa malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

hindi ko na kaya
hindi na pwede pang
sumaya
dahil sa malalim
hindi ko maintindihan

hindi na mangyayari

maliligtas mo ba ako sa kamatayan sa mundong puno ng kasiyahan?

I know how much you hate it
spinning round our own sun
said to keep you in mind
yet I'm out of place and out of time

oh inside, I fear
might drag you with my dread
and it's such a shame
that you don't even tame
my soul in burning flames

I exist to no one
yet you pull me back
and we collide
and it's like a dream
too upright drifting away from me

according to megumi

lyrics:
alam mo bang hindi 
nakatulog kagabi? 
sa kaiisip ng
matalino street siguro
tayo nagmeet 
kailan ba mauulit?

alam mo bang hindi
nakakain ang hikbi? 
muli nang managinip
at tayo'y tutungo 
sa qc o dulo
ng iyong trip
kailan ba mangyayari?

tahan na
'wag mangamba	
mow's, hindi nga?

alam mo bang hindi
matatapos ang gabi?
kung 'di ka makapiling sa
kowloon house
in thoughts and sounds
we'll cross our hearts
tayo lang palagi

akin ka
'gang umaga
sa que ave na
ang end sinta
mow's, hindi nga?

alam mo ba (mow's, hindi nga?)

sabi ko 
sa sarili ko 
di ko na alam 
kung may patutunguhan pa 
ang aking ginagawa  

sabi ko 
bat ganito ako 
wala nang gana sa lahat 
tanginang buhay to 

ika trese ng oktubre 
sa aking kwarto
hindi ko alam 
pano ako mag sisimula 
nawalan na ko ng gana sa lahat
simula nung nagkaron ng problema
sa bahay sa pera sa magulang 
pasalamat pa rin 
dahil nandyan ang aking mga kaibigan 
nagkaron ako ng rason para mabuhay ulet 
gusto ko to mangyari nang paulit ulet
ayoko nang umuwi 
hindi na ko masaya 
sa tuwing kasama ko sila 
mas masaya na ko 
sa mga kaibigan ko 
o di kaya mapag isa

petsa ng aking paglisan (malapit na)

I'll teach you how to hold me babe
Talk to me it's easy but
What could be easier than dreaming?
When I wake up you're the one I'm seeing!

Malayo pa ang biyahe ko
Ang layo pa ng bahay mo
Hanggang tuhod na ang luha
at stuck pa rin sa kalsada

But I'm always within reach
In every form of speech
Hold me to this
Hold me

Try and try I'm trying to
Let you know that this will do
Wala ka nang dapat isipin
Wala ka nang dapat sabihin

Yeah holding you is easy just
promise me it's easy to
remember what we're hearing...
It's the sound of my tires screeching yeah!

Ilang ulit na ba tayong
muntikan nang maglaho
Let it ring it could be louder...
This feeling shouldn't be considered sober yeah!

I'll teach you how to hold me babe
Talk to me it's easy but
What could be easier than dreaming?
Kung Ikaw ang laging kapiling!

This Feeling Shouldn't Be Considered Sober (Demo)

lahat recorded habang nakapalibot sa iisang mic sa kusina nila vlad

lemon (one take)

under my skin (demo)

Thread

Ilang Ylang-Ylang? is a pop collaboration and a way for Mariah Reodica and Jazz Nicolas to fulfill their dreams of being in a Manila Sound band in the 70's. 

Click here for the official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L00eGClsXPw

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pg/Ilang-Ylang-Ylang

Arranged, composed, and performed by Mariah Reodica & Jazz Nicolas
Recorded at Watusi Studios, Manila (2015-2016)

Hey baby baby, it's been so long
For a second, I thought you had gone
But I always had something on my mind
If I asked you, would you say that you tried?

It's too soon to say that I'm sure
And you're not easily swayed by words anyway

Don't you know? 
I can't keep waiting without knowing what's the deal
So it goes,
And people keep talking without saying what they feel

Just let me know when it's real

Hey baby baby, when you called
I assumed that you knew it all
Thought I spelled it out as clear as day
For me to get to you, what should I say?

Maybe my intentions seem blurred,
And you're not easily swayed by words anymore

(Stop overthinking)
Just let me know when it's real
(You can't change the feeling)
Just let me know when it's real

And my heart's got to decide
I can't keep it inside
And you can't change my mind no more

And people keep on talking without ever saying whatever they truly feel

under my skin (demo)

MATOKI